Posachedwapa ndasindikiza nkhani yokhudza kufanana m'nkhani za ana achichepere otchedwa 'trans kids' , ndipo ndaganiza kuti zingakhale zosangalatsa kufananiza nkhani za anthu ena omwe adasintha khalidwe lawo la kugonana omwe sanasinthe ali ana ndikupeza ngati pali kufanana pakati pa chilichonse mwa izi, ndi nkhani zomwe zanenedwa m'malo mwa ana awa.
Pano, tsatirani zigawo zochokera m'mabuku a amuna anayi omwe sanagwirizane monga ana, ndipo palibe amene ndikukhulupirira kuti amadziwika kuti 'kugonana kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha'. Zikuwoneka kuti, kaya ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena amuna kapena akazi okhaokha.
Nkhani yoyamba imachokera kwa munthu yemwe adasintha zaka makumi anayi, ndipo analemba chidutswa cholimba chomwe chikufotokozera opaleshoni yawo yowonongeka kwa amuna ndi akazi (kulengedwa kwa neovagina kudzera mu opaleshoni ya minofu ya penile).
Ndinakhala zaka zambiri ndikulota za (chiberekero changa), ndikuganiza momwe zingamvekere kuti zifike pansi ndikupeza chitseko, kuti ndizimva bwino. Ndinali ndi malingaliro okhudzana ndi kugonana kuyambira zaka zakubadwa ndikupita. Ine ndinalota kuti dzanja likanalowetsa muzipanga zanga ndikupeza dothi lonyowa. Kuti chala chikanasunthira mkati ndiyeno phallus - pulasitiki kapena zenizeni, zikanakankhira pang'onopang'ono ndi mozama ndikupangitsa kuti ndiwonongeke. Ndinapitirizabe kulota malotowo mpaka usiku umene ukuchitika opaleshoni. Maloto amodzimodzi omwe amayi anga amagwira ntchito ngati akazi omwe amatha kubereka. Dokotala wanga anandiuza kuti adzandipangitsa ine kuyang'ana zenizeni, ndi kutseguka kwa ubini, khungu lakumverera ndi milomo; mkati ndi kunja. Ndinauzidwa kuti sindingagonepo kwa miyezi itatu. Masiku a 4 pambuyo pochita opaleshoni Sindinagonepo maloto ngati ndinagwera ndi kutuluka mu chidziwitso cha morphine. Ndinangodzifunsa kuti abambo anga angawoneke bwanji pamene kutuluka ndi ma bandage adachoka. Anthu amajambula zithunzi koma amakhala ngati 'butterfly'. "Ndiyang'aneni ine" iwo akunena "Ndili wokongola kwambiri kumandimenya." (Roche 2016)
M'malo mwa kufotokozera zochitika zapakati pazimayi ndi zofuna za ana, timakumbukira malingaliro a achinyamata, kufotokozera maloto a wolemba zolaula omwe ali ndi ziwalo zoberekera zazimayi, ndi kufotokoza za momwe amachitira ndi anzawo kapena azimayi omwe akugwirizana nawo iwo anali amuna. Chilankhulo chomwe chimagwiritsidwa ntchito ndi kugonana koopsa kwambiri, kooneka ngati kochepetsetsa, ndi kugonana komwe kumafotokozedwa ngati "kupunduka kouma" komanso kumaliza ndi "Ndine wokongola kwambiri."
Izi zikuwoneka kuti ndizokutalika kuchokera ku nkhani za ana aang'ono zomwe zafotokozedwa mu chidutswa changa chotchulidwa pamwambapa. Kuvomerezeka kwa kugwiritsira ntchito zolaula sikofala.
Ndinali ndi mbiri ya fetishism yokhala ndi mtanda, ndi chithunzithunzi cha nylon. Mwachidule, ine ndikanavala zovala za akazi ndi kumadzutsidwa ^ Mu sukulu yapamwamba ndi koleji, ine ndinapeza zolaula ndi akazi achiwerewere. Ngati ndikanakhala ndi chilakolako chogonana nthawi zonse, mwina ndi za amayi opititsa patsogolo, osati ine monga mkazi yemwe ali ndi chiwerewere chokhalira ndi amai ... Ndinazindikira kuti chifukwa chomwe ndinasangalatsidwa ndi zolaula zazimayi kuti ndikudziwonera ndekha m'matupi a akazi opatsirana pogonana pamene ndikuyang'ana ndikudziwitsanso. Ndinazindikila patapita nthawi kuti ndinkafuna thupi la mkazi wosagwira ntchito. Ndinkakonda kukongola. Ndinkafuna ndekha. Ine ndikukhala zomwe ndimakonda. (Williams 2016)
Chidutswa china kuchokera pa intaneti chikukambirana momwe wolembayo anafikira kumapeto kwake kuti ndi olakwa:
Aliyense yemwe anandidziwa ine ndikukula ankadziwa kuti ndinkakonda akazi. Ine ndinali woyamba wa abwenzi anga kuganiza kuti Playboy anali magazini ayenera-kukhala nayo; Ndimakumbukira ndikupempha amayi kuti andigulireko za tsiku langa la kubadwa kwa 10th! Ndinkafunanso kuwerenga mwachinsinsi magazini monga Vogue, Cosmopolitan, ndi makina ochita zamalonda azimayi omwe anabwera. Ndili mwana, sindinali wamanyazi pazinthu zamtundu uwu, koma kufuna kwanga poyang'anitsitsa akazi kunandichititsa manyazi pamene ndakula.
Chifukwa chiyani? Chifukwa chakuti chidwi changa sichinali chokhumudwitsa. Chimene sindinathe kufotokozera mpaka posachedwapa chinali chisokonezo mutu wanga pakati pa kukopeka ndi mkazi wokongola, ndikufuna kukhala mmodzi. Zotsatira zake, ndinakhala zaka zambiri ndikudzifunsa ngati ineyo ndekha mnyamata amene amamverera motere, kapena ngati anyamata onse amachitira ndipo palibe amene akufuna kulankhula. Koma zimasintha, kuti monga chilakolako cha kugonana, chidziwitso cha amai ndi chiwerengero. (Egan 2016)
Intaneti imakhala ndi nkhani zambiri zogwirizana ndi zolaula, makamaka za anthu ochimwa, komanso odzidzimva okhaokha. Mwachitsanzo, mu ulusi pa Reddit "Funso Ponena za Porn" funso ili likufunsidwa. Zambiri mwa mayankhowa zimatulutsidwa. (Reddit.com 2016)
Q: Kodi pali munthu wina amene amadziona kuti ndi zolaula asanadziwe kuti akuwotchedwa? Kuti mukhale achindunji, zithunzi zojambulidwa. Kusintha / kusinthidwa: adalamula mtsikana ku Amazon
A1: Ee, inenso sindikuopa kuvomereza. Ndimasunganso ndikuthandizira kuyendetsa tsamba la TFGamesSite.com, lomwe limakhudza kwambiri masewera akuluakulu a TF / TG ndi RP.
A2: Ndi mtundu wamba womwe ambirife timawoneka kuti takhala nawo. Fufuzani buku la Whipping Girl la Julia Serano. Amalankhula mwachidule mu mndandanda wa machaputala ochepa kwambiri.
A3: Inde, ngakhale pamene ndinadandaula kwambiri za izo. Ndikuyang'ana mavidiyo a anthu awiri opititsa patsogolo komanso amayi omwe amapitako. Komabe ... sindinadziwe kuti ndingathe kusintha. Ndinali kukana kwambiri kwa nthawi yaitali kwambiri. Nthawi zina ndimakondabebe chifukwa ndisavuta kumayankhula ndi munthu yemwe ali ndi "kasinthidwe" komweko monga ine, ndikuganiza.
A4: kotero ngati 100% yankho labwino powonera T-zolaula? ... kotero aliyense angatengepo sitepe yotsatira ndikuyipanga yeniyeni ndi kusindikiza? Ndikufuna kudziwa ... ndikuyamba kudzifunsa kuti ndi angati omwe ndimakhala nawo makasitomala angakhale atatha kusintha.
A5: Yup, potsirizira pake anafika pakuwonekeratu. Tsopano ine ndikusakaniza izo mmbuyo; koma ndine wodabwitsa ndikupanda pake ndikudzipangitsa ndekha, choncho ndikumasintha nthawi ndi nthawi. Palibe lingaliro ngati liri labwino kapena ayi.
A6: Inde, zambiri ... Ndikukondanso futa hentai. Kuonera zolaula ndi chinthu chokhacho chimene ndimatsata maliseche, kaya ndi mavidiyo azimayi kapena amateurs pano pa reddit
Chidutswa cha Sam Riedel pa The Establishment (Riedel 2017) chimapereka chidziwitso pa zolaula zomwe zimadziwika pa 'futa' komanso ntchito yofunika yowonetsa zolaula zomwe adazilemba polemba zolemba za wolembayo:
... futanari, yofupikitsidwa kuti "futa," ndizojambula zojambula zojambulajambula za ku Japan zomwe nyenyezi akazi ndi penises. Ena ali ndi mapepala, ena samatero; ena ali ndi vaginas, ena samatero. Anthu opotoka pa Intaneti akhala akukangana kwa zaka zambiri za mtundu wa futa, ngati zilipo, kuti agwiritse ntchito gay, koma pa 13, ndinalibe chidwi chogwirizanitsa maonekedwewa. Kukula kwa malingaliro anga pa nthawiyo kunali kudzidzidzidzidwa kwanga kuti kukhala mtsikana wachinyamata ndiye chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndingakhalepo.
Monga zigawo zina zomwe tazitchula pamwambapa, nkhani ya Riedel yonena za mbiri ya anthu imafotokoza mwatsatanetsatane momwe amagwiritsira ntchito zolaula komanso malingaliro awo omwe adachokera mwachindunji, kuphatikiza kuvala pamiyala ndi kusala kudya kukhala ndi thupi lachikazi:
Kwa zaka zingapo zotsatira, momwe ndimayankhulira ndekha komanso kugonana kwanga kunasintha kwambiri. Ndinawerenga zomwe zikuwoneka kuti ndizo mazana a ma hentai m'mitundu yambiri yosiyana, nthawi zonse kubwerera kuzinthu zokhudzana ndi zochitika zokhudzana ndi futa wanga wokondedwa. Ndinakondwera kwambiri ndi zovuta za phokoso la Yukito ku Kawaraya Ata's Kopipe, komwe wasayansi wamisala amajambula ziwalo za thupi kuchokera kwa wina ndi mzake - chipatso chimene chinandikondweretsa koma sindinali wokwanira kuti ndidziwe kuti mwana uyu Zomwezo, osati chisonyezero chakuti sindinasangalale pokhala mnyamata. Pambuyo pa zonse, sindinali kuzungulira ndi mazana a anthu pa intaneti omwe adatembenuzidwanso ndi zinthu izi? Ndipo siziri monga chirichonse chonga icho chingachitike nkomwe, molondola?
Koma ndinatenga nthawi yaitali ndisanavomereze: Ndinali ndi nsanje. Sindingathe kukhala ndi nsanje yanga pamene msilikali wa Mirror Image wa Hinemosu Notari wafika molimba mtima, ndipo ndinadziwona ndekha m'zochita zamanyazi komanso zamatsenga za InCase wojambula. Komabe, ndinatha kudziwonetsa ndekha kuti sindinasinthe; Ndinangofuna kukhala mu thupi la mtsikana, monga protagonist mu Custom Girl yemwe amasewera masewera a VR omwe amamulola kuti agone naye ngati mkazi! Ndi zachilendo kuti anyamata azilakalaka molimbika komanso nthawi zonse, chabwino?
Ndinazindikiranso kuti sindinali ndekha amene ndinamva zimenezi. Amayi ambiri amtundu wanga omwe ndimakhala nawo ndi omwe adayankhula nawo afotokoza maganizo ofanana ndi omwe amachititsa kuti azitha ndi "msampha" zamaseŵera - za anyamata omwe ali okonzeka kuti "am'mange" amuna owongoka kuti agone nawo. Third Helens, mkazi wachiwongoladzanja yemwe ndi amene amapanga masewera a Futanari omwe amalemba pa Tumblr yake, anandiwuza m'nkhani yomwe ndikufunsana kuti idzawononga zinthu zakuthupi musanayambe kusintha "yathandizirapo kudzaza chotsalira chotsalira pokhala pakhomo pamene mukukhala kutali kutuluka. "
Riedel amatha kufika pozindikira kuvomereza kwachisokonezo ichi pa chisankho chawo cha kusintha:
Kusintha kunali kosapeweka kwa ine ... Nditangowerenga Avatar ya Katou Kusintha !, panali zambiri zomwe ndingathe kuchita kuti ndisiye. Mofananamo ndi Msungwana Msungwana, wolimba mu nkhani ya Katou akufufuza thupi la futanari mu dziko la VR, pomwe akusiya pang'onopang'ono kunyengerera konse pa zovuta pamoyo weniweni. Pamene ndikuwerenga kwambiri mitu yomwe amadziwira thupi la mkazi mu VR amamva zachirengedwe kuposa zake, zochepa zomwe ndingathe kuzikana: Ndinkafuna zimenezo. Ndinkafuna kukhala wokongola, wokongola, wokongola kwambiri. Zinatengera mpaka m'chilimwe cha 2015 - zaka zoposa 10 pambuyo poyamba kuwerenga Kuwongolera Njira - kuyamba kubwerera kwa anzanga ndi achibale, ndi miyezi yambiri kuyambitsa mankhwala a mahomoni. Koma ine ndinachita izo, ndipo zotsatira zakhala zokhutiritsa kwambiri kuposa momwe ine ndingaganizirepo.
Iyi ndi nkhani yabwino kwambiri yofufuza za kudziwika kwa anthu osintha umunthu wawo chifukwa cha nkhani za ' Masculinity, Anime and Gender Dysphoria ' yomwe imafotokoza mwatsatanetsatane za anime ndi kudziwika kwa anthu osintha umunthu wawo.
Nkhani izi sizofanana kwenikweni ndi nkhani ya 'trans kids', koma nawonso amagawana zofananira: pali zolaula zomwe zimafotokozedwa pogwiritsa ntchito chilankhulo, zovomerezedwa mundimeyo kapena ngakhale kukhulupirira kuti ndizomwe zingasinthe. Pali zikhalidwe zolimbitsa thupi m'nkhani iliyonse komanso zofanizira zoyerekeza za amuna ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha omwe ali ndi mawonekedwe achikazi komanso malingaliro opatsirana komanso mawonekedwe amachitidwe achikazi.
Maloto ndi makhalidwe omwe afotokozedwa pano onse akhoza kufotokozedwa motsatira autogynephilia, 'kudzikonda ngati mkazi'. Ndinalemba kalozera wachidule kwambiri pa izi (komwe kumatanthauza zidutswa za Roche ndi Egan pamwambapa) chilimwe chatha " Kodi Autogynephilia ndi chiyani, ndipo si chiyani; chidziwitso chachifupi ". Autogynephilia ikhoza kutanthauziridwa ngati 'cholakwika cha malo ogonana' pomwe cholinga chogonana sichili chakunja (mkazi) koma mkati (maloto a transsexual a iwo eni ngati mkazi) ndipo chingawonekere m'mitundu inayi yomwe ingachitike kwathunthu, pang'ono, kapena kuphatikiza ndi mitundu ina (yathunthu kapena yochepa):
- Transvestic autogynephilia: amadzutsa kuchitapo kanthu kapena malingaliro ovala zovala zachikazi (izi ndizo zomwe anthu amatanthauza pamene akukamba za autogynephilia, koma ndi zochuluka kwambiri);
- Kuchita autogynephilia: kukakamiza kuchitapo kanthu kapena zozizwitsa za kuchita chinthu chowoneka ngati chachikazi, chimatanthauzanso 'interpersonal autogynephilia';
- Physiologic autogynephilia: kumadzutsa zozizwitsa za thupi zomwe zimagwiritsidwa ntchito kwa anthu omwe amawoneka ngati akazi (pali njira zina-zomwe zimapezeka pa intaneti za amuna omwe amayamba kukangamira kukhala akuyembekezera); ndi
- Anatomic autogynephilia: kumadzutsa zozizwitsa zokhala ndi thupi lachikazi, kapena ziwalo zina (mawere ndizololera, nthawi zambiri autogynephile amafuna mawere koma kusunga mbolo ndi mapepala ake, ichi ndi chitsanzo cha 'autogynephilia').
Autogynephilia sikuti amangokhala okonda zachiwerewere, koma atha kungoganiziridwa ngati mtundu wachikondi, ngakhale kugonana komwe kumakhudzana kapena zinthu zokopa; kudziwika kwamwamuna wa autogynephilic kumasintha pakapita nthawi ndipo kumatha kubweretsa kusintha, komwe kumayimira autogynephilia ngati malingaliro okondana (Lawrence 2007). Kutanthauzira koperekedwa ndi Lawrence kumawoneka kuti ndikogwirizana ndi nkhani zinayi zomwe zafotokozedwazo.
Monga momwe ndikudziwira, palibe ntchito yodziwika bwino yokhudza kulumikiza zolaula ndi autogynephilic transsexualism, izi zidatsimikiziridwa ndi Dr Ray Blanchard pokambirana nane payekha chaka chatha. Monga momwe ndimakhulirira kuti kuti tikambirane bwino komanso mopindulitsa pankhani za transgender tiyenera kukhala oona mtima pa autogynephilia, ndimakhulupiriranso kuti ngati tikufuna kukambirana bwino komanso mopindulitsa za autogynephilia tiyenera kukhala oona mtima pa momwe zithunzi zolaula zimakhudzira anyamata achichepere komanso momwe izi zingakhudzire umunthu wa anyamata achichepere. Tiyeneranso kukayikira zomwe zimayambitsa, makamaka kukayikira, za amuna omwe amasintha kugonana omwe akuchirikiza ndikuthandizira kusintha kwa ana aang'ono. Anthu awa mwachionekere sagawana nkhani yofanana ndi anyamata achichepere omwe amalimbikitsa kusintha kukhala atsikana, ndipo ndinganene kuti mawu a anthu olimbikitsa awa sayenera kudalirika konse akamaganizira za kusintha kwa atsikana achichepere kukhala anyamata.
Ntchito Yotchulidwa:
Reddit.com. 2016. /r/asktransgender. 24 Marichi. Inapezeka pa February 14, 2017
Roche, J. 2016. “Malo Ena.” The Queerness. 1 Ogasiti. Inapezeka pa February 14, 2017