Zakhala bwanji anyamata! Ndafikira m'mawa uno ngati zachilendo ndipo ndazindikira kuti ndili patsiku langa la 60th !! Pamapeto pa lero, ngati sindidzabwereranso (tsiku la 1 panthawi), ndidzakhala ndikugunda miyezi iwiri osati popanda zolaula (Ndakhala ndikupitirira miyezi iwiri popanda izi) koma osasokoneza maliseche! Kwenikweni sindinaganize kuti ndikafika kuno. Tbh. Mzere wotalika kwambiri womwe ndidakhalapo nawo anali masiku a 28, ndipo anali kamodzi kapena kawiri kokha.
Ndimakumbukira m'mbuyomu ndikamenya pafupifupi mwezi umodzi, ndimakhala wowopsa kwambiri. Ndiyenera kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ngati kawiri patsiku kuti ndisadzitsike. Zasintha tsopano.
Kwa masabata asanu ndi awiri apitawa ndakhala ndili pamsasa wachilimwe ngati mlangizi pamsasa, zomwe zidathandizadi. Ndinali ndimaganiza kuti mwina ndimalimbikitsidwa nthawi yonse yomwe ndinali kumeneko, chifukwa choti ndinali wotanganidwa kwambiri nthawi zonse, ndipo nthawi yanga yopuma ndinali wotopa kwambiri kuti ndisachite chilichonse.
AMATSITSA ONSE POPANDA KUTI. KHALANI NAWO BUSY. Zimathandiza.
Chiyambireni kubwerera kunyumba, ndazindikira kuti anthu amatanthauza chiyani POSALEKA KUTI ANTHU AKHALE PANSI. Ngakhale ndili ndi maso apangano, sindinakhazikitse mnzanga woyankha mlandu (Kuchita izi ndikafika ku koleji mawa), ndipo sabata ino yakhala yovuta kwenikweni. Ndimaganiza kuti ndapita nthawi yayitali osasokoneza zinali zosatheka. Kwa masiku 5 oyambilira ndidabwerera, ndimazungulira tsiku lililonse. Awiri mwa masiku amenewo ndidatha kuyang'ana mitundu yama bikini. Bulu wosalakwitsa walakwitsa. Sindinasokoneze, koma ndinazindikiranso kufunikira kosachita izi. Kuti asalole konse.
Ndiye ndipomwe ndakhala ndikupita miyezi iwiri yapitayi. Izi ndizosiyana zomwe ndazindikira.
Mpaka pomwepo, ndinali ndi chigamba chenicheni. Zitha kukhala kuti miyezi ingapo ya 3-4 kuyambira nditadutsa milungu yopitilira 2 popanda PMOing, ndipo ndimakayikira kwambiri zabwino za nofap. Ndimadabwa ngati zabwino zonse zomwe ndidakumana nazo m'mbuyomu zimangokhala zotsatira za placebo. Iwo sali.
Kuyambira pano, ndimadzuka 7:00 AM m'mawa uliwonse. (osagunda snooze, ndizofunika kwambiri kwa ine, ndine snoozer woyipitsitsa). Ndimadzuka, ndimatenga shawa lozizira la 2-3 miniti, kutsuka mano ndi kumeta. Bwererani m'chipinda changa, lembani zolemba, ndi kuyala kama wanga. (Kalembedwe kazankhondo! Kodi mukuzikonza nokha ngati simukutuluka lmao!) Kenako ndimatsikira, ndikumwa madzi a tiyi, kutsuka mbale, kuyala zovala zambiri, kuphika phala, ndikukhala ndikupemphera kwa mphindi zochepa. Ichi ndichinthu chatsiku ndi tsiku. Zochitika m'mawa ndi anyamata ofunikira kwambiri. Kenako ndimayang'ana nkhani ndi izi. Palibe anyamata ochezera. Chotsani izi.
(Ndikuyesera kuti ndiyang'ane momwe ndikuchitira moyenera poyamba ndisanakhumudwe)
Ndazindikira kuti pakadali pano palibe amene angakane pamene ndikufuna kuti ndichite zinazake. Mukudziwa momwe mumaganizira nthawi zonse za malingaliro kapena mapulani oti muchite koma osazichita? Ndinali wotero. Sabata ino, ndimakhala ndikulimbana ndi vuto loti nyumba zanga zanyumba zaku koleji sizimatha kuyika chotseka chotseka pakhomo (Amapita mpaka kudenga), chifukwa chake ndidapita ku sitolo ya zida, ndidapeza Zinthu, ndikumanga kapalasiti kamene nditha kulumikiza ndi mipando yanga. Sindingakhale ndikulimbikitsidwa kuti ndichite zinthu zosavuta miyezi iwiri yapitayo.
Chabwino, pamabwera mndandanda wa mfundo zazambiri. MALANGIZO OCHEDWA:
- Mkhalidwe wogona (osagwirizana mwachindunji, ndidadula tiyi kapena khofi) Pakali pano)
- Kudzipereka. Nditha kumamatira ndi china chake m'malo modandaula masiku angapo.
- Chikoka ndi chidwi cha moyo. Ndikumva ngati ndikulimbikitsidwa kuti ndipambane. Ndili ndimapazi oyenda bwino ndipo ndigwedeza ndikangofika ku koleji. (junior chaka)
- Mwakuthupi, sindinachite zolimbitsa thupi ZONSE posachedwapa, koma ndili ndi ziwalo ndipo ndakhala ndikugwira ntchitozi. (Komanso, ngati wina amadziwa kupanga mapulani PLEASE ndidziwitse lmao kuti zinthuzo ndizovuta.) Ndiyamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi m'mawa kwanga ndikafika ku koleji.
- Mwamavuto, ngakhale nditakhala wotsika kwambiri, ndimamvabe ngati ngwazi. Ndikudziwa kuti kumverera kumatha, ndipo sindilamulidwa ndi malingaliro anga. Ndimalola kuti ziziyenda, komabe ndimakhalabe ndikudzidalira komwe kumadza ndi nofap.
- Nthawi zambiri, ndili pamalo pomwe sindipempha chidwi. Ndine womasuka kudziwa anyamata ndi atsikana (anthu chabe, osati kunena kuti ndine bi.), Koma sindiri wofunitsitsa kwambiri kukhala pachibwenzi. Ndikuyembekezera munthu woyenera. Ndikudziwa kuti ndili pamalo pomwe ndikadafuna ndikadatha kuyenda ndikutenga anthu ambiri omwe ndingakhale nawo chidwi, koma atsikana ambiri ndi aulesi kapena owononga ma atm. Kuyembekezera munthu wodzipereka komanso wolimbikitsidwa komanso wokhudzidwa ndi moyo. Ya mukudziwa zomwe ndikutanthauza?
- Pakati pa anthu, ndimakhalabe ndi "pang'ono" nkhawa zamagulu, koma ndinazindikira kuti zinayamba ndikafika kunyumba ndikuyamba kusintha. Ndinalibe vuto ili ndisanabwerere pafupifupi sabata yapitayo. Kuyankhula ndi 9 ndi 10 ndizabwinobwino, osati vuto. Ndine wofulumira kwambiri pamapazi anga, kukhala wochenjera mwachilengedwe, ndipo ndimamvadi kuti ndimasangalala kukhala pafupi.
- Kuyang'ana m'maso ndikwabwino. Ndikumvabe kuti pali kupita patsogolo komwe kungachitike, koma ndikumva ngati ndizomwe zili kumapeto kwanga kuposa kumapeto kwa chizolowezi changa ngati zili zomveka. Ndinali pa golosale ndipo ndinayang'ana maso ndi kalaliki wotentha m'chipindacho kwa masekondi 3-4 olimba (kwa wina kupyola chipinda chochuluka), ndipo ndinayang'ana kutali, koma sizinali chifukwa ndinali manyazi. Ndikumva ngati ndikuyang'ana maso, makamaka kudutsa zipinda ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zazikulu kwambiri zomwe mungachite modzidalira.
- Kupatula masiku angapo apitawa pomwe ndakhala ndikukongoletsa, mbolo yanga imamverera mwachilengedwe kwambiri. Ndinkakonda kufota pomwe ndimafuna PMO, ngati kuti anali wopusa ngati mukudziwa zomwe ndikutanthauza, tsopano zili ngati slinky yopachika. Pafupifupi kutalika kwazitali kuposa momwe zimakhalira kale, ndipo zosankha zanga ndizolimba kwambiri. Kutenga nkhuni zam'mawa zamphamvu kwambiri, sindikudziwa ngati sindinadziwe ndisanayambe, koma zilipo tsopano.
- Ndikumva bwino ndikamaganiza za atsikana ndikukhala pachibwenzi, ndimamva ngati kwanthawi yayitali sizingaganize zokondweretsa ine koma za iwo komanso ubale weniweni, ngati zili zomveka. Sindikumva kuti ndikudetsedwa ndikaganizira za atsikana.
- Komanso, ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri, wolowerera, wonenepa kwambiri, maola 8-10 patsiku videogame yomwe ndimasewera ndi nerd loser yemwe sanakhalepo ndi bwenzi. Pakadali pano ndili 6'0 ″, 165 LBS, yochepera 10% bodyfat, mapaketi sikisi, ntchito. (osayesera kudzitama. Zomwe ndikuyesera kunena ndikuti zabwino zonsezi zomwe ndimanena sizinali pomwepo pomwe ndinali wokonda zolaula. Zilibenso zatsopano kwa ine (osati zatsopano izi, koma Kuyambira pomwe ndinasiya zolaula ndikuchita maliseche)).
- (Ndikukhulupirira pali zowonjezereka pamndandandawu, koma sindingaganizenso za ma atm.)
- Zinthuzi zimagwira ntchito munthu. Sungani chikhulupiriro. Osataya mtima. Tsatirani zofuna zanu mwachidwi. Osateteza mtima wanu, kukhala otanganidwa, zabwino zonse.
LINK - Masiku a 60.
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