Wow… Pomaliza ndagonjetsa nkhondo iyi yomwe inkaoneka yosatheka. Pomaliza pake sindingathe kukhala mawu abwinoko, ndalephera ndipo ndalephera… Ndinaganiza kumapeto kwa chaka chatha kuti cholinga changa cha chaka chatsopano chinali kusiya zolaula kamodzi kokha. Ndinkaganiza kuti izi zikhala zosavuta. Ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri pa zinthu m'moyo wanga (ndinaganiza). Ndinadabwa kwambiri.
Sindinadziwe momwe ndinkasokonekera. Onse kuyambira ali aang'ono, nkhondo yanga yolaula nthawi zonse inali usiku kuti andithandize ine kugona. Icho chinali kwenikweni usiku uliwonse. Tsiku lililonse kuti Mulungu amadziwa nthawi yaitali, nthawi zina kawiri pa tsiku. Ndinali ndi mwayi wokhumudwa pa webusaitiyi kumapeto kwa chaka chatha.
Nkhondo yanga yayikulu inali yolimbana ndi chilakolako usiku chifukwa chinali chizolowezi. Zolimbikitsazo zinali zazikulu ndipo pomwe ndidayamba kuuza ubongo wanga kuti zinali ngati ndasiya kupuma ndipo thupi langa limangogunda za izi ... “ukuchita chiyani? Ndikufuna zimenezo! ” (anati, thupi langa).
Malangizo anga abwino omwe ndingakupatseni ndikukhazikitsa zolinga zanu zazing'ono. Ndikukumbukira kuwona anthu onsewa ndi matebulo awo ali odabwitsa… masiku opitilira 100… ndinu anthu ?! Musalole kuti zikukhumudwitseni, ndakhalapo ndi lingaliro lomwelo.
Mukayamba koyamba ndiye vuto lalikulu. Kufika pa masiku 7 ndi CHOLINGA pamene mwakhala mukuonera zolaula tsiku lililonse! MUSADZILAKWITSE chifukwa chovutika. Ikani cholinga chanu pa masiku 7! Kenako 14, kenako 20, kenako 30, kenako 60.
Ndakhala ndikuyesera kangapo kuti ndidutse zaka 30. Ndabwereranso ndikubwereranso. Koma potsiriza ndapeza. Ndinaphunzira mwachangu kuti sindingathe MO popanda PMO pamapeto pake, chifukwa zinthu ziwirizi zimagwirizana kwambiri nditakhala ndi chizolowezi kwa nthawi yayitali.
Ndinakhala masiku oposa 100 opanda O, ndipo tsopano ndili ndi chibwenzi changa (chatsopano) ndimatero. Amaganiza kuti dziko lapansi ndi lofunika kwambiri kwa ine chifukwa cha zimenezi, amandiyamikira ndipo amandilemekeza ndipo amadziwa kuti n'zosowa kuti munthu azidziletsa kwambiri... koma kwenikweni ndinalibe kudziletsa konse poyamba.
Sindinathe kufika masiku a 7 koma pamapeto pake ndidatero. Kenako sindinathe kufika masiku 14. Kenako sindinathe masiku 30. Ndinapitabe bwino. Ndinapitilizabe kumenya mbiri yanga yatsopano. Pambuyo pa masiku 50 ndimamva ngati ndidayambiranso. Zolimbikitsazo zinali zosavuta kunena kuti ayi pambuyo pake ndipo zidakalipo.
Ndimangotenga PMO ngati mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa ndimatha kubwerera m'mbuyo. Mpaka mutanyozedwa ndi izo, muzidana nazo, ndikumverera ngati zopanda pake mukayambiranso, simudzachita bwino. Pitirizani zolinga zanu, pitirizani kuyang'ana kauntala yanu, ndipo pitirizani kumenya zolemba zanu. Mumangolephera mukasiya.
Pitirizani kumenyana.
LINK - Nkhani yanga yopambana (pomaliza)
by RDT