Chifukwa chake ndakwanitsa masiku 90 oyera. Ndipo ndikuti oyera chifukwa ndi momwe ndimamverera ndikagona tsiku lililonse: oyera. Ndipo mumagona bwino mukakhala ndi chikumbumtima choyera. Mpaka pano ndimakhala wamanyazi komanso wopanda chilango, nthawi zonse ndimapeza zifukwa zosachita zinthu mwina chifukwa chotopetsa kapena chifukwa chongotaya nthawi.
Mukudziwa, sindimakhulupirira mulungu, ndipo m'moyo wanga wonse, ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito izi ngati chowiringula kuti ndisakhale mtundu wabwino kwambiri wa ine, chifukwa chokhala waulesi komanso wopanda chilango, chifukwa, palibe mulungu amene amatanthauza chabwino kapena cholakwika . Zikupezeka kuti pali chinyengo china pazonsezi.
Ngakhale ndikukhulupirirabe kuti palibe chabwino ndi cholakwika, m'masiku onsewa pomwe sindinathetsere malingaliro anga ndi zolaula, Youtube kapena makanema apavidiyo, ndapeza china mwaumunthu mkati mwanga, china chomwe chimandipangitsa kuchita zinthu zazikulu ndikugonjetsa ndekha
Kunja kwa ine, ndapeza china chowopsa kwambiri osati kwa anthu okha, koma kwa zamoyo zonse. Kulikonse komwe mungayang'ane tsopano, tikugulitsidwa nthawi zonse malingaliro akuti timafunikira izi ndi izi kuti tikhale achimwemwe, kuti ngati tili achisoni ndichifukwa chakuti sitinayesebe foni yatsopano X kapena chifukwa sitinapezebe izi mndandanda wosangalatsa wa TV. Ndikulankhula za kuledzera.
Kodi mudawonapo zomwe zimachitika ndi chiweto chilichonse mukamawagwiritsa ntchito mopitilira muyeso? Ngakhale simulankhula galu, ndili ndi chitsimikizo kuti ngati mumayang'anitsitsa galu wonenepa, mudzawona china chake cholakwika, ngati chatopa kapena mwina ndichisoni, ndani akudziwa. Koma ndikosavuta kuwona kuti pali china chake cholakwika.
Kuledzera ndi chinthu chovuta. Ndiwo matenda komanso chizindikiro. Ichi ndi matenda, chifukwa monga momwe tikudziwira kale mu Forumyi, zimatichotsera ife kudziko lenileni ndipo zimatipangitsa ife kukhumudwa: timangokhala opanda pake.
Chifukwa chake chimwemwe chokhalitsa nthawi yayitali sichimvetsetsa bwino, komabe nthenda ya ubongo ikupita patsogolo kwambiri pambali iyi posachedwapa. Koma palinso chizindikiro, chizindikiro cha kutaya chikhulupiriro chathu mwa ife eni komanso m'tsogolo. Chizindikiro cha kusasamala dziko lapansi ndi kusakhoza kukhala pachibwenzi ndi anthu, kukhala wodwala ngakhale m'malo odzaza.
Pambuyo paulendo wonsewu, ndikhulupilira kuti akatswiri ambiri azindikira kuti kuzolowera kulibe mawonekedwe. Ndichinthu chosamveka bwino, chakupha chopanda mawonekedwe chomwe chimalowa m'maganizo ndipo chimakhala chovuta kuchichotsa chifukwa sungaziloze mwachindunji. Ilipo, koma palibe paliponse. Mumayamba kuchita manyazi nokha, ziribe kanthu momwe mungayesere kupeza zomwe mukuchita, chifukwa mkati mwanu mukudziwa kuti mukungosiya ndikuthawa mavuto. Popeza mumadzichitira nokha manyazi, simungayang'ane anthu m'maso mwanu osadziona kuti ndinu otsika kwa iwo, ndipamene nthawi yomwe nkhawa zamagulu zimayambira, chizindikiritso chodziwika bwino pakukonda kulikonse.
Nthawi ikamapita, chomwe chinali chokwanira kuti musokonezeke pamavuto anu chimangokhala chotopetsa ndipo mumayamba kusowa chidwi. Koma kulimbikitsidwa kowonjezereka kumatanthauza nthawi yocheperako kuti malingaliro apumule, ndipo palibe amene akudziwa motsimikiza chifukwa chake malingaliro amafunika kupumula, koma tikudziwa motsimikiza kuti amafunikira komanso zotsatira zakusalola kutero: kuda nkhawa , kukhumudwa, ubongo wa ubongo… Choyipa chachikulu cha izi ndi ubongo wa muubongo. Zimamveka ngati mukukumana ndi moyo ndikumverera kwanu mkati mwa kuwira, kotero chilichonse chomwe moyo ungakupatseni kuthawa chizolowezichi sichikufikirani, kapena chimafooka kotero kuti simukuchiwona.
Ndipo sindingathe kutsindika izi mokwanira, chifukwa sindikungonena zongotengeka mtima. Ndikulumbira kuti pakatha masiku 90 nditsuka khutu langa ndi vayolini yasintha kwambiri ndipo chakudya chimakoma bwino, mpaka pano nditha kusiyanitsa kukoma kwa zakudya zina zomwe zimawoneka chimodzimodzi mpaka pano.
Ndikuganiza kuti izi ziyenera kukhala zokwanira kufotokozera mowa; tsopano ndi nthawi yogawana phindu limene ndapeza ndikupereka chiyembekezo kwa wina aliyense amene amawerenga izi.
Kotero monga ndanenera, ndimamva kuti ndili ndi moyo, ndipo ndimamva zambiri. Ndinayamba kukonda zolaula pafupifupi 10, ndipo kuyambira pamenepo (ndili ndi zaka 19) Ndakhala ndikulephera kudziwa zambiri pamoyo wanga: Ndimadya moperewera ndipo sindinayeseko kulawa chakudya, ndimadana ndi masewera chifukwa ndimangomva kuwawa pomwe ndinali wamantha pakumva kulimbitsa thupi komanso kukhala wathanzi, sindinkawona kukongola kwa masamu pomwe pano ndiye likulu la moyo wanga, ndimayenera kuphulitsa makutu anga ndi chitsulo champhamvu kwambiri chifukwa ine sindimamva kalikonse ndi nyimbo zachikale ndipo tsopano ndikuphunzira kusewera vayolini, kumwetulira kwa msungwana sikunatanthauze kanthu kwa ine pomwe pano kumandipangitsa kukhala wamoyo kwathunthu ndikumamamatira. Ndikumva kuti ndili ndi moyo, ndipo ndimamva zambiri.
Nthawi iliyonse yomwe mukulimbikitsidwa, musaganize za iwo ngati kupweteka kwa bulu: pokhapokha zikavuta ndiye kuti mukuwongolera kudziletsa kwanu ndikukankhira kuledzera. Koma osapita kukawafunafuna, ndipo chifukwa cha izi ndikutanthauza kusinthasintha, zidzangobweretsanso, ndikhulupirireni. Ndipo ngakhale zitatero, muyenera kuganizira za chizolowezi chilichonse ngati ubale woopsa womwe muyenera kutaya konse.
Monga momwe simumatha kuyang'ana pa wakale yemwe amamuyang'ana / zithunzi zake, muyenera kuchotsa chilichonse pamoyo wanu chomwe chimakukumbutsani zolaula, ndipo ndikulimbikitsani kuthana ndi makanema apaintaneti ndi intaneti (zachidziwikire, zokhazokha zokhazokha za intaneti ngati zoulutsira mawu ndi youtube, palibe cholakwika kugwiritsa ntchito wikipedia, osafunikira kunena).
Chifukwa chake mawu omwe andilimbikitsa masiku ano ndi mawu oti Aristotle akuti: "Ndife zomwe timachita mobwerezabwereza. Kuchita bwino, ndiye, sichinthu, koma chizolowezi ”.
Simumenya zolaula mukadali oledzera, chifukwa omwe amamwa mankhwalawa samenya zomwe amakonda mpaka atasiya.
Muyenera kukhala ngati munthu wathanzi m'mbali zonse za moyo. Yesetsani kugwira ntchito molimbika ngati simuthawa mavuto chifukwa chakumwa kwanu, mverani anthu ngati kuti vuto lanu silinakukhumudwitseni kucheza ndi anthu, khalani olimba mtima ngati kuti simunataye mtima. Chifukwa ngati ungakhale chidakwa, umasalabe.
Kuwonongeka ndikofunikira pazonsezi. Vuto lofuna zochuluka kwambiri, ndikuti timayamba kudalira zinthu kapena anthu, chifukwa chake timakhala ndi nkhawa nthawi zonse chifukwa mawa izi zitha kutha, atha kuchoka, akhoza kutitaya… Ndipo tichita chiyani ngati tikuwafuna?
Ndikuganiza kuti chifukwa chake mbadwo wathu umakanikizika kwambiri, monga momwe tawonetsera m'mabuku ambiri, sikuti tikuyenera kugwira ntchito zambiri, koma chifukwa chakuti tikusowa zambiri ndipo sitidziwa koma nthawi zonse timadandaula chifukwa chosakhala ndi foni yabwino, kuti tiyang'ane chikwi Zambiri zomwe zimangokhala zokondweretsa kwambiri, ndi zina zotero.
Apanso, musamachite zinthu ngati osokoneza bongo. Zachidziwikire, pemphani thandizo kwa bwenzi lenileni ngati mukufunikiradi nthawi ina, koma yesetsani kudzidalira, chifukwa kumva kuti kuthekera kodzichitira nokha ndiye njira yabwino kwambiri yothetsera nkhawa, podziwa kuti zinthu zikalakwika, adzakhala ndi mphamvu zofunikira kuti apitirize.
Filosofi yanga kumoyo yasintha kwambiri. Ndinkadzimvera chisoni kwambiri, ndipo ndinagonjetsedwa mosavuta pamene ndimayenera kugwira ntchito kwa maminiti asanu kuti ndipeze zomwe ndinkafuna, chifukwa ndinakulira ndi mavidiyo ojambula zithunzi ndi zolaula komanso nthawi zonse ndikusangalala nazo. lingaliro lakuti ndingathe kuchita chilichonse mwa masekondi angapo, kotero sindinayambe nthawi yambiri ndikukwaniritsa chinachake.
Koma sizili choncho. Sindiimira pano: kungosiya zolaula sikokwanira.
Maloto anga m'moyo ndikukhala katswiri wamasamu, koma kuti ndichite izi ndiyenera kuphunzira kuyika chidwi changa pazomwe ndikuchita, ndikuyang'ana kwa nthawi yayitali, ndikukhala munyanja yosangalatsa nthawi yomweyo sikuthandiza .
Komabe ndimakhalabe wotsimikiza za izi, chifukwa ngati ndingathe kuchita zabwino ngakhale zonsezi, ndikudziwa kuti ndidzakhala wochuluka kwambiri ngati ndikudziphunzitsa kuti ndikhale wokhutira kwambiri tsiku ndi tsiku.
Mwinamwake mwakhala mukuganiza kale: Kodi mungaphunzitse bwanji kupirira kwanu ndi kuganizira tsiku lililonse? Chabwino, pepani chifukwa chokhala wamba, koma inde, kusinkhasinkha.
Nthawi zonse ndimasinkhasinkha mphindi makumi awiri ndisanagone, koma kuti ndikhale wocheperako pang'ono, ndimatha kukuwuzani kuti kusinkhasinkha kwa "monk" sindiko kokha kusinkhasinkha, kapena osati njira yokhayo yophunzitsira chidwi chanu.
Ngati mupita kunja ndi anzanu, mvetserani zomwe akunena ndi malankhulidwe awo, ndikupanga kuyesetsa kuti mumvetse zambiri momwe mungathere pokambirana. Ngati mukuchita masewera, musamaphunzitse ndi nyimbo koma m'malo mwake kumbukirani thupi lanu ndikuyesetsa kuti malingaliro anu asatengeke. Ngati mukuwerenga, musakhudze foni ndikuyesetsa kuti mumvetsetse malingaliro anu.
Nthawi yathu pano ili yochepa, choncho lembani moyo wanu ndi zochitika zokhutiritsa ndikukhala moyo mwathunthu mwa kumvetsera mwatsatanetsatane.
Ngati mumamva kuti mukuyesedwa kuti mugwererenso, kumbukirani kuti pakuchita zimenezi mukuwonjezera kutalika kwa ubongo wanu miyezi yambiri ndipo izi zikutanthauza kuti mutaya zambiri zomwe mukukumana nazo pamoyo wanu, komanso kuti mutakhalabe oyera, mudzakhala olimba kwambiri kusangalala ndi moyo.
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