Ndine munthu wanzeru komanso wodziletsa. Ndimakhulupirira kuphunzira kuchokera ku zolakwa za ena. Ndikudziwa kuti ndimachita zinthu mopitirira muyeso (o, kuchita zamatsenga n'kosangalatsa ... kotero ndimagwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanga yonse kuphunzira zamatsenga). Ndinachenjezedwa za fodya ndi mowa. Sindinayesepo chifukwa ndinkadziwa kuti sindikufuna kutengeka ndipo ndimafuna kukhala wosangalala popanda iwo. Palibe amene anandichenjezapo za zoopsa zodziseweretsa maliseche.
Mwina ndinayamba wazaka za 14. Popanda mwayi wambiri kapena zomwe zili, sizinali vuto kwenikweni mpaka nditapita kukoleji. Ndi intaneti yathamanga kwambiri mosazindikira idakhala vuto (ngakhale sindinazindikire kuti ndivuto). Ndimadandaula kuti sindinapeze zambiri kuchokera ku koleji yanga. Sindinachite zambiri mwanjira yopanga abwenzi, kujowina magulu, kapena kuyesera kukumana ndi atsikana. Ndili ndi magiredi abwino komanso digirii yabwino, koma pali zambiri zakopita ku koleji kuposa izi ndipo ndimanong'oneza nazo bondo kuti sindinatengeko mwayi wopitilira zonse zomwe ndikanapereka.
Ndinapeza ntchito yabwino ku koleji ndipo ndinakhala ndekha zomwe sizinathandize vutoli. Zingakhale zaka 2 kuchokera ku koleji pomwe ndidapeza izi sub ndi YBOP. Kenako ndinazindikira kuti ndili ndi vuto lalikulu. Zaka zinayi zotsatira, pomwe ndimayesera mobwerezabwereza kuti ndisiye, ndinali ndimilungu ingapo ya masabata angapo, koma matembenukidwe awo anali pafupipafupi komanso mwamphamvu.
Ndinalibe njira zina kupatula "Ndiyimilira mawa". Koma mawa nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi mawa wina kuzungulira pakona pomwe pali malo ena oyera kuti andiyesere. "Ndiyimilira mawa, nthawi ino zenizeni". Chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndinachita panthawiyi chinali kuvina. Poyamba ndinachita mantha kwambiri, makamaka ndikakhala kuti sindinakumanepo ndi vuto, koma zimandipatsa mwayi wocheza komanso kulimba mtima.
Ine ndikuganiza chomwe pamapeto pake chinandithandiza kutembenuzira ngodya yomwe inali kupita patsogolo. Ndidapanga worksheet yabwino ndipo tsiku lililonse ndimayika ma PMO angati omwe ndidapanga. Kenako ndinapanga chingwe china ndikulakatula masiku anga a 30. Ndikuganiza kuti izi zathandizira chifukwa sindinadzipemphanso pazodzaza, koma pamasiku omaliza a 30. Ndikadakhala kuti sindimagona, sizinandibwezere ku zero, zimachulukitsa pang'ono, koma panali chilimbikitso chofuna kusiya pambuyo pake, m'malo modumwa. Zinandipangitsanso kuti ndikhale ndikufuna kuchita bwino… ..ndinapanga chithunzi cha tsiku la 30 ndipo ndimafunitsitsa kuti chithunzi chizitsika.
Izi zidandipangitsa kuganizira kwambiri za zomwe makolo anga akale anali (kapena oyambitsa). Ndidazindikira kuti kusakatula Imgur, ndimapeza ma dopamine ndikuwaphunzitsa malingaliro anga kuti kujambula zithunzi zokopa kunali kwabwino. Kenako pamapeto pake ndimayamba kugunda zinazake zonyansa ndipo zimapangitsa PMO. Chifukwa chake ndidawonjezera Imgur pakapepala kakang'ono kolumikizana ndinso ndikuwonjezera tsiku la 30 pameneponso. Zomwezo zidapita pa TV ndi Twitter. Masewera a kanema adapitilira mndandanda pomwe ndidazindikira kuti zimandipangitsa kuti ndizigona mochedwa ndipo kutopa kudathandizira kulephera kudziletsa.
Ndinazindikira kuti nditha kuyika zikhalidwe zabwino chimodzimodzi. Ndimasamba nkhope yanga kawiri patsiku ndimalo anga ziphuphu zakumaso. Ndidawonjezera mafinya, zokoka, ndi maluwa. Sindinawonjezerenso kuvina chifukwa pofika nthawi imeneyi, sindinadzipangitsenso kuchita ... ndimangosangalala nawo.
Spreadsheet inali yaying'ono pang'ono, yopanda ulemu, ndipo mwina ndinazichita pang'ono, koma pazinthu zonsezi ndinali kukonza ndipo ndinali ndi pulogalamu yowonetsera. Izi zidapanga bwino.
Njira ina yomwe ndinali nayo inali kukhazikitsa K9. Ndinakana kuchita izi kwa nthawi yayitali (ngakhale ndimadziwa) chifukwa ndimafuna kuthana ndi mphamvu yakufuna. Koma pamapeto pake ndidazindikira kuti ndiyenera kuyesa. Njira yanga inali kupanga mawu achinsinsi osakumbukika. Nyumba yanga ili ndi chosungira chosungira m'chipinda chapansi, chifukwa chake ndimayika mawu achinsinsi pamenepo. Ngati, ndikusakatula, panali china chake chomwe K9 idatseka chomwe sindimaganiza kuti chiyenera kutsekedwa, ndiye kuti ndiyenera kupita pansi kukatenga mawu achinsinsi. Zili ngati kuyenda kwa masekondi 30, kotero osati chinthu chachikulu ... koma izi zimatsimikizira kuti ndiyenera kuvala mathalauza. K9 siili yangwiro koma ndikuganiza kuti idathandizira… pang'ono pang'ono.
Ndinakumana ndi bwenzi langa chilimwechi (kwinaku ndikuvina) ndipo zakhala zokumana nazo zabwino. Sindinakhalepo pachibwenzi konse chifukwa cha zovuta zakudalira (komanso chifukwa chomwe intaneti ili yolimbikitsa kwambiri), pomwe adawoneka kuti akundifuna (ngakhale kuti sindinapange mgwirizano wanga) zomwe zinandithandizanso kukulimbikitsani. Sindinali pamtunda wamisala panthawiyo, koma nthawi yanga ya 30 ya masiku anali atatsika kuchokera ku 1.5 koyambirira kwa chaka chimenecho mpaka pafupifupi 0.2. Chibwenzi chathu ndichopanda thupi kwenikweni popeza ndikudziwa kuti ndikuchiritsika ndipo akuwoneka kuti sakhala mwachangu, koma ndikuwona kuti kupatula mphindi zochepa zokhumudwitsa, sindisamala. Ndimamuona ngati munthu, ndimasamala zomwe amaganiza, komanso momwe akumvera.
Chifukwa chake moyo wanga ukupitilira kuyang'ana mmwamba. Ndikudziwa kuti sindikutuluka m'nkhalangomo ndipo ndiyenera kukhala maso. Ndimapitilizabe kujambula kupita patsogolo kwanga kuzikhalidwe zanga zonse ndipo (mwina mpaka pano) zakhala zikuyenda bwino.
Chifukwa chake ndikalemba maubwino anga, sindikudziwa ngati khungu loyera ndilabwino chifukwa cha zovuta zanga kapena ngati ndicholinga choti ndikusamalira ndekha. Kutanthauzira kwa minofu yanga kuli kutali, mwina chifukwa chosapanga bwino, komanso chifukwa ndakhala ndikuchita zaphokoso tsiku lililonse kwa miyezi yambiri ndikudya wathanzi. Ndimasewera gitala osati chifukwa choti sindine PMOing, komanso chifukwa sindikuwonera TV kapena kusewera masewera akanema.
Ndikudziwa kuti kupewa zinthu zonse zomwe zimandiyambitsa si njira yokhayo. Ndikuganiza kuti nditha kupewa Imgur mpaka kalekale, koma enawo samva ngati zinthu zomwe ndiyenera kuzidula kwathunthu. Ndikuganiza ndikakwaniritsa cholinga changa cha masiku a 90 popanda chilichonse cha zinthuzi, ndidzasintha cholinga changa kuti ndizilola zochuluka… ndikulemba zojambulazo. Kujambulira deta iyi ndi chizolowezi chopindulira chomwe ndakondweretsedwa chifukwa cha izi, chifukwa zindithandizanso kupanga zikhalidwe zina.
Pamutu wakujambulira deta ... mzanga wina adawona momwe zinthu zasinthira (adati nkhope yanga yasintha) ndipo adandifunsa zomwe ndimachita mosiyana. Ndinamuuza za momwe ndikujambulira deta yanga ndikupanga zizolowezi zopanga… .. Ankakonda kwambiri lingalirolo ... kotero iye adapita nakapanga pulogalamu ya Android yomwe imagwira bwino kuposa momwe tsamba langa linapangidwira. Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito kwa miyezi ingapo tsopano (momwe akupitilizabe kuigwiritsa ntchito) ndipo ndimakonda kwambiri. Anakulirakulira pa lingaliro langa la zovomerezeka ndikulondola zosinthika zitatu pachikhalidwe chilichonse (chinthu chomwe ndikadakhala ndisanachitepo pakapepala kamasamba anga). Zimapangitsanso kuti kulowa kwa data ndikosavuta ndikamakhala pa chipangizo chomwe chimakhala mthumba mwanga nthawi zonse. Ndidamuuza kuti ndine membala wamsonkhano (sunatchule gulu liti) la omwe akumanga zizolowezi zake ... adati ngati ndikufuna nditha kugawana kanema wa pulogalamu yake komanso ngati wina akufuna kukhala wofalitsa alpha (pre-beta) amakhoza kuwonjezeranso pamlanduwo. Chifukwa chake ndidzasinthitsa posachedwa ndi ulalo ndikangalemba za pulogalamu yake.
Sinthani: https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/5iby6e/anyone_want_to_be_an_alpha_tester_for_an_app/
Pitilizani anyamata abwino ogwira ntchito. Iyi ndi nkhani yanga chabe ndipo sindikuyesera kuuza wina aliyense zomwe zingawathandize. Ndimangofuna kugawana zomwe zandigwira ntchito momwe ndingathere ndikuti ndiyamikire gulu lino. Ngakhale sindinakhale wolemba, ndimayamika chida ichi kuti ndawerengera zochuluka ndikuthokoza izi chifukwa chondithandiza kumvetsetsa lomwe linali vuto lalikulu m'moyo wanga.
[Mtundu wa bullet point]
Anzanga Omenyera Nkhondo, Zoona Zake:
- Kutalika nthawi yayitali.
- 29yo M
- Kuyesera kusiya kwa zaka pafupifupi 9, kulimbana kwambiri pafupifupi zaka 5.
- Tsiku 103 palibe P.
- Tsiku 55 palibe MO.
Njira:
- mbiri
kupita kwanu patsogolo. Osati makola anu. Lembani P iliyonse, MO iliyonse. Idzatero
kukhala pafupi kosatheka kuchoka pa kulumwa lero ndikungwiro kwamuyaya
mawa. - Onani zomwe zimayambitsa. Kwa ine, ndinayeneranso kusiya:
- Kuwonera kanema.
- Imgur.
- Masewera akanema.
- Twitter.
- Tumblr
Zinthu zonsezi zinali zofanana kuti ndikangotaya nthawi yambiri, ndimamva kuwawa ndipo zimapangitsa Fap.
- Chitetezo cha pa intaneti cha K9
- Pangani zatsopano.
- Pitani kukavina.
Ubwino wake:
- Kumva bwino kwambiri za inemwini
- Kumva zenizeni momveka bwino (zabwino ndi zoipa)
- Kulumikizana ndi anthu ambiri
- Zochulukira
- Khungu loyera
- Kamvekedwe kabwino ka minofu
- Nditha kusewera gitala
- Nyumba yanga nthawi zonse ndi yoyera (ish)
- Ndimadya athanzi
- Ndili ndi bwenzi
* Ndikudziwa kuti mndandanda wazopindulitsa ukuyembekezeredwa, chifukwa chake ndayika apa, koma ndikufuna kudziwa kuti sindikunena kuti zonsezi ndi NoFap chabe. Ndasintha zambiri pamoyo wanga nthawi yomweyo, ndipo chifukwa chake kupusitsa mavuto ndi mwayi wopusa.
Ndikudziwa kuti kwa nthawi yayitali, kukhala ndizolemba pamndandanda ndizothandiza, koma ndimakondanso kulemba mu prose komanso nthawi zina kukhala ndi zidziwitso zambiri kuposa zomwe chipolopolo chimatha kukhala chothandiza. Kuphatikiza apo, ubongo wathu umalumikizidwa kuti ufotokoze… kotero… [onani pamwambapa]
LINK - Lipoti la Masiku 103