Anali December, 2013. Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri. Zinkandivuta kuti ndiziika maganizo ndi kuziganizira. Ndinadziwa kuti Chaka Chatsopano chikubwera ndipo ndinkafuna kuthetsa vutoli palimodzi kamodzi. Ine ndinayambitsa chinachake monga: "momwe mungayankhire mmbuyo"
Ndipo ndinangopeza YBOP kenako /r/NoFap , ndipo ndinayamba kuwerenga. Ndinadabwa kwambiri ndi mfundo monga kuyambiranso, PMO, edging, ndi PIED, ndipo ndinasangalala kwambiri nditapeza kuti panali anthu ena m'dera lomwe linkagwira ntchito limodzi polimbana ndi zolaula ndi zotsatira zake zovulaza.
Ndipo tsopano ndiri pano pafupi masiku a 1,000, ndikuganiza kuti ndigawana nkhani yanga.
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Ndine 32, ndipo ndimakonda zolaula kamodzi (kapena kawiri) patsiku kwa zaka zosachepera 12. Mwina ndinali wopepuka pomwe ndimayamba, ndinali ndi chibwenzi chachikulu mozungulira 18-20 pomwe sindinachite zambiri, kenako ndinayamba kuzunguliridwa kuyambira 21 mtsogolo. Pofika nthawi yomwe ndinali 29, ndinali ndi imfa, ndimathamangitsa mawonekedwe abwino kwambiri mgawo lirilonse, ndipo modabwitsa - ndinalibe chibwenzi chenicheni ndi bwenzi nthawi yonseyi. Choyipa chachikulu, pomwe panali mwayi wokondana - sindinathe kuchita zachiwerewere ndipo sindinadziwike bwinobwino. Zinandidabwitsa kuti ndimatha kuzipeza ndekha m'chipinda changa, koma osati kwa yemwe ndimagonana naye ndikafuna.
Kuziphatikiza mopitilira apo, kodi kukondana kwanga - kodi ndimakonda atsikana? Ndimakonda anyamata? Zomwe gehena yalakwitsa ndi ine, sindingathe kuzipezanso!
Kenako ndinayamba kuwerenga za chizolowezi choonera zolaula ndipo zinthu zinayamba kumveka bwino. Kwenikweni zinkaoneka kuti, ubongo wanu umagwirizanitsa zithunzi, osati zenizeni, ndipo m'mikhalidwe ngati yanga zimatha kuwononga kwambiri. Zabwino kwambiri , ndinaganiza. Kodi yankho lake ndi chiyani?
Ndondomeko ya "kubwezeretsa" ndi yaitali, koma potsiriza njira yopindulitsa. Ndimakumbukira ndikuchotsedwa ndi lingaliro la masiku a 30 a kudziletsa, ndipo masiku a 90 amawoneka ngati maloto a chitoliro. Koma ndinayenera kuchita izi, ndikudziganizira ndekha.
Panali zinthu zambiri zoyamba molakwika. Nthawi zambiri ndinkafika pachimake cha kudziletsa, kusiya, kudzikwiyira ndekha ndikudya kwambiri, kenako n’kuyambanso. Koma pang’onopang’ono, patapita nthawi, ndinayamba kuzindikira bwino zomwe zinkagwira ntchito ndi zomwe sizinagwire ntchito, ndinachita zochepa zomwe sizinagwire ntchito, ndi zina zomwe zinkagwira ntchito. Nditadzichitira zinthu mokoma mtima, ndinatha kupitiriza. Ndinafika pachimake cha chaka chimodzi ndipo ndinalemba nkhani.
Kuthamangira patsogolo lero, ndikuthawa, ndikugwirizanitsa ndi chibwenzi changa, ndikukhala ndi ntchito yathanzi ndi moyo, ndipo zolaula ndizoiwala kutali. Ine ndatenga kwenikweni ku chitukuko chaumwini ndipo ndikuyesera kukhala munthu wabwino mwa njira zosiyanasiyana.
Sitidzatha konse, koma mudzakhala oyenerera, okonzeka, ndi olamulira moyo wanu kuti muleke kukhumudwa.
Zabwino zonse kwa nonse - zikhale bwino!
LINK - Zimene ndaphunzira patatha masiku 1,000.
by Marshwah