Zitha kuthandizadi kuyankhulana ndi munthu amene mumamukhulupirira pazomwe mukukumana nazo mukayambiranso. Makamaka makolo anu. Nawu bambo wina podzichiritsa yekha akulankhula zakulankhula ndi mwana wawo wamwamuna:
Panopa ndikuvutika ndi zolaula zomwe zidapangitsa ED ndipo ndili ndi masabata a 8 osachira PMO. Posachedwa ndaganiza zouza mwana wanga wamwamuna wazaka 18 kudziwa zomwe zingachitike. Ndipo ndinadabwa kwambiri ndi zomwe ndinaphunzira kwa iye. N'zosadabwitsa kuti wakambirana zolaula pa intaneti ndi okwatirana naye. Koma m'modzi wa iwo adagonana kale ndipo adawauza kuti amakonda kuyang'ana zolaula pa intaneti kuti azigonana zenizeni! - ndipo ili ndi zaka 17/18. Ndidafunsa mwana wanga wamwamuna ngati amakhala ndi maloto onyowa (ndimacheza momasuka komanso kosavuta ngakhale ndinali ndi nkhawa zisanachitike).
Anatinso anali ndi maloto amodzi okha m'moyo wake mpaka pano. Atanena izi kwa okwatirana onse adaseka. Chifukwa chomwe adasekera ndikuti palibe m'modzi yemwe adakhalapo ndi maloto onyowa. Ndinganene kuti ichi ndi chiwonetsero chazovuta zakugonana pa intaneti - kusokoneza kukula kwachiwerewere kwa achinyamata. Ino ndi bomba lowoneka bwino lomwe lomwe limafunikira kuwonekera kwakukulu.
Ngati muli ndi kholo lokuthandizani, koma simukudziwa momwe mungayambitsire zolaula ndi kuchira, lingalirani zomwe anyamatawa adakumana nazo:
Chizolowezi chimauza makolo ake - ndi yankho lawo (nkhani yosangalatsa, yosangalatsa)
Ngakhale makolo anga ndi makolo omwe amandithandizira kwambiri komabe, ndimachita mantha ndikukayikira kuti ndizikambirana. Lero ndinauza bambo anga kuti adzakumane nane m'sitolo ya khofi ndipo ndinamuuza zonse zokhudza zolaula komanso chizoloŵezi choledzera. Adayankha nati, "osadandaula, ndili nanu pa izi. Ndikuthandizani kwathunthu kuti muthane ndi izi. Ingolinganiza zochita zanu ndikuwombera moyo wabwino, wathanzi, komanso wopindulitsa. ” Ndikumverera mopepuka kwambiri ndipo tsopano bambo anga akudziwa za izi, ndiyesetsa 200% pakuchita izi. Ndinayenera kuchotsa chizolowezi ichi m'moyo wanga kuti ndikhale wabwino.
Ndinangokhala ndi zokambirana zodabwitsa kwambiri ndi bambo anga. Mosavuta, ndidamuvomera zonse ndipo ndidamupempha kuti ayike mawu achinsinsi pakompyuta yake. Ndinayenera kukhala ndi chilolezo kuti ndichite izi, chifukwa ndi K9 nthawi zonse amafunsa kuti ndi chiyani ndipo amafuna kuti ndichotse lol. Chifukwa chomwe ndidapangira izi, ndichifukwa ndimafuna kukhala wotsimikiza 100% kuti chilengedwe changa chinali 100% zolaula. Tiyamike ambuye!
Ndinadabwitsadi ndi yankho lake. Nditamufotokozera zonse amamvetsetsa, adatinso "inde ndizowona kuti ndimawoneranso zolaula nthawi zina, koma sindinakule nazo". Zinali ngati tonse tili patsamba limodzi! Ndinafotokozanso kuti ndinayamba kuziwonera kwambiri pomwe moyo wanga wachikhalidwe sunali wabwino (tonsefe timadziwa kuti izi zinali liti), koma sindimadziwa kuopsa kwake.
Ndinazitulutsa zonse: momwe ndimamvera kupanda chidwi kwa akazi, za kuyambiranso kwanga komanso zizindikiritso zanga zodzipatulira, zokhudzana ndi nkhawa yanga yakugonana. Momwe ndimamvera ndikakhala ndi nkhawa kapena kusasamala pomwe azimayi amandiyang'ana kapena kundikopa. Momwe ndimaganizira kuti china chake sichili bwino ndi ine: Kodi ndine gay? Kodi ndili ndi testosterone yotsika? Kodi mwina ndine m'modzi mwa anthu omwe ali ofooka… Malingaliro awa siosangalatsa.
Ah, ndimakhala womasuka tsopano podziwa kuti chilengedwe changa ndi 100% zolaula. Zinanditengera kanthawi chifukwa ndinalibe chidwi chomuwuza, koma tsopano zachitika, ndimakhala womasuka. Adadabwitsanso pomwe ndidamuwuza kuti ndakhala ndisanakhale ndi nkhuni zammawa kwa nthawi yayitali. Abambo anga adaphunzira udokotala, chifukwa chake nditanena izi adawoneka wodabwitsidwa.
Ndiyeno iwo amati amuna sangathe kuyankhula za momwe akumverera, tsss. Amayi inu mutha kuphunzira zinthu zochepa kuchokera kwa ife! Sakanatha kukana kuti iye ndi amayi anga anali kudabwa chifukwa chomwe ndinalibe chibwenzi, koma tsopano amvetsetsa. Ndinanena kuti ndinali ndi mafunso okhudza izi, koma ndinapeza YBOP ndipo zinali ngati ndikudziwerenga ndekha pa webusaitiyi. Kunena zowona ngati ndinu wachinyamata yemwe akukhala kunyumba ndi makolo ake ndipo mukudziwa kuti iwo odalirika, ndiye mwa njira zonse uwauzeni! Adzakuthandizani ndipo mwina akumvetsetsa kwambiri.
kotero ndidauza amayi anga za zolaula zanga, ndipo amandilandira, zomwe ndimayembekezera. Koma chinthu chosangalatsa chomwe ndikufuna kulemba ndi zolakalaka zanga zolaula. Ndakhala ndikulakalaka kwambiri masiku atatu apitawa. wamphamvu kuposa kale lonse. Ndikutanthauza zolakalaka zochepa kuposa zomwe ndakhala ndikundiphwanya nthawi zonse m'mbuyomu, koma kuyambira pomwe ndidawuza amayi anga, ndakhala ndikutha kudziletsa ndikuthana ndi zikhumbozi. http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/2qi36k/told_my_mom_about_my_porn_addiction_looking_for/
Ndine mnyamata wazaka 15, ndipo anthu ambiri amayembekeza kuti mudzakhala wosangalala nthawi yayitali. Pafupifupi chaka chimodzi chapitacho ndidaganiza kuti ndiyamba kusintha ndekha.
Patatha miyezi 8, ndidazindikira za NoFap ndipo kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala osati kuchita izo. Anzanga ambiri akuchita NoFap chifukwa chakuti ndinauza anthu ena, ndipo iwo akukwera kuchokera kumeneko.
Mayi anga anandiyamikira chifukwa chofunitsitsa kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi nthawi zonse komanso anati akufuna kuti nayenso azichita nawo masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndinayamba kulankhula za momwe ndinasinthira ndekha, ndipo pomaliza ndinamuuza za NoFap.
Anangokhala osamala chifukwa tinkakambirana za kuchita maseŵera olimbitsa thupi, chakudya ndi kuwongolera ngati munthu .. Anataya mawu kwa kanthawi koma kenaka anathandizira.
Sindinaganizepo zouza makolo anga za izi koma zachitika tsopano! Ndine wosanjenjemera koma ndili wokondwa kuti ndidazichita 🙂
Ndinalemba chipolopolocho, ndipo ndinauza abambo anga za vuto langa loledzera. Ndipo ndikuyenera kunena kuti wakhala akuthandizira kwambiri ndipo chisankho chomuuza ndi chimodzi mwa zabwino kwambiri pa moyo wanga.
Ndidawauza amayi anga….za zolaula zanga. Ndipo sadakhumudwa ndipo sanamvetsetse bwino zomwe ndikukumana nazo. Ndinamupatsa foni chifukwa chakuti ndimayang'ana zolaula. Ndinakayikira K9 pa laputopu yanga ndipo ndikuyembekezera kuti ndikufika masiku a 90. KUZIKHALA OYERA
SUNGANI: Ndinali wolimba mtima kuti ndimuuze za zinthu izi, ngati kuti palibe agulugufe m'mimba mwanga.
Ndinauza amayi anga za YBOP komanso zolaula zanga masabata angapo apitawa nditayambiranso. Ndinafunika kumva mawu anga omwe akunena zinthu zomwe malingaliro anga adamva ndikudziwika kwanthawi yayitali. Poyamba, adamuyankha kuti "Mukunyoza ?, zolaula ndizabwino kwambiri!"
Ine ndinamuuza iye kuti sindikanati ndiyankhule naye mpaka iye atawona Video ya TedX. Ataziwona ... anamvetsetsa. Anatha kuyika zidutswazo pamodzi. Kuti ndimvetsetse momwe izi zidasinthira kwambiri pamoyo wanga. Ndiyeno anandiuza kuti ndinali wodabwitsa pochita zinthu ngati izi. Ndipo kuti ndinali m'njira yoyenera.
Kenako timakambirana za izi kwa ola limodzi. Ndinamuuza za ED, HOCD, momwe ndinakulira ku zolaula zoopsa kwambiri. Zomwe zimachita ndi thanzi langa lamisala ... ndi zina zambiri. Ndinamuuza za zabwino zabwino za nofap / noporn. Momwe ndidachiritsira nkhawa zanga, momwe sindidachitiranso mantha, momwe ndimakhalira ndikudzidalira, ndikukhala ndi mphamvu / mphamvu kuti ndipite kukakhala ndi nyanga. Zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri, ndikuganiza. Sanamvetsetse kulimbana kwake, kuti ichi ndi chizolowezi. Koma zowona kuti amandithandiza ndizofunika kwambiri kwa ine.
Ndidauza makolo anga za vuto langa ndi PMO. Ngati zikukupangitsa kukhala wolakwa, zomwe mwina siziyenera, koma zikatero, uzani winawake! Idyani mkati ngati simukutero. Abambo adandithandizira pakuyika k9 chitetezo cha intaneti pa PC yanga ndipo sanandiwuze mawu achinsinsi. Ngati EVER yalephera ku NoFap, ndikukulimbikitsani kuti muganizire kuchita izi (ngakhale kudzikhazikitsa nokha ndikubisa mawu achinsinsi). Zimasokoneza machitidwe anu ndikukakamizani kuti muganizirenso, ngakhale mutakhala ndi mwayi kwina. Kwa ine chokumbutsa chowonjezerapo chakuti makolo anga anali komweko ndikundifunira zabwino zonse chinali chilimbikitso chowonjezerapo kuti ndizitsatira. Zomwe Tikuphunzira Kuchokera Chaka Chomwe Popanda Zithunzi
Chabwino ndinawauza amayi anga. Adakana kuchoka mpaka nditawawuza za nkhaniyi chifukwa ndidatumiza mameseji kuti china chake chachitika. Chifukwa chake ndidatenga nthawi yanga, ndikumuwonetsa yourbrainonporn.com ndikumuuza za mavuto anga ndikuyambiranso. Sindimaganiza kuti amayi anga amvetsetsa. Koma adati anali wokonzeka kumvera popanda kuweruza. Sindinagwiritse ntchito mawu oti kusuta.
Ndinayamba kufotokoza momwe ndidapezera yourbrainonporn, komanso momwe tsambalo limafotokozera za zovuta zowonera zolaula komanso momwe zimasinthira momwe mumachitira ndi atsikana m'moyo weniweni. Gawo lokonda kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo silovuta kwenikweni; ndi zotsatira zake. Zikuwoneka kuti ndinali wowonera 'mwachizolowezi' chifukwa sindikuwoneka kuti ndilibe chidwi chowonera zolaula patatha pafupifupi miyezi itatu ndili wopanda zolaula (kuseweretsa maliseche kumakhala kovuta kwambiri), ndipo zotsatirapo zake zinali zenizeni kwa ine (ED, osadzutsa kuchokera kwa atsikana enieni).
Ndinafotokozera momwe zolaula zimakhalira nthawi zambiri, monga zolaula. Ndinamuuza kuti sindinapite patali… sindinamuuze kuti ndiyenera kukhala ndi zolaula ngakhale. Sizothandiza ngakhale.
Iye anafotokoza nkhani ya iyemwini. Iye anali mlembi wa a maganizo ena a maganizo kwa zaka zambiri, ndipo nthawi ina wodwala adayamba kugonana ndikumwalira. Kotero iye ankadziwa ndi lingaliro la kukula kwa kugonana.
Kenaka ndinamuwonetsa matrix pa bolodi langa loyera ndipo masikuwo anadutsa. Zinamveka zachilendo kumuuza zonsezi, koma anali kumvetsetsa ndi kuthandizira. Iye ankaganiza kuti anali wolimba mtima kuti ndichite izi ndipo akuyembekeza kuti ndikhoza kuchichita. Tinagwirizana.
Zinali zodabwitsa pang'ono chifukwa sindinathe kukonzekera ulendo wake .. koma mwina zinali bwino mwanjira imeneyi. Kuvulala kwanga mwendo sikunapite pachabe, chifukwa kunanditsogolera kuti ndimuuze za zonsezi. Chinthu chimodzi choseketsa: Ndinaneneratu kuti ngati ndingakambirane naye izi, mwina angaganize kaye ndipo funsani ngati ndine gay.
Iye anachita 🙂
Ndinakhumudwa nditawerenga momwe mudafotokozera amayi anu nkhani yanu. Zokongola bwanji. Zinali zolimba mtima ndipo ndikudziwa kuti amayamikira kuwona mtima kwanu pogawana nawo zachinsinsi komanso zovuta. Tsopano mwawonjezera munthu wothandizira, wachikondi pagulu lanu, yemwe amakusangalatsani kuti muchite bwino. Ndikudandaula ngati ndingathe kugawana nawo izi ndi amayi anga. Mwina bambo anga. Ndi wasayansi ndipo amatha kupeza zinthu zaubongo zosangalatsa. Koma amayi anga, sindikudziwa. Zinali zosangalatsa bwanji kuti mutsegule zokambirana izi ndi amayi anu. Tikukhulupirira kuti zidzakuthandizani pakusintha kwa malingaliro anu, podziwa kuti iwo omwe akuzungulirani amawazindikiranso ngati mbali zina zochoka.
(Yankhani) Ngati mukuganiza kuti ndizotheka kuwauza abambo anu, mwina ndi choncho. Ingopatsani malingaliro amomwe mungamufotokozere. Ndimo momwe ndidapangira, tangoganizirani za 'bwanji'-funso. Ndikuwonetsa yourbrainonporn.com ngati chinthu chosangalatsa chazinthu zomwe mwazindikira zomwe zimakukhudzaninso.
Palibe chifukwa chonena za kuuma kwawo nthawi yomweyo. Ingotenga nthawi kuti mufotokozere momwe zolaula zimakhalira ndi anyamata am'badwo wathu. Nenani kuti mwazindikira kuti zimasintha momwe mumayankhira kwa akazi enieni. Chinthu choyamba chomwe ndinanena kwa amayi anga chinali chakuti samafunika kuda nkhawa chifukwa ndimachiritsidwa. Kenako ndinamuonetsa webusaitiyi.
Ndinaganiza zouza mayi anga nthawi zina, koma sindikudziwa ngati angandimvetse. Pokambirana, samawoneka akukhululukira iwo omwe ali ndi vuto losokoneza bongo komanso omwe ali ndi vuto la mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Sindikudziwa ngati angamvetse izi ngakhale pang'ono. Koma ndikadakhala kuti tikadatha kucheza kwambiri ngati momwe mumakhalira ndi amayi anu. Haha, ndikukhulupirira sakuganiza kuti mumakonda zolaula za gay! Banja langa nthawi zonse limaganiza kuti ndimagonana kumbuyo kwa mitu yawo. Akadangowona kuti ndalunjika!
Ndidawauza makolo anga za kuchira kwanga. Abambo anga sanamvetse kwenikweni, koma adandikhulupirira (Ali ndi zaka 61 ndipo AMADANA ndi intaneti). Mayi anga anamvetsa. Onsewa akhala akuthandiza. Sizinali zoyipa kwenikweni, makolo anga adati anali ndi lingaliro kale chifukwa ndili wachichepere komanso onse. Ndipo ndidadabwa ndimomwe adachitiramu. Ndidauzidwa kuti ndasiya kukhulupirika koma zikuyembekezeredwa.
Dzulo ndidayankhula ndi abambo anga za vuto langalo. Ndinamva kuti ndatsitsimuka nditanena mokweza kuti "Ndimakonda zolaula ndipo ndikuyambiranso."
Tsopano, sindikudziwa ngati ambiri a inu mumamasuka kuchita izi koma ndidapeza bwino pokhala ndi mnzake woyankha. Ndipo ndinganene kuti mnzake wazoyankha mlandu akhale munthu yemwe simudzafuna kukhumudwitsa! Anga anali AMAYI ANGA. Uko nkulondola… ndinamuuza za nkhaniyi. Chinali chisankho chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndidapanga. Chifukwa chiyani? Chifukwa sindinkafuna kuti auze amayi anga kuti ndimasewera maliseche masana. Ndikukhulupiriradi kuti ndipamene izi zidandichitikira.
Zinali zosavuta kulankhula za poyamba koma kudziwa kuti ndinali ndi wina yemwe anandikonda mosagwirizana ngakhale kuti ndikumwa mowa mwauchidakwa, anapanga kusiyana kulikonse padziko lapansi. Iye anali okoma kwambiri pa kuyitana ndi kutumizirana mauthenga tsiku ndi tsiku kuti afunse za kupita patsogolo kwanga. Zinayenda bwino, koma zinali zovuta. Mwezi woyambawo unali Jahannama! Pambuyo podzibwereranso miyezi iwiri, ndakhala ndikuonerera zolaula kwa miyezi 8.
Ndidawauza amayi anga za izi miyezi 6 yapitayo atalephera kwanthawi yayitali kwa miyezi. Anayamba kulira osati chifukwa chokhumudwa koma chifukwa amamva ndikumvetsa zowawa zanga. Abambo anga anasangalalanso kuti ndidawauza zakumwa kwanga. Ndinatha kupita masiku 42 opanda PMO nditawauza kuti ndiwotani kwambiri m'zaka 2. Anandithandiza kwambiri panthawiyi. Ngakhale amaganiza kuti sindine chidakwa, ndikuyembekeza kuti ndidzamasulidwa nthawi ino ndikuswa mzere wawutali kwambiriwu. Zabwino zonse.
Makolo anga ndi akhristu (monga inenso). Ndinawauza abambo anga. Makamaka chifukwa zovuta zanga zambiri ndizofanana ndi zake. Ndimakumbukira bwino usiku womwe mayi anga adakhala pansi pabedi pomwe ndinali pafupi 9 ndipo misozi ikufotokoza kuti adapeza VHS zolaula pachipinda chapansi cha VCR ndikuyamba kusewera poganiza kuti ndi kanema yemwe sanamalize, koma zinali zolaula.
Ndinali wamng'ono, ndipo zinali zovuta m'banja lathu. Ankapweteka, manyazi, ndi zina zotero, ndipo amafuna kuti tidziwe chifukwa chake apitako kwa masiku angapo (iye anakhululukira ndipo ubale wawo uli bwino kuposa kale), koma ndikuganiza kuti zatsegula chitseko chakumwa kwa PMO monga Ndakula.
Nditamuuza patadutsa chaka chapitacho, ndidamuwuza kuti ndamukhululukira zomwe adachita ndikulimbana nazo, ndikuti ndimamvetsetsa kuvuta kwake. Kukhala ndi chikhulupiriro (chikhulupiriro chenicheni) kuyenera kuloza anthu kukhululukiro ndi chikondi. Ndikukhulupirira mutha kugawana nawo. Ndikumamasula kwambiri ndipo kumathandizira kuti ntchitoyi ipitilire ku ufulu.
Ndili ndi anthu ena m'moyo wanga ofunitsitsa kundithandiza - bambo anga. Ndikudziwa kuti ndizopenga - koma adati andithandiza. Ndiye amene anandiuza kuti zinthuzi zinali zoyipa ndili mwana - koma sindinamvere. Ndikuganiza kuti ali wokondwa kuti pamapeto pake ndidazindikira zomwe amatanthauza ndipo ndikusiya.
Zambiri pazambiri: Ndili ndi zaka 21, ndikukhalabe ndi makolo anga, koma ndidzakhala kuphunzira kunja kuyambira sabata yamawa mpaka Januware.
Mbiri yaumwini, tulukani ngati simukukondweretsedwa:
Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi vuto la PMO kwazaka khumi tsopano. Lero ndinapeza kulimba mtima kuti ndiwauze amayi anga za izi.
Kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba kuwonera zolaula, moyo wanga wakhala wopanda pake. Ndinasamukira kumalo ena ndatsala pang'ono kumaliza chaka chomaliza cha sukulu ya pulaimale. Panalibe ana m'dera langa latsopanoli. Sindinakwaniritse sukulu yanga yatsopano ngakhale ndinali ndi anzanga ambiri kusukulu yanga yakale. Panali nthawi imeneyi pomwe ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula. Mofulumira zaka zisanu ndi chimodzi, ndatsala pang'ono kumaliza sukulu yasekondale (ndine wachi Dutch, kotero kuti magiredi athu atha kukhala osiyana ndi anu), ndipo ndakhala munthu wosakwanira kucheza ndi ena komanso wosadzidalira komanso moyo wosauka. Ndinali ndikudzifunsa kale ngati zolaula zimakhudzana nazo, koma panthawiyo sizinali chabe kusaka. Ndimaganiza kuti mwina ndili ndi Asperger's syndrome, koma sizinkawoneka zowona nditayang'ana pang'ono.
Zinali chaka chimodzi ndi theka chapitacho pomwe ndidazindikira dera lino, ndipo zangokhala theka la chaka pomwe ndayesetsa kuchita china chake chokhudza zolaula zanga. Tsopano ndili ndi moyo wabwino kuposa kale, koma mwamalingaliro, mwina ndili wofooka kuposa nthawi ina iliyonse m'moyo wanga. Kalelo nthawi zonse ndinkangowoneka ngati mnyamata wopusa kusukulu yasekondale, ndipo ndimatchedwa wonyansa nthawi zambiri pazaka zoyambirira. Ndidakhala ndi ziphuphu zazikulu chaka chimodzi ndi theka zapitazo ndipo nditayesa chilichonse, ndidatenga ma accutane, omwe amachiritsa ziphuphu zanga koma anali ndi vuto la kupsinjika.
Kuwuza amayi anga
Ndinasiya kutenga accutane pafupifupi theka la chaka chapitacho, ndipo poyambirira zovuta zanga zidatha. Koma zandipangitsa kuzindikira mavuto anga. Sindikudzidalira, makamaka za mawonekedwe anga, ngakhale ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi ndipo ndapsompsona msungwana m'modzi mmoyo wanga. Ndine wamanyazi, ndipo moyo wanga pagulu, ngakhale mwamwayi ndilabwino kuposa kale, sizomwe ndimafuna.
Nthawi zambiri, ndimamva ngati ndimangokhalapo, m'malo mokhala moyo wanga. Amayi anga adayamba kuzindikira kuti china chake sichili bwino, kuti ndimakhala wokhumudwa, koma nthawi iliyonse akandifunsa zomwe zachitika ndimangonena kuti ndili bwino chifukwa sindinamasulire aliyense. Tangoganizirani, izi zidangokulitsa. Kutsegulira anthu za momwe mukumvera, ngakhale ndizowopsa, ndichimodzi mwazinthu zabwino kwambiri zomwe mungachite kuti mutseke ndikupita patsogolo.
Bwerani sabata yatha, patchuthi, pomwe ndidangoyamba kusungunuka pang'ono. Ndidawauza amayi anga za zinthu zambiri, koma sindinatchule za PMO. Ndinangomuuza kuti ndinali ndi vuto logwiritsa ntchito intaneti. Titafika kunyumba, ndinabwereranso nditabwerako (mwina pamiyeso yanga), ndipo ndinangowerenga. Ndinali wokwiya kwambiri ndikukhumudwa ndekha. Izi zinali usiku watha. Kenako, anangokhala ndi nkhawa kwambiri kuti amayenera kudziwa chowonadi ndipo pamapeto pake ndinamuuza. Ndinamuuza za momwe kuwonera zolaula kumakhudzira ubongo. Zimabweretsa bwanji nkhawa zamagulu, kukhumudwa, kudzidalira komanso shebang yonse. Ndidamuuza za (ndikumuwonetsa) subreddit iyi. Ndipo ndidamuwonera Gary Wilson's Great Porn Experiment, kuti amvetsetse sayansiyo.
Ndipo ndiyenera kunena, sizinali zovuta kuchita momwe ndimaganizira. Ndili ndi mwayi kukhala ndi mayi womasuka kwambiri. Anali womvetsetsa komanso "wokondwa" kudziwa zomwe zimachitika. Kuopa kuuza amayi za zofooka zanga ndi chizolowezi changa chochititsa manyazi chinali choipitsitsa kuposa kuzichita.
Sindichiritsidwa, koma kuyankhula za izo ndi munthu kwandilola kuti nditseke. Zithandizira kukhala kosavuta kuti ndipitirire. Yakwana nthawi yoti ndiyambe kukhala ndi moyo. Ndikulangiza aliyense kuti aulule za mavuto anu kwa munthu amene mungamukhulupirire. Kenako ndinauza amayi anga
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