Zaka 30 - Ndabwerera "INE", nthabwala

Ndimasangalala ndikakhala munthu yemwe ali paulendo weniweni wowonetsa chimodzi mwazinyama zoyipa kwambiri zamasiku athu ano - PMO (mukafika pachimake, chirombo chimenecho ndi "wokalamba ine").

Ndiyenera kupita ku Nofap ngati ndikufuna kukumbukira tsiku lomwe ndili. Mwanjira ina, ndisanafike panjira ya 120 ndimakonda kuwawerenga masikuwo makamaka ndikamayandikira masiku 120 a nofap. Koma nditawafikira .. Ndimangokhala ngati sindinayankhe tsiku lomwe ndakhala, nthawi zina ndimadzimva kukhala wamanyazi kwambiri poganiza kuti kubzala sikumakhalanso vuto kwa ine, koma tonse tikudziwa kuti izi zitha kukhala choncho. msewu woterera kwambiri, chifukwa chake ndimangoti .. "am".

Ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti sindinasinthe kwambiri zomwe zingasinthe moyo wanga kwambiri, koma ndidagonjetsanso nyama zina zazing'ono komanso ulendo wa nofap womwe ndi: kusuta (milungu 6 yopanda utsi), caffeine (yemweyo) , mowa (miyezi 3 yaulere), nyama ya nkhumba (kuyambira chiyambi cha nofap). Inde, zimamveka bwino. Chilichonse ndichotheka, ngati mukuchifunadi.

Ndili ndi zaka 30 (kutembenukira 31 posachedwa), 15 yomwe ndidakwanitsa, ndipo 10 ya zaka zimenezo anali akuvutitsa. Simudziwa kuti ndimafuna kuti ndikhale mfulu .. MAFUNSO ACHINYAMATA !!!!!!!)))))))) NDIMAYAMIKIRA MULUNGU TSIKU LILILI NDIKUONETSA MADZULO - "TIYAMIKIRA MULUNGU KUTI NDIKUKHALA PMO -MOYO WABWINO NDI WAFUKU! ”.

Ndikuganiza chimodzi mwazabwino zake ndikupeza "ME version" ndisanafike pobweza pmo back (pafupifupi "ine mtundu" wazaka 10 zapitazo). Osatengera zoyipa kwa aliyense - ndi m'modzi wa iwo. Ndipo kusakanikirana ndi masewera andewu zankhondo - zomwe ndi zakupha, nthawi zina zimandiwopsyeza chifukwa sindinazolowere kudzidalira / kudzikuza kwamtunduwu (nthawi zina zimakhala zovuta kudziwa kuti ndi iti)

Phindu lalikulu la 2d ndikuseka. Ngakhale sindimagwiritsa ntchito maginito, chifukwa ndimakhalabe ndi malingaliro "olakwa", koma ndimatha kuseka ndi omwe ndimawadziwa komanso anzanga akuntchito, Ngakhale sizoseketsa koma ndimaziseketsa - ndimangoseka ndikuti ' kupereka zoyipa. Koma ndikadapereka ulemu kwa "nthabwala" iyi makamaka kusiya nicotine, chifukwa ndidazindikira izi kalekale pomwe ndimayesetsa kusiya ndudu, mumangokhalira kusangalala ndi moyo ndipo muli bwino mtima wanu pafupifupi ngati simusuta.

Anapiye? Naaaahhh .., komabe sizabwino. Ndimakhala .. ndilibe chikhumbo chachikulu chofuna kuseweretsa wina kapena kungokhala ndi bwenzi. Ndimangokhala moyo pakadali pano, ndikudzikonza ndekha ndi "zakale zatsopano" ndipo pambuyo pake ndibwera mtsogolo. Zomwe zilipo sindikudziwa, koma ngati mungayese kukhala moyo wabwino, zonse ziyenera kuchitika posachedwa.

[Akafunsidwa za ED] Sindingakupatseni yankho lolunjika chifukwa sindinadziwe bwino ndi atsikana kupatulapo ogwira ntchito. Ndinkangoyendayenda ndi anthu a 20 mu masabata a 3-4 mwezi umodzi ndisanachoke. Ndipo sindikumbukira ED, ngakhale kuti nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikumverera kuti ndifulumire kumangoyamba, koma mwina chifukwa chakuti nthawi zonse ndimamwa mowa fucking hookers, sindikumbukira kumwa msanga nthawi yayitali zikhale choncho pa nthawi imeneyo. Kotero, pepani, ine ndiribe yankho lolunjika kwa inu, ine ndikuyenerabe kufufuza izo.

120 ndi "ayenera" kwa iwo omwe akufuna kuyang'ana mosiyana ndi pmo. Ndikukufunirani chimodzimodzi, iwo omwe amawafunadi.

LINK - Tsiku 141. Maganizo.

By  ioann07


PEZANI Tsiku 142. Ikani mbiri yanga yatsopano lero, - mudathamanga 3 km mu 13.22 mphindi.

Chifukwa chake ali ndi mbiri ya moyo masiku ano, onse akuthamanga ndi nofap, koma popeza sindikuwawerengeranso masiku amenewo mwadala, ndine wokondwa kwambiri ndi mbiri yomwe ikuyenda. Zolemba zanga zakale zinali 13.32 pafupifupi sabata yapitayo. Ndipo kumbukirani kuti ndili ndi zaka 30 (kutembenukira 31 m'miyezi ingapo) ndipo ndakhala ndikusuta fodya kwazaka khumi. Pomwe ndinali 16 ndinali kuphunzira ku liceum yankhondo (sindinasute nthawi imeneyo) ndipo mbiri yanga yabwino inali 14.30 ya 3 km (ndimadana ndikuthamangira nthawi imeneyo, ndipo sindinakhalepo wonenepa kwambiri).

Komanso ndinalemba izi ola limodzi lapitalo, ndinagona maola a 4 usiku watha, ndinapanga maola a 9 ndikumasuntha, ndinapita ku sukulu yanga yophunzitsa masewera atatha ntchito, ndipo pomaliza maphunziro anga ndinapita ku stadium ndipo poyamba ndinathamanga pafupi makilomita a 1 ndikuyenda movutikira (monga 6 mins / 1km) ndiyeno ndinachita makilomita a 3. Ndine wodzikuza ndekha. Kodi ndi nofap? Ine sindikudziwa, woona mtima. Pakatikati, motsimikizika-inde. Ndasiya kusuta pa 5th ya May (masabata opitirira 6 tsopano). Izi zimathandizanso ndikuganiza.

Ndinali ndi tsiku labwino kwambiri pantchito. Anali ndi mkangano ndi mkazi wodzitukumula-wophika. Ndinali ndi zokwanira pomutenga. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikhoza kusiya ntchitoyi posachedwa ngati zonse zikuyenda bwino ndi malingaliro ndi mapulani. Ndikupita kumbuyo uko mawa mawa.