Zaka 32 - Ndakhala ndikulimbana kwazaka. Pomaliza masiku 90. Kukhumudwa kwatha.

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Chabwino, ndatsala ndi maola ochepa kuti ndilandire baji yoyamba ya masiku 90. Ndimadabwitsabe momwe ndinafikira patali chifukwa chakusuta kumeneku. Ndinakhala zaka zambiri ndikubwereranso koma tsopano zinthu zikuyang'ana mmwamba. Ndikumva kukhala wamphamvu kwambiri ndikuthana ndi zolimbikitsazi.

Nthawi zina ndimamva kuwawa pansi koma ndimangopita mkati mwa mphindi 5-10. Nthawi zina malingaliro amabwera m'malingaliro mwanga koma ndibwino kuti ndiwachotse ndikuyika malingaliro anga pazinthu zina.

Masiku ano kunali kovuta kwambiri kukhala tsiku lopumula kuchokera ku masewera olimbitsa thupi ndi Lolemba, ndangomaliza kumapeto kwa sabata lathunthu la sabata usiku, zikanakhala kuti ndikubwereranso masiku ano. Ili ndilo tsiku langa loyamba la 90 m'zaka 10, ndinayamba masiku a 50 kamodzi chaka chatha ndikupeza mndandanda wamasabata pakati pa masabata a 2-3, musanakhale mndandanda wa tsiku la 3-7.

Ngati ndingathe masiku 90, aliyense angathe. Ndizosangalatsa kudziwa kuti masiku 40 apitawa akhala masiku ataliatali kwambiri a baji ndipo tsiku lililonse lomwe likubwera limawonjezera pazolemba. Kubwereranso tsopano kapena mtsogolo kungakhale kovuta kwambiri ndipo ndiyenera kuyambiranso mpaka pakati pa Epulo kuti ndibwerere komwe ndili pano. Kubwereranso kwanga kumapeto kwa masiku anga a 50 kunali cholakwika chachikulu, zinanditengera masiku 75 kuti ndibwerere pa kavalo ndikukhala pamenepo ndipo zimawoneka mwachangu. Zimamverera bwino kuti pamapeto pake muzitha kuthetsa vutoli. Khalani Olimba Aliyense!

Ndinayambira pamene ndinali 22, ndikuganiza mofulumira kuti kuyang'ana zolaula kunayambitsa phokoso. Ndinayamba kumwa mopitirira muyeso wa dopamine, ndikuphunzira kukhala opanda moyo tsopano ndikusangalala ndi moyo. Pambuyo pa PMO kapena MO, ndimangomva zonyansa, mphamvu zochepa, zoipa zambiri.

Chotsani PMO, moyo ndi wabwino. Ndine zaka 32, ndakwatira ndipo ndili ndi ana awiri.

Zimakhala zosangalatsa kuti potsirizira pake tapeza cholinga chowoneka chosatheka. Ndikanaseka chaka chapitacho. Palibe china chokhumudwitsa koposa kuyambitsa streak yatsopano kutsiriza kutaya masabata 2-3.

Phindu lalikulu sikumakhalanso kukhumudwa kapena mphamvu zochepa pambuyo pa PMO. Palibenso mlandu, kuledzera sikunditopetsa. Nthawi zina ndimaganiza zachiwerewere kwachiwiri ndikatopa koma ndikangotuluka mwachangu. Chowonadi sichimakhala chosavuta, timangolimba kwambiri ndipo timatha kubwerera m'mbuyo bola titakhalabe olimba.

Ndinganene pambuyo pa masabata atatu zinthu zidayamba kukhala zosavuta. Zolimbikitsa zisanachitike zinali zamphamvu kwambiri ndipo zimawoneka ngati zandigunda muubongo wanga. Ndinkadzuka usiku ndikuganiza zolaula, ndiye kuti ndimakhala ndikulimbana ndi chidwi chodzuka ndi PMO.

Tsopano, ndikulota maloto onyowa, pomwe ndimadziyimitsa ndekha kutulo chilichonse chomwe chikuchitika. Ndikumva bwino kuti ndikhoza kukhala ndi mphamvu zotere, sindinathe kuledzera, monga masiku 3 anali mndandanda wabwino chaka chapitacho. Ndidadwala maulendo atatu munthawi imeneyi kuchokera ku chimfine / chimfine. Chilakolakocho chimakhala cholimba kwambiri chifukwa kunyong'onyeka kumakhala vuto ndipo mvula yamkuntho imakhala yovuta kwambiri ikamadwala.

Panopo ndikugwira ntchito kuti ndisadye zakudya zanga. Kudya pa nthawi ya chakudya komanso kudula kunja. Komanso kuchita zovuta kuposa kale. Kugwira ntchito pa zinthu pamoyo m'malo molola kuti zolaula zisokoneze zomwe zasala.

LINK - Lipoti loyamba la tsiku la 90

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