Ichi ndi chachikulu choyamba, ndili patsiku la 46. Ndakhala ndikuyesera kwazaka zambiri kuti ndiyang'anire sabata, ndipo mwadzidzidzi, ndatsala pang'ono kutero. Nchiyani chakhala chosiyana nthawi ino? Zinthu ziwiri, bwenzi langa lili pa 100%, makamaka akutenga nawo gawo pazovutazo pazifukwa zake. Kukhala ndi chithandizo ichi, komanso kuyankha mlandu kwa munthu amene ndimamukonda kuposa china chilichonse, ndiye chilimbikitso chomwe ndikufuna. Kachiwiri, ngati mphotho tikafika masiku 90, tikupita kukayenda panja pachilumba palimodzi. Takhala tikulankhula za izi kwa milungu ingapo kuti tikhale ndi chiyembekezo chofuna kumenya nkhondo. Ndimakumbukira masabata angapo apitawa (tikuyesera izi mu hardcode, ndiye kuti palibe zogonana!) Pomwe tidali pachiwopsezo chomwe 70/30 ititsogolere kugonana, ndipo zinali zabwino kwambiri kuti ndipange chisankho. M'malo mongonena kuti 'ayi' ndidatchula dzina la chilumbacho, ndipo tonse tidayima nthawi yomweyo. Tikufunadi tikufika kumalo awa. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikofunikira osati kungokhala ndi nthawi yoti mupite, koma kukonzekera mphotho patsiku la 90th kuti muwone bwino nthawi yake ndikulimbikitsa. Koma makamaka, ndipo sindikukayika kuti ichi ndiye chifukwa chenicheni chogwirira ntchito nthawi ino, ndikofunikira kuti mukhale ndi othandizira komanso munthu amene mungamuyankhe mlandu. Ndili ndi mwayi kukhala ndi bwenzi lokongola chonchi (osachokeratu mu ligi yanga) amene akukwera ndi 110% iyi, koma tonsefe timafunikira thandizo kuchokera kwa anthu ena omwe amamvetsetsa za izi.
Ndi masiku 46 mkati, zosintha zina zomwe nditha kunena; chilimbikitso chowonjezeka ndikukhumba kukhala ndi thanzi labwino. Ndasokoneza kumbuyo kwanga ndi mikono yanga pochita izi pa malo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi, koma ngakhale izi sizikulepheretsa chidwi changa chobwerera. Ndidangobwereranso (pankhani yolimbitsa thupi) sabata yapitayo ndipo ndikufunitsitsa kuti ndikhale wathanzi. Ndikufuna kukhala ndi mphamvu zenizeni zenizeni pomwe ndimazifuna. Ndikufuna kudya zakudya zabwino kwambiri ndikukhala ndi zakudya zosiyanasiyana kuti ndizidzipatsa zakudya zonse zofunika. Ndikufuna kumva kuti ndili moyo! Poganizira zowawa zomwe ndili mthupi mwanga ndikukumana nazo ngati kusintha kwakukulu, koma ndikumva kuwawa kwabwino! Ndikudziwa, chifukwa cha vuto la NF, kuti 'Iyinso idzadutsa', ndikuti ndiyofunika kwanthawi yayitali. Ndikumva ngati ndikulamulira thupi langa.
Ubwino wina- Ndapeza (ndipo ndikupitilizabe) kudzidalira. M'malo mwake ndimatsogolera msonkhano wantchito, ndipo ndidayankhula ndi chipinda cha pafupifupi 12 omwe ndimagwira nawo ntchito, ali omasuka kwathunthu komanso achidaliro. Ichi ndichinthu chomwe sindimaganizira kuti ndichita miyezi ingapo yapitayo! Ndine so bwino kwambiri pamakhalidwe, sindimamva kuti ndiyenera kusangalatsa anthu ena kwambiri, ndikungofunika kukhala inemwini. Ndikukula kuti ndizikonda ndekha chifukwa cha zinthu zomwe ndingasinthe, monga machitidwe anga komanso momwe ubongo wanga umagwirira ntchito. Zomwe ndinganene pankhaniyi ndikuti anthu amandipeza wokondedwa. Anthu andiuza mokoma mtima kuti 'amandikondadi'. M'malo mwake, mnzanga / wogwira naye ntchito adandifotokozera ngati tchizi ta mbuzi; poyamba ankadana nazo (haha) koma patapita nthawi adayamba kuzikonda ndipo ndi chinthu chabwino kwambiri (adanenadi izi!).
Ndikuganiza kuti anthu amakonda kuwona mtima, ndipo amalakalaka kwa anthu omwe adazindikira. Moona mtima, ndikamalimbikira kupirira zovuta za NF- chabwino sizimandipangitsa kuganiza kuti ndazindikira zonse - koma zimandipatsa malingaliro omwe amati 'Ndine wokhoza, ndingathe kuchita chilichonse!', Ndipo ndikuganiza malingaliro owona mtima omwe aliyense amatanthauza kwenikweni mkati.
Zinthu zina - Ndikuphunzira kuwerenga bwino (izi ndikuyembekeza kuti zidzasintha kwambiri) ndikukhala ndi chidwi pa chinthu chimodzi nthawi imodzi. Ndinagula Lord of the Rings kuti ndiwerenge koyamba. Ndi limodzi mwamabuku omwe 'Ndiziwerenga', popeza sindine wowerenga, ndikuganiza kuti awa ndi malo abwino kuyamba.
Komabe, ndadzuka mochedwa kwambiri ndipo m'malo modziyesa ndekha kuyesedwa ndikuchita zinthu zomwe ndikuwona kuti ndizothandiza. Zoseketsa ndimaganiza koyambirira kwa usikuuno kuti nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndikugonja pamayeserowa, koma ndangonena.
LINK - Tsopano pa 50% ya njira yopita ku tsiku la 90. Zinthu zikuyamba kusintha.
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