Ndine 32. Ndinayamba PMO pamene ndinali 21 ndikupitirizabe. Ndinkakonda kuchoka pang'onopang'ono koma chifukwa chakuti zinthu zina zinkangoganizira, osati chifukwa ndinkaganiza kuti ndizovuta. Pambuyo pake ndinazindikira kuti ndikulowa m'zinthu zoyipa ndipo pamene ndinayang'ana mavidiyo a kugonana, ndinadziŵa kuti ndiyenera kusiya.
Kuwerenga za makampani opanga zolaula komanso zomwe amayi adadutsamo zinathandizanso. Kodi munayamba mwazindikira kuti pafupi nyenyezi zonse zolaula zili mkati? Ena kwambiri? Nthawi zonse ndimadzifunsa kuti ndi njira yawo yowonetsera kuwonongeka kwa makampani ndi ogwiritsa ntchito.
Zachidziwikire sindinapite ozizira nthawi yomweyo. Ndidasinthira makanema ojambula, ndikuganiza kuti izi sizopondereza kwenikweni. Mabodza omwe timadziuza tokha. Kutsitsa makanema a maanja omwe sakuyembekezera kapena a mtsikana yemwe chibwenzi chake chimamulonjeza kuti ndichinsinsi asanachikonde pa intaneti. Pali malo apadera ku gehena kwa omalizawa, ma bastards omwe ali ndipo kwa ife popeza ntchito yathu imalimbikitsa.
Pambuyo pake ndinakwanitsa kusiya P kwathunthu. Zachidziwikire kuti ndimakondabe ndi makanema a R koma anali ochepa kwambiri ndipo ndinkadziponyera kumbuyo kuti ndikagwire bwino ntchito. Komabe malingaliro anga amangogunda zida zapamwamba komanso zochulukirapo kuposa zomwe zidakwaniritsidwa. Chifukwa sichinali zolaula, sindinazitengere zolakwa zomwe zinali zolakwika. Porn zidapangitsa kuti tiziwononga nthawi ndi mphamvu zambiri koma kuyerekezera kumatha kuchitidwa mosavuta komanso kulikonse komwe kumakhala kosavuta kuziwona ngati zosafunikira kwenikweni.
Ndimangopita kokha pamene mnzanga walowa m'moyo wanga ndipo ndinayamba kuyesetsa kuti ndiyese kuthana nawo. Anali zaka 5 zapitazo. Ndapeza NoFap ndi gulu lino chaka chatha. Ndili pa tsiku langa la 74th tsopano ndipo apa pali kusintha komwe ndawona.
- Ndimagwiritsa ntchito nthawi yowonjezera kuti ndipange zambiri. Sizinangondiletsa ine kuchoka ku zolaula koma ndikulimbikitsanso zomwe ndapeza kuchokera ku NoFap.
- Ndili wotcheru kwambiri ndikudziwitsidwa ndi ntchito yanga.
- Sindikulingalira amayi omwe amatanthauza kuti ndimakhala womasuka kwambiri kuzungulira iwo. Poyamba ndinkakonda kuti ndizindikire maganizo anga kapena kuona munthu woopsa kwambiri.
- Ndikumverera bwino pandekha. Poyamba, ndimamva ngati ndikungokhala wamoyo, ndikubwera pamwamba pokhapokha ndikafuna kuchoka ndikumangiranso kumagona ngati kugona.
- Ntchito yowonjezera yonse komanso kumverera bwino kumatanthauza kuti ndikugona bwino kwambiri.
- Kukhala pamapazi anga ndikukangalika kwandithandiza kukhala ndi thanzi labwino. Sindikudya zakudya zopanda pake chifukwa choti sindingasokonezeke kuphika.
Nditayamba, ndikuti zinthu zizigwiranso ntchito kumeneko. Tsopano, ndikungofuna kuti ndikhale wopanda chizolowezi choopsa ichi kuti nditha kuyambiranso moyo wanga. Ndili ndi lingaliro la yemwe ndikufuna kukhala ndipo kwanthawi yayitali, zikuwoneka kuti nditha kukafikako. Sindidafikebe pomwepo pomwe zinthu zili pansi, sizomwe zidalipo kale. Koma ndikuganiza kuti ndikutha kuwona kuwala kumapeto kwa mseuwo.
LINK - Masiku 70 pansi ndipo akupitabe
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