Monga munthu wa zaka 23 wotayika yemwe ankasewera masewera a pakompyuta tsiku lonse ndikufota usiku wonse, ndinali ndi ED. Sindinathe kupeza zokonzedwa ku china chilichonse kusiyana ndi zovuta zojambula zolaula.
Ngakhale ndili wachinyamata ndimangokhala ndi vuto kamodzi kokha ndipo ndimafunikira HOURS kuti ndibwererenso. Ndinali ndisanakhale ndi nkhuni zammawa kwazaka. Ndidasiya koleji. Ndataya maubwenzi angapo. Sindingathe kuyang'anitsitsa pa chilichonse. Ndinali ndi nkhawa, sindinakhale ndi zolinga, ndinalibe cholinga.
Moyo wanga pambuyo pochita zolaula ndi maliseche popanda zaka zoposa 2.
Palibe ED iliyonse, yomwe imatha kukhala ndi vuto ndipo nthawi zina kumangokhalako sikumatha, ndimadzuka pafupifupi m'mawa uliwonse ndi boner yomwe itha kugwiritsidwa ntchito ngati jackhammer kuswa konkriti. Ndinayambiranso maphunziro, ndikugwiritsanso ntchito chitsimikizo changa cha mphunzitsi. Inalandira 10 lbs of muscle ndikutaya mafuta. Muubwenzi wachikondi ndi msungwana wokongola. Ndimatha kukhala pansi ndikuwerenga kapena kuphunzira nthawi yomwe ndikufuna ndikuisangalala. Chidaliro ndikumwamba. Palibe nkhawa, ndimakonda kukhala ndi anthu ndikusangalala ndi moyo ndikumakumbukira ndi abwenzi komanso abale. Ndakwaniritsa zolinga zina ndikupanga zina zatsopano, ndili ndi maloto omwe ndikutsatira….
ndi cholinga changa, chabwino, ine ndiri ndi nkhani yoti ndikulankhule ndikuyembekeza kuswa kwa mibadwo yotsatira. Zosangalatsa zosangalatsa zimakhala zotsika mtengo, zosakhalitsa, ndipo sizikuthandizani. Zimangokuthandizani, kukupanikizani, ndikuchotsani kwa inu chinthu chimodzi chomwe chinalonjezedwa, zosangalatsa.
Moyo wopanda zolaula ndizosangalatsa, moyo wopanda zolaula ndi njira yabwinoko!
Sungani anyamata.
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