Ndili ndi zaka za m'ma 50 ndipo ndinayamba zaka 12. Ndinapunthwa ndi magazini omwe abambo anga adapeza ndipo pambuyo pake kusonkhanitsa matepi awo a kanema. Ndinazunzidwa ndili mwana ndipo ndimagwiritsa ntchito ngati ndodo. Nditakula ndinali ndi stash yanga. Ndiye pamene intaneti inafika inali smorgasbord ya misewu yopita ku chizolowezi chozama. Ndikakhala ndi zomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi tsiku loyipa kapena kupsinjika mtima, ndidangodzitaya ndekha m'njira yoyipa.
Tsopano ndinali ndi zibwenzi ndipo moyo wanga unakhala wabwino: ntchito yabwino, akazi, ndi maulendo….koma sindinali ine. Ndikayang’ana m’mbuyo kumwerekera kumeneku kunawononga ukwati wanga woyamba ndipo sindinali wokhulupirika, ndipo kunena zoona ndinakhumudwitsa ena mwa kuyesa nthaŵi zonse kupeza chinthu china. Ndinali wosungulumwa ndipo sindinkafuna kukhala ndi anthu pokhapokha nditakhala ....ndiye ndinkaona ngati ndikuchita sewero. Ndinkangofuna kubisala ndi chizoloŵezi changa ndikuwona zomwe anthu ena amawakhumbira. Ngakhale nditakhala ndi munthu sindikanatha kuchita momwe ndimafunira pokhapokha nditakhala ndi malingaliro oyipa.
Pambuyo pake ndinali ndi mwayi wopeza mnzanga wapamtima ndikukwatiwanso, koma ndikanathanso kuzemba …..ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndakhala wodziwa kubisa chizolowezichi.
Tsiku lina ndinadzuka ndikuganiza kuti sindinapitirirepo mwezi umodzi (kungokhala ndi mphamvu) ndipo chizoloŵezichi chinali ndi ine pafupifupi zaka 400…..Sindikudziwa kuti ndine ndani chifukwa sindinadzipereke ndekha. Ubongo wanga udamira mu dopamine kotero idabedwa ndipo sinagwire ntchito momwe idapangidwira. Palibe zodabwitsa kuti ndinali wotayika.
Ndinadziuza ndekha kuyesa tsiku limodzi panthawi, ndipo nthawi ino yesani kulingalira ndikugwiritsa ntchito zida.
Mvetserani NGATI Ndingathe….. Mutha kuchita izi!!!! Zaka 40 za kumwerekera zapita. Mphamvu zazikulu?!? Ine ndimawatcha iwo INE REAL.
Kulingalira kunali kosintha masewera. Sizinangondithandiza kumenya chinthu chovuta kwambiri chomwe ndidakumana nacho…. zinathandiza mbali zina za moyo wanga!
Ndakhala m'banja ndi mkazi wanga kwa zaka pafupifupi 10 ndipo kugonana ndi kugwirizana ndi zodabwitsa kachiwiri. Ndikugwira ntchito ndikuseweranso nyimbo.
Mawu ndi malingaliro omwe ali m'mutu mwanga amakhala abwino tsopano. Panopa ndimaona anthu ngati anthu osati zinthu. Zinthu zomwe sindinazizindikire tsopano zimandipangitsa kuyima ndikumwetulira. INDE NDIKUmwetulira Zenizeni Tsopano.
Zinali ngati kuti ineyo ndimadziwa kuti ndinali m'menemo potsiriza ndinali WAULERE!