Ndiye ndinayamba bwanji kumwa mowa? Sindikukumbukira kwenikweni ndani kapena ndi chiyani chinandipatsa lingaliro lofufuza P. Koma ndikukumbukira kuti zinthu zinali paliponse, tv, sukulu, abwenzi, zikwangwani ndi zina zambiri. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidawonapo P anali ndi zaka 8 ndipo ndidayamba Mo'ing ndili ndi zaka 9. Ndidachita izi kangapo patsiku kwa zaka zopitilira 11.
Ndinakhala wamanyazi kwambiri, wopanikizika, wofooka, wopanda chidaliro konse, PMO idawononga kwambiri moyo wanga wonse waubwana / unyamata. Sindinachite bwino pasukulu, ndinalibe anzanga, Sindinakhalepo ndi bwenzi kapena sindinayankhulepo ndi mtsikana. Kuledzera kunakula kwambiri nditaika manja anga pa kirediti kadi ndipo ndalama zina ndinayamba kuzigwiritsa ntchito pazinthu zokhudzana ndi PMO, sindingafotokozere mwatsatanetsatane koma mwina ndawononga mazana a mapaundi pazinthu zomwe sindinkafuna kwenikweni ndipo zinandichititsa ine zovulaza kwambiri kuposa zabwino, ndipo ndidapanga ma fetus ena panjira.
Ndidazindikira liti / Ndidayamba bwanji? Ndi nkhani yayitali kwambiri koma ndifupikitsa. Chifukwa chake sindinanenepo chipembedzo chilichonse, ndimangodziwa kuti mulungu alipo chifukwa ndizomwe ndimaphunzitsidwa kusukulu komanso ndi makolo anga. Ndili ndi zaka 18 ndidalowa mpingo wa LDS ndipo ndipamene ndidadziwa zamalamulo a kudzisunga kotero osagonana asanakwatirane komanso opanda PMO nkomwe. Ndinakhumudwa, ndinali wokwiya, wosokonezeka chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti sindingathe kuzisiya kapena kuzikambirana ndi aliyense. Koma popeza ndidaganiza zokhala m'gululi ndimafuna kuchita zonse zomwe ndingathe posunga malamulo ndikukhala ndekha labwino kwambiri.
Ndinayesa kusiya, ngakhale ndinali wokana. Ndidalimbikitsidwa kwambiri kuti ndiululire izi kwa bishopu wanga ndipo patadutsa milungu ingapo kwa makolo anga. Iwo anali ndipo amandithandizirabe ndipo ndikuthokoza kwamuyaya chifukwa cha izi koma mwatsoka sindinachite bwino kuzisiya. Zachidziwikire ndidachotsa zolemera m'mapewa mwanga koma ndinali nditakanikirabe. Ndikuganiza kuti njira yanga yabwino kwambiri inali ngati masiku awiri kapena atatu. Vuto linali loti sindimadziwa chilichonse chokhudza zoyipa za PMO, sizinadutse malingaliro anga kuti ndiziyang'ana pa intaneti, chifukwa chake zinali zachilendo ndipo ndichifukwa chake ndimavutika kusiya.
Chifukwa chake nditalimbana ndi miyezi pa 17th ya February ndidakhala ndi chidwi chachikulu chosiya. Nditangolandira vumbulutso lochokera kwa Mulungu. Zinkawoneka ngati wina amangonong'oneza nofap m'makutu mwanga. Ndinadabwa koma ndinachita chidwi kwambiri kotero ndinangoyiyang'ana ndipo tsamba loyamba lomwe ndadina silinali nofap, kumene 
Ndinazindikira nthawi yomweyo kuti uwu unali mwayi womaliza komanso wokha womwe ndinali nawo wosiya, motero osazengereza ndinasaina ndikuyamba kuwerenga, ndinadzazidwa ndi chiyembekezo komanso chisangalalo. Ndinathokoza Ambuye pondisonyeza njira. Nditadziwa kuti nofap inali chiyani ndinadziuza kuti ndiyenera kuchita izi mozama ndipo ndidatero. Ndi chithandizo cha Lords komanso anthu abwino amderali ndinakwanitsa kukhala oyera kuyambira Tsiku 1.
Sizinali zophweka, masabata oyamba a 3 anali gehena wokongola kwambiri. Ndakhala milungu iwiri ndikungowerenga nkhani za anthu, kudziphunzitsa ndekha, kumenya nkhondo zolimbikitsa, kutuluka kwambiri kuti ndikangodzisokoneza momwe ndingathere, koma nthawi zina ndimangomva kuti ndikulimbana ndi zolimbikitsazo. Mwamwayi ndinatha kukana. Ndimayenera kudzilankhulitsa ndekha nthawi zambiri, kupemphera kwambiri etc.
Pambuyo pa mwezi umodzi kapena apo zonse zidakhazikika ndipo ndidatha kuyang'ana kwambiri zolinga zanga. Kenako kutseka kwa covid 19 kudayamba kotero ndidakhala kunyumba ndi makolo anga. Ndinayambiranso kulimbitsa thupi, nditatha miyezi iwiri ndidayamba zovuta zatsiku la 2 zomwe ndidakwanitsa dzulo. Kuchotsa zanema zonse kupatula pa youtube chifukwa ndimayesedwa pafupipafupi, ndipo moona mtima ichi ndiye chisankho chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndidapanga mzaka zambiri. Kutsekedwa kumeneku kunali kopindulitsa kwa ine chifukwa ndinalibe mayesero ozungulira ine kotero kunali kosavuta kupeŵa, chinthu chokha chomwe ndimayenera kuthana nacho ndikulingalira ndikukhala kutali ndi intaneti.
Pambuyo pake zidamveka ngati ndikubwezeretsanso moyo wanga. Kuyambira tsiku 60 mpaka 70 chilichonse chinali changwiro ndinali ndi zolimbikitsa 0, malingaliro onyansa 0, ndinali kumwamba. Kuyambira tsiku 80 mpaka 90 zonse zidatsikira, ndikulimbikitsidwa, ndidamva koma ndidayipyola. Ndikutanthauza kuti ndizovuta kumva kuti muli pansi mukakhala ndi gulu lodabwitsa lomwe limakusangalatsani tsiku ndi tsiku. Zikomo kwambiri kwa aliyense.
Chabwino, ma Phindu ena a Nofap
- Sipadzakhalanso kulakwa ndi manyazi
- Kukhazikika kwa malingaliro
- Njira yowonjezera mphamvu komanso kudzidalira
- Tsitsi lochulukirapo
- Kugona pang'ono, zosavuta kudzuka
- Zochepa kupsinjika ndi nkhawa
- Mapemphero omasuka
Wonyada kukhala Fapstronaut
Kodi ndidachira pambuyo pa masiku 90? Ayi, ndili ndiulendo wautali patsogolo panga, ndizosavuta kukhala popanda PMO. Kuyambiranso kwamasiku awa a 90 ndikungofuna kuti ndiyambe, maziko anga ngati mukufuna. Ndimalimbanabe ndi zolimbikitsa nthawi zina, ndimakayikira koma ndi zokumana nazo zonse zomwe zinali zovuta kubwerera.
Zolinga zamtsogolo pa NoFap? Ndipitiliza. Ndikupitirirabe ndi magazini yanga ya tsiku ndi tsiku, ndidzakhalabe wokangalika momwe ndingathere, ndalandira thandizo la matani kuchokera kwa inu anyamata ndiye tsopano ndi nthawi yanga yobwezera zonse.
Ndizomwe ndili nazo abale ndi alongo. Mwina sindinatchule chilichonse ndikupepesa ngati izi zinali zazifupi kwambiri kapena sizinamveke konse, ndimakhala wolemba polemba chilichonse makamaka zikakhala za ine.
Uwu unali ulendo wopambana womwe sindidzaiwala, ive ndinali ndi mwayi wodziwa anthu ambiri odabwitsa, ndikupeza anzanga atsopano. Ndili wokondwa kwambiri chifukwa cha aliyense wa inu. Mulungu akudalitseni nonse.
Ndipo ngati wina wa inu akuwerenga ali ndi mafunso chonde musazengereze kufunsa.
LINK - Chiyeso changa cha 1st ku NoFap, ndinasiya masiku 90
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