Zaka 19 - Ngakhale msungwana wamba amakhala wokongola kwambiri, amadzimva wamphamvu

Ndikudziwa kuti papita kanthawi kuchokera pomwe ndidalemba zolemba, koma ndikufuna kugawana nawo zomwe ndakwanitsa kulimbikitsa ena, sindikukhulupirira kuti padutsa mwezi umodzi kuchokera pomwe ndidachita PMO, Ndizosangalatsa kungoganiza za izi, nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndidalemba izi zaka zapitazo, ndimaganiza ku 2017.

Mapindu pakadali pano:
- Izi ndizodabwitsa, koma ndimayang'ana atsikana mosiyana, ngati ndikuwona msungwana wamba wokongola kwambiri.
- Maganizo anga ndi malingaliro anga adakula kwambiri.
- Ndinayamba kudzikonda ndekha, ndikudzidalira kwambiri, ndipo ndimatha kuthana ndi zovuta molimbika kwambiri.
- Ndataya mozungulira 3kg
- Ndawona kusintha m'moyo wanga wamagulu, ndimatuluka mnyumba pafupipafupi, ndikutsimikiza kuti izi zikhala bwino ndikadakhala woyera mwezi wina kapena iwiri.

Zovuta ndi zoyipa zake:
- pa Tsiku 23 sindikutsimikiza, ndikuganiza pakati pa 23-25, ndidamva kupweteka kwambiri pakati pa mipira ndi miyendo yanga, sindinathe kukweza mwendo wanga wakumanja kuposa mainchesi angapo, ndimamva ngati ndili Zolemetsa ngati ndimafunikira kena kake kuti ndithetse lmao, ndinadziuza kuti ubongo wanga umandinyengerera kulowa PMO, ndipo ndinali kulondola, patatha masiku awiri, ndachiritsidwa.
- Pa Tsiku 32, ndinayamba kulimbikitsidwa, koma palibe chodandaula, ndimamva ngati ndikutha kuthana ndi zolimbikitsanso kuposa momwe ndimagwiritsirira ntchito.
- Kukhumudwa pang'ono kumayimba. (Mwinanso ubongo wanga umazolowera PMO ndikupangitsa kuti ndikhumudwe nthawi zina?)

Ndikadali ndi njira yowonekera, ndipo ichi ndi chiyambi chabe.
Ndikusinthirani anyamata pacholinga changa chotsatira, (Masiku 60), ndikukhulupirira, ndikwaniritsa izi kumapeto kwa Seputembala, ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti ndikwaniritsa.

Zikomo powerenga, komanso zabwino zonse kwa onse!

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by Mbadwo Watsopano