Zaka 18 - Ndikumva ngati ndine mwamuna tsopano. Ndapha chizolowezi chowonera chomwe chandivutitsa kwazaka zisanu ndi chimodzi.

Kotero dzulo linalemba masiku 100 pa NoFap. Ndikuganiza kuti kuchita izi mwina ndi lingaliro labwino kwambiri lomwe ndidapanga m'moyo wanga mpaka pano.

Ndidayamba kuwonetsedwa zolaula ndili ndi zaka khumi ndi chimodzi, ndipo ndidataya pomwepo mpaka pafupifupi khumi ndi zinayi, pomwe ndimawerenga nkhani yokhudza momwe zimawonongera kwa anyamata. Ndinayesa zaka zitatu kuti ndisiye, ndimachita bwino mosiyanasiyana, koma sizinakhalepo. Ndikuganiza kuti limba lalitali kwambiri lomwe ndidakhala nalo lisanafike masiku khumi ndi limodzi.

Ndikukumbukira ndikuwerenga blog ndi mnyamata yemwe amagawana dzina langa, ndipo nkhani yake imamveka ngati yanga. Anali ndi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi ziwiri pomwe adalemba kuti pamapeto pake adagonjetsa chizolowezi chake, ndipo ndizowona kuti ndikuyang'ana kumbuyo ndili ndi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi ziwiri ndikuti ndili pamalo omwewo.

Ndikhala wowona mtima za NoFap.

Moyo wopanda PMO ndi wabwinoko. Sindinawone kuti ikuchita zozizwitsa. Sindinakhale wodzidalira kwambiri, kapena wokongola kwa atsikana. NoFap, m'malingaliro mwanga, imangokhala yokhudza malingaliro monga zakuthupi osati kuseweretsa maliseche. Chiyambireni kusiya ndimadzimva kuti ndine waukhondo. Bini langa silikudzaza ndi zilonda. Sindikudandaula za aliyense amene angafunefune kusaka kwanga.

Tsiku lina nditakhala mfulu kwa milungu iwiri, ndinapeza kuti zinali zophweka. Sindinkaganiziranso za izi. Ndapeza kuti ndikangobwezeretsa nthawi yomwe ndimakonda kuchita china chake, ndichite chizolowezi ndikupewa zoyambitsa nthawi zina, ndizotheka. Khulupirirani ine, ndinamenya nkhondo yolimbana ndi zolaula kwa theka la moyo wanga wachinyamata ndipo sindinachite izi nditayamba kuchita bwino. Musadzilole nokha kuchita kalikonse.

Ndikumva ngati ndine mwamuna tsopano. Ndili pafupi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu, ndipo ndapha chizolowezi choyipa chomwe chandivutitsa kwazaka zisanu ndi chimodzi. Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi, koma ndimakhala ndi maso komanso nditamasuka, ndidzakhala wokonzeka ngati moyo unganditsogolere. Ndine wonyada kwambiri kukhala m'gulu la 1%.

Ndinakhala nthawi yayitali ndikuyesera kulephera, ndinabwereranso kangapo, koma tsiku linafika pamene ndinataya zofuna zanga zomaliza. Tsiku limenelo linali masiku 101 apitawo. Aliyense wa inu yemwe akadali komwe ndimakhala akhoza kukhala komwe ndili pano. Ndimawona dera lino ngati abale anga. Pitirizani kumenya nkhondo yabwino.

LINK - Nkhani Yanga ndi NoFap - Masiku 100 (Pochedwa pang'ono)

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