I vividly remember the last time I whacked it. When I climaxed, I almost literally felt nothing. The only thing I felt was loneliness and inferiority. 205 bones in my body were convinced that there was no use in trying to make things better because there was no way things could get better. One bone […]
Read More… from Age 20 – I wouldn’t ever give up the man I am now
Finally! After several relapses, made it to 40 days. PIED is completely gone, and successfully had sex with 3 women with no fantasizing necessary. The last one was about 5 days ago. I had sex with a random girl twice in about an hour, and I feel like I’ve been in a flatline since. My […]
I’m 17, and I’m having more energy, also noticed yesterday that eye contact is much easier, and I started NoFap at 14. I was PMOing at 12, and knew it was wrong right off the bat. I started NoFap because I wanted to be free from addiction, and not have that terrible guilt lurking in […]
Like many other people who watch pornography, I did not realise that I had an addiction until fairly recently. I think it began when I was very young, at that stage of early adolescence. Of course I had hid it from my parents, and I continue doing so even though I have committed myself to […]
Read More… from My Pornography Addiction Story and What I Had Learned From It
So i come home walking from school on a beautiful sunny day, and just enjoying the fact that I get out early (because I’m a senior and really completed all my necessary classes for my high school qualifications). And when I get home, my mother greets me with so much passion “Son your home!” And […]
Warning, this is text-heavy. I gave each part a bold heading though so you can pick what interests you I started my journey on 1st August 2017. I wanted to try it out. I was convinced that I should not let some dumb pixels corrupt and fuck up my brain, emotional and hormonal state (more […]
I started PMO at about 2012-13, and I battled with it until about 2015. I found NoFap in about mid 2014, and for half a year I tried and failed. Now I’ve been free of this addiction for a long time. The only occasional desires I have is to masturbate, but these can be easily […]
Read More… from Age 17 – I can talk to people much easier, feel much better, cloudy mind gone
I’m 23. Addicted for about 5 years on and off but this nasty habit probably made me do it for 2 years straight pmo smoking weed everyday. Never tried to quit. Relapsed one time and kept going after first relapse. I would say it’s more of a mental change. Full blown lifestyle not so much […]
I feel so good even around women and people, i feel calm and focused. My thought process is outstanding. I don’t have to remember any phrases. Words come out of me by itself. I feel like a feather but strong as a diamond. It all came when Pmo had huge impact on my health. Due […]
Read More… from Age 27 – I feel good around people, more articulate, healthier and stronger
I´m 21 years old. I was a PMO addict for more than 8 years. In school I got bullied because I was ugly, face full of acne, bad one. I had friends but women….they were my friends. Friendzone basically. I drowned my desperation in Games, PMO and YouTube. 2 years ago I got rid of […]
Read More… from Age 21 – Feeling attractive, feeling emotions