Lero ndi tsiku langa lokumbukira tsiku lolimba la 200. Izi ndizovuta kwambiri sindikuyima. Ndangomaliza kumene kudya mwezi umodzi kuchokera pagawoli (Idayamba kukhala nthawi yolowa), ndipo mwezi wathawu, ndadutsa chaka changa chokumbukira chaka chimodzi ndikupitilizabe zabwino za nofap. Tsopano ndili ndi ndandanda yanthawi zonse yogona, ndipo patatha zaka zambiri ndikukhala kadzidzi usiku, tsopano ndimadzuka msanga. (Kukwera ndi 6 m'mawa uliwonse)
Ndapitilizabe kukumana ndi kupuma mwamsanga; squat wanga adathamanga mapaundi a 20 mwezi watha, ndipo kuphedwa kwanga kunapangidwa kuzungulira 15. Ndaphunzitsanso mpaka nditatha kusambira pang'onopang'ono dziwe la amadzi pamadzi pampweya umodzi.
Ndili ndi mvula yambiri yozizira yophatikiza machitidwe anga atsiku ndi tsiku. (Pakadali pano ndidakhala ndi mvula ziwiri zotentha mu 2).
Ndikupitilizabe kukhala ndi magwiridwe antchito aluntha. (Kwenikweni, nofap kwenikweni imakupangitsani kukhala anzeru). Ndasunganso chidaliro cha alpha-amuna chomwe nofap ingakupatseni.
Ndikufuna kufotokoza mawu omalizawa ponena kuti simukufuna kupembedza akazi kapena anzawo. Ndicho chifukwa chake mwabwera pano tsopano. Inde, amuna mwachibadwa amakopeka ndi akazi, koma pali zambiri zochulukira, choncho zisungeni moyenera. Komabe, nditha kunena kuti kuyambira pomwe nofap idayamba, chidwi chomwe ndalandira kuchokera kwa anyamata kapena atsikana chawonjezeka kwambiri. Amayi amisala, osowa, omangirira, (omwe amadziwikanso kuti beta / fap-osokoneza bongo beta) amuna omwe amathamangitsa mtsikana wotentha yemwe akutuluka mgulu lake ndichikhalidwe chambiri, ndipo atolankhani atsimikizira ambiri a ife kuti ndi momwe timakhalira tikuyenera kuchita.
Sikunayenera kutero. Mukadutsa masiku 90 pa nofap, mudzayamba kupeza kuti maudindowo asinthidwa. Atsikana ambiri akupikisana kuti muwatsatire, ndipo muyenera kusankha m'modzi. Simukungoyenda pansi ndikubera pansi pa mbiya ya atsikana. Muli pamwamba padziko lapansi mukusewera zabwino zonse. Kapenanso mutha kungocheza ndikusangalatsidwa ndi chidwi chonse chomwe mukupeza. Mulimonse momwe zingakhalire, khalani osamala, chifukwa ngakhale mutha kupeza chidwi chochuluka kuchokera kwa LADIES, mudzathamangitsidwa mozungulira ndi akazi ambiri okhala pansi pa mbiya omwe amakhala osuta, ndipo akuyamwitsani moyo wanu chimbudzi ndi chawo.
Mulimonsemo, mtsikana akudumpha.
Aliyense pitirizani kumenyera nkhondo moyo wanu. Ngakhale simukuwona kuti ndiyofunika, ingondikhulupirani, ndipo posachedwa mudzawona.
Ngati mupitilizabe kubwereranso ndipo mukuwoneka kuti simukutuluka m'dera lachikasu lachikumbutso, kumbukirani izi: Nthawi ina ndinalinso chimodzimodzi. Ndinayamba kuganiza kuti sindingagonjetse izi. Ndinavutika maganizo. Sindingathe kupambana mosasintha. Ndilibe luso lapadera lomwe simuli nonse. Tonse tili ndi mphamvu mkati mwathu kuti tithetse vutoli. Ngati mupitiliza kuyesa nthawi yayitali, simungathandize koma kuchita bwino.
Ndine 18.
Khalani ndi zozizwitsa usiku aliyense!
LINK - Tsiku la 200
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Pafupifupi masiku 90. Sindingabwererenso kwa achikulire ine. Tinapita kovina usiku watha ndikupempha gulu la atsikana kuti livine. Ndinamva ngati bwana. Miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndikadakhala ndikutuluka thukuta ndikugwedezeka pochita izi. Ndikadakhala ndikuyang'ana pansi ndi mutu wanga pansi ngati mwana wagalu womenyedwa akuyesera kufunsa atsikana kuti avine. Zimamveka bwino kwambiri kuyang'ana msungwana wokongola m'maso ndikuwona zomwe akuchita.
Kuti ndikhale weniweni, ndikuganiza kuti masiku ano anthu ambiri amadwala kwambiri PMO. Mukakhala oyera, mumadzipatula pamatangadza mpaka atsikana.
Khalani olimba aliyense! Pali moyo pambuyo pa PMO, ndipo ndizodabwitsa af!
LINK - Tsiku 85: Osabwereranso
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