Choyamba ndimangofuna kunena momwe tsamba ili ndilabwino, komanso momwe zandithandizira zaka zapitazi za 3. Ngakhale sindinakhalepo mtundu woti ndisaine ndikusinkhasinkha momwe ndidayendera, tsamba lachitukuko lakhala likuyembekeza nthawi yonseyi, ndipo popanda kupeza izi ndi YBOP ndikadakhala komweko kuti mulungu akudziwa kutalika kwake.
Zambiri za ine - Ndine mnyamata wazaka 19 yemwe ndimakhala ku Cornwall, England. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala woyenera komanso wogwira ntchito, ndipo sindingaganize kuti ndi munthu wonyansa, yemwe wakhala akulera kwathunthu osakwanitsa kugonana kapena kukonda aliyense kapena chilichonse. Mwinanso ndidapeza zolaula mozungulira 12/13, ndipo pazaka 7 zapitazi ndakhala ndikuyenda zonyansa, zodabwisa m'misewu yonse yolaula. Ngakhale sindinadziwe mosangalala, njira yokhutira yomweyo inali kundigwetsa ulesi pang'ono ndikumva chisoni, pomwe zinthu zazing'ono zomwe ndimakonda ndili mwana zinali chabe ntchito zomwe ndimayenera kuchita tsiku lililonse kuti ndizimva kukhala wofunika pagulu. Kusangalala, chikhalidwe, banja, masewera, mumangotchula dzina. Mukadutsa gawo ili ndipamene mumazindikira kuti mukungoyenda m'moyo mopanda tanthauzo lililonse, kapena chikondi. Sindingafotokozere mwatsatanetsatane zomwe ndidawonera, kapena momwe ndidaziwonera, koma ndikunena motsimikiza kuti vuto langa linali loipa kwambiri ngati lomwe ndidawerenga patsamba lino. Kuyeserera kulikonse pazaka zapitazi za 3 kwakhala kovuta, kochititsa manyazi poyesayesa kuyesa kukhazikitsa erection osakhutira ndi zomwe sizinachitike. Choyipa chachikulu pazonsezi ndikuti ndimaganiza kuti izi zinali zabwinobwino, ndikuti ndikangofika kunyumba zilibe kanthu, chifukwa ndimatha kuyatsa kompyuta yanga ndikuloleza kuyamwa moyo wanga ndikundipangitsa kumva bwino. Sindinakonde aliyense. Banja, abwenzi, atsikana, onse anali anthu omwe ndimalankhula nawo opanda tanthauzo. Zinali zaka 3 zapitazo ndidapunthwa patsamba lino.
Ndikulemba izi pakadutsa miyezi 6 nditatha kuonera zolaula zamtundu uliwonse.
Mukayamba ulendo wanu, ndi zovuta kulingalira momwe zimakhalira zovuta. Si nkhani yongogwedezeka, kumva kuti ndinu osayeneranso kuyang'ana zolaula, ndikulimbana kosalekeza kwa malingaliro anu ndi thupi lanu momwe ubongo wanu umalira ndi chinthu chodabwitsachi chomwe ndichokhutira pomwepo. Ndinkasunga zolemba zanga, zomwe zinali zazitali kwambiri m'zaka za 3 kukhala masiku a 40, ndipo ndidamva wopanda pake nthawi imeneyo. Ndinkakonda kwambiri atsikana, ndinali (osachita khama) kugwira ntchito tsiku lililonse, kuphunzira kuphika, kuchita bwino ku koleji osati kusuta udzu. Koma zomwe ndikudziwa pano ndikuti si vuto longopita masiku a 40 ndikuyembekezera zonse kukhala zabwino, ngakhale pang'ono pokha. Iyenera kukhala moyo wamoyo, sungaganizire zolaula kuti zolaula ziyenera kukhala gawo la moyo wako. Taya malingaliro aliwonse monga 'ndikangoonera pompano, m'masabata a 2 ndikumva momwe ndikhalira tsopano' (imodzi yomwe imandibwezera m'mbuyo). Pali china chake chowopsa kumapeto kwa masiku a 40, ndipo malingaliro anga nthawi yomweyo adadumphira ku zolaula ngati njira yothana ndi vutoli, ndipamene ndidadziwa kuti sindinachiritsidwe. Chomwe ndaphunzira ndikuti ngati mutembenukira ku zolaula ngati njira yothawira moyo uliwonse, simudzatha kukula monga munthu komanso kuthana ndi zochitika zenizeni m'moyo monga munthu wamba. Ichi ndichifukwa chake nthawi zomwe malingaliro ofuna kuonera zolaula ali nthawi yayitali kwambiri, nthawi yabwino kwambiri yochira ndikuchira.
Ndikusiya njira - zomwe miyezi 6 yandichitira.
Miyezi yoyamba ya 3 ya moyo wanga waulere wolaula idakhala zaka zambiri ndikuyenda ku Asia (nthawi zambiri wophunzira wazaka zomwe ndimamudziwa). Kwambiri nthawi imeneyo ndinalibe intaneti, motero ndimakakamizidwa kuthana ndi zomwe zachotsedwa ndipo moyo wanga ungandipeze. Ndinaponyedwa kumapeto kwenikweni, koma ndinganene moona mtima kuti popanda miyezi ya 3 yoyendayo sindikadachiritsidwa. Zinandikakamiza kuti ndizilakalaka kwambiri zinthu, kuti ndiziganiza ndekha, kumalumikizana ndi anthu pafupipafupi, komanso kusowa banja langa ngati kuti sindibwerera mawa. Ndinkachita bwino kwambiri pa ulendowu, komanso ndizokolera kwambiri. Ndinalira kwa nthawi yoyamba mzaka mkati mwa mwezi wa 2nd. Osangokhala misozi yaying'ono, ndikutanthauza kuti mchipinda changa chogona alendo, ndikuthamangitsa maso anga mkati mwamalo koma ndikumverera modabwitsa nthawi yomweyo. Ndingathe kufotokoza kuti ndikumverera kwaumunthu. Izi zidachitika kangapo paulendowu, iliyonse ikundipanga kukhala wamphamvu komanso wokondwa kuti ndimatha kumvanso zinthu, zidakhala ngati ndikubadwanso. Nditangofika kunyumba ndidakhala ndi nthawi yocheperako, mantha oti ndili ku England adatha ndipo ndidabwelera kuchipinda kwanga komwe ndimakonda kudzipatula, kupatula nthawi iyi ndidasowa chochita.
Patangopita milungu yochepa ndinakumana ndi mtsikana. Akazi odabwitsa kwambiri, oseketsa, okoma mtima komanso okongola omwe ndidakumana nawo. Takhala limodzi kwa miyezi ya 2 tsopano; Ndine wokonda kwambiri zomwe zimapangitsa kuti ndizosadabwitsa kuti ndizolankhula zonsezi. Ulendo uliwonse wamankhwala oonera zolaula wa ED wapita, ndimatha kulimba mwamphamvu maola ambiri, ndipo ndimakopeka naye; osati kale komwe ndimadziwa momwe mtsikana wotentha amaonekera, koma sindimva. Ndingakonde kunena kuti ndachiritsidwa kwathunthu, koma chowonadi ndichakuti ngati mutakhala ndi malingaliro omwewo simungakhale otsimikiza kuti simubwerera. Ndidakali paulendowu, ndipo ndili wokonzeka kuthandiza ena panjira. Kupatula apo, webusaitiyi ndi chifukwa chomwe ndikulemba izi.
Ndasiya zambiri mu izi (zazitali kwambiri), koma ndikuganiza kuti zimakhudza ma batire ofunikira. Osataya chiyembekezo, ndikutanthauza mozama, osataya chiyembekezo. Nthawi ndiye mchiritsi wamkulu, ndipo zomwe zalembedwa patsamba lino zikuyenera kuwonetsa kuti nofap imagwira ntchito.
Chonde khalani omasuka kufunsa chilichonse, ndimakukondani nonse.
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