Mzere wanga wabwino kwambiri unali masiku 61, ndili patsiku 4 ndipo ndiwo malo anga oyamba kulowa pano, chifukwa chake ndikupepesa ndikulakwitsa, chilankhulo changa si Chingerezi (ndinadziphunzitsa Chingerezi) ngati Ndalakwitsa kunena zinazake kapena mawu ena samamveka bwino muzikumbukirabe.
Ndimayang'ana pawindo langa mphindi 5 zapitazo, ndipo ndinawona anyamata ndi atsikana akuyankhula mokweza ndikusangalala, ndinakwiya koyamba pamene anali kupanga phokoso pa 3am, koma pansi, pansi pansi ndimamva ngati Zomwe ndimangofuna ndikupanga kukhala mgululi.
Amisinkhu yawo ili pakati pa 14 mpaka 16 wazaka, chabwino, ndimamva zoyipa kwambiri chifukwa sindinakhalepo ndi anzanga oti ndipite nawo pamsinkhu umenewo, anzanga omwe ndimakhala nawo amakhala ndi osewera ngati ine.
Ndine wazaka 19, 6.ft wamtali (1.84 mita) ndipo komwe ndimakhala avareji ndi mita 1.72, ndipo sindikuyang'ana konse.
Chabwino, ndikungomva ngati ndikungowononga moyo wanga ndipo zimandipweteka kwambiri, kusewera masewera ndi osayankhula, zonse zomwe ndikupeza pa intaneti ndizopanda pake, chifukwa tsiku lina masewera adzatsekedwa ndipo zinthu zonse zomwe ndagonjetsa zidzatero kupita, koma choyipitsitsa kuposa icho, nthawi yanga idzakhalanso.
Ndidakwaniritsa masiku 60, munali mu Disembala, munthawi imeneyo I SOMEHOW ndidapeza chibwenzi (yemwe ndidataya sabata la 1 pambuyo pake) ndipo ndidagonana koyamba.
Achinyamata ambiri pano ndi anamwali, ndipo kunena zowona, zogonana sizabwino kwenikweni, palibe cholakwika pokhala namwali.
Masiku a 60 anali osalala komanso abwino, ndinali wokondwa kwambiri ndipo ndimamva bwino kwanthawi yoyamba mzaka 10.
Ndinayamba PMO ndili ndi zaka 9, kotero PMO imakhala yolimba muubongo wanga kwa zaka 10.
Pambuyo pa masiku 60 ndidakwanitsa masiku ena 40, koma tsopano ndamaliza sukulu, ndimaliza maphunziro, 100% ndamaliza sukulu, ndipo sindinachoke panyumba pambuyo pa 2020, tsiku lililonse la 2021 lomwe ndimakhala kunyumba, miyezi 5 kale.
Sindikudziwa momwe ndithandizire kusiya izi ndikukhala wolimba m'moyo, ndikulemba izi ndikuyembekeza kuti ndithandizidwe, chifukwa gulu laubongo limaganizira bwino lomwe.
Manyazi amoyo wonse, masiku 60 aulemerero, ndi momwe ndimafotokozera moyo wanga.
Ndikudziwa zambiri zama psychology, chisinthiko, NLP, ndipo zimangondipangitsa kuyipa kwambiri polankhula ndi anthu.
Kodi muli ndi zovuta zilizonse? Ndine wokonzeka kuchita chilichonse kuti ndisiye kukhala wopanda chiyembekezo.
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