M'chilimwe chaka chotsiriza cha koleji, agogo anga aamuna omwe ndinali nawo pafupi kwambiri anamwalira. Anali munthu wachitsanzo ndipo amandipatsa ine chidwi chambiri kudzera m'moyo ndi chikhalidwe chake. Adabwera kudzikoli ngati mlendo kuti atipatse mwayi wochita zodabwitsa.
Panthawi imeneyi ndinali nditanyansidwa nane. Ndinkapanga zosefera tsiku lililonse ndikakhala ndi mwayi wochita zinazake ZABODZA ndi moyo wanga. Ndidatopa kulephera kulimbana ndi zisangalalo, ndimafuna kuthana ndi PMO ndikusiya kubisala ndi moyo. Ndidayamba ndikuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi mchilimwe.
Mu sementi ya Fall, ine kwa nthawi yoyamba ndinapita ku ma fairs a ntchito ndikulankhula ndi makampani ambiri akulu aukadaulo ndipo ndimayesetsa kuyesetsa kuti ndikhale ndi chiyembekezo. Semester yomweyo yomweyi ndimatenga maphunziro anga ovuta kwambiri ku uiuc, algorithms ndi ma fizumulamu ya quantum. Ndinali ndimavuto ambiri m'makosi mwanga komanso zoyankhulana, makamaka chifukwa chazosachitidwa kale zambiri.
Malingaliro anga anayamba kukhala akuipiraipira. Ndinapitilizabe kukanidwa ndi makampani ndipo ndimakhala ndi zokambirana zapamwamba koma sindinazipeze. Zilimbikitso zanga zinali zamphamvu kwambiri panthawiyi. Ndinkaliradi masiku ena, ndimamva kuti ndine munthu wolephera ndipo sindingathe kuzichita.
Ndipo ndimalingaliro komanso popanda njira yothawira ululu monga momwe ndimakhalira, ululu udamvako kwambiri. Zowawa zathu zidakhala ZOONA. Ndinafuna kusiya maulendo ambiri, koma ndinadziwa kuti ndiyenera kukumana ndi zowawa. Ndinapitiliza kumapita ndipo mmalo mwake ndinadziuza kuti ndiyenera kuphunzirapo kanthu pazolakwa zanga. Semester itatha, ndinali nditapeza maphunziro ochepa kwambiri pantchito yanga yaku koleji ndipo sindinapeze ntchito, ndipo ndinkalembetsanso sukulu ya grad yomwe sindimawona kuti ndiyilandira.
Pakadali pano, ndimakonda kusiya. Koma, ndinazindikira kuti ndinali ndi nthawi yozizira. Izi zikutanthauza kuti nditha kuphunzira zofunsa kwa mwezi umodzi! Nditha kukhala bwino pamafunso olowera komanso mafunso anzeru. Semester yapitayi, yomaliza ya koleji, ndidalemba makampani pafupifupi 200 pa intaneti kapena kudzera pa ntchito. Ndidanyoza zoyankhulana. Ndinawaphunzirira. Poyamba ndidalephera. Koma, ndidayamba kupeza zoyankhulana kuchokera kumadera ngati Google ndi Facebook. Ndipo ine ndinatsala pang'ono kufika kwa iwo. Ndili ndi kuyankhulana kwa Apple ndipo ndinayenera kuyankhulana nawo ku Cupertino, ngakhale ndidakanidwa kuchokera pamenepo.
Mapeto ake ndinapeza kampani yopanga ma tech ndipo ndinasankha ofesi ya Palo Alto. Ndinkadziwa chifukwa chachikulu chosatenga malo ena ndikusowa kwa chidziwitso cha mapulogalamu owerengera. Chifukwa chake, ndinatenga. Ndinkayembekeza kuti ndimaliza sukulu, koma sizinachitike.
Koma, zolephera sizinandikhudzenso ine. Zimapwetekabe, koma ndimadziwa kuti zitha kuchitika ndipo ndiyenera kupita kutsogolo.
Semester yapitayi idalinso semester yanga yabwino kwambiri yamamakalasi ngakhale ndi maphunziro onse a CS. Popeza ndinali wotsutsana ndi moyo wanga wonse, ndidapeza anzanga atsopano a 9 mchaka chimodzi ndipo ndimatha kugwiritsa ntchito thandizo lawo kuti ndilimbikitse moyo wanga.
Ndaphunzira zambiri kuchokera kulephera, kufunsidwa mafunso, kuchita zoyipa m'mbuyomu, kulephera zonse zaka zam'mbuyomu.
Tsopano ndili pantchito yanga yoyesera ndikuyesera momwe ndingathere. Ine nthawi yomweyo ndimafunsa mafunso ambiri m'derali. Zolephera zidzakhalapo, koma ndizofunikira kusintha. ZOPweteka ndi NTCHITO ndizofunikira kuti muchite bwino.
Sindinayandikire pafupi kuchita chilichonse CHABWINO m'moyo, koma chaka chimodzi ichi cha nofap chandipatsa chidaliro komanso chidwi chofuna kukwaniritsa zolinga zanga ndikupambana.
Inu mukhoza kuchita izo!
Pomaliza, chinthu chomaliza chomwe chidandithandizira kuti ndidziwe chaka chino ndikuti ndidalemba theka loyamba la chiphaso ichi [onani ulalo pansipa] chaka chimodzi chatha nditabweranso, ndidafuna kumaliza izi ndipo ndidadzipangitsa kuti ndikhulupirire kuti zichitika . Ngati ndingathe, mutha!
Osataya mtima, ngakhale mutayambiranso kangati. Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mazana angapo zaka XXUMX zapitazi. Ndikuphunzira kuchokera kubwerezabwereza ndikukumana ndi zinthu zambiri m'moyo zomwe ndatha kulimba nazo polimbana ndi PMO.
Kodi mungapambane bwanji nkhondo popanda zida zoyenera? Mukapitiliza paulendo wanu wopanda fayilo, mupeza zida izi ndipo zikutsimikiziridwa kuti mupambana malinga ngati simutaya mtima. Chifukwa chake, perekani zabwino zanu ndikupanga moyo wanu wonse kukhala wabwino koposa!
LINK (ndi nkhani zina zakale) - Masiku 365 a NF - Kuphunzira kuvomereza zolephera
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