Sindinadutsepo masiku 40 kuyambira zaka 9, ndipo tsopano ndili pa Tsiku 100. Ndizovuta kukhulupirira, chifukwa zokumbukira zambiri zamoyo wanga zimachokera nthawi yomwe ndinali wosuta. Ndimayesetsa kuti ndisalingalire kwambiri za izo. Unali mthunzi wopachikika pa ine womwe unkandisunga mndende nthawi zonse. Zaka 9, ndikuuza makolo anga kuti ndidayenda patsamba loipa. Zaka 12, kuseweretsa maliseche pabedi koyamba. Zaka 13, kubwereranso kutchuthi. Zaka 15, osakhoza kupita ku mpikisano wa mpira chifukwa cha izo. Zaka 18, ndikubwereranso koyamba ku koleji nditaganiza kuti "sizidzachitikanso." Zaka 19, kubwereranso katatu motsatizana ndipo sindinauze aliyense chifukwa ndimaopa kukhumudwitsidwa kwawo. Zaka 20, kutaya kwathunthu ndikutaya chiyembekezo chodzakhala mfulu.
Ndizosiyana pakali pano ndipo sindinazolowere kunena moona kuti “sindivutikanso ndi izi” nthawi zonse ndikaganiza za izi. Ngakhale ndikayesedwa, ndimangokumbukira zopweteka zonse zomwe zimabweretsa ndipo ndimangodwaladwala. Sindingakane kuti ziyeso zilipobe. Sindikukana kuti kuyambiranso ntchito ndikadali kotheka ngati ndikadafuna. Sindiopa kuchita kuyambiranso. Ndimangozida. Zambiri.
Zachidziwikire kuti ndi zoyipa, koma zolaula ndi zinthu zoyipisidwa ngati chinthu chabwino (kapena zenizeni, zoyipa zoyipa za mphatso yochokera kwa Mulungu). Ndipo (1) kukumbukira kukumbukira kupweteka, (2) kudalira Mulungu, ndipo (3) kukhala wowona mtima wa 100% pazodzikongoletsa ndizo zina zazikulu kwambiri zokhala kutali. Kuletsa zolembedwa pa intaneti kumakuthandizani pokhapokha ngati mukuchita zonsezo, apo ayi zilibe ntchito. Ndili wokonzeka kuyamba kuyang'ana zinthu mosiyananso (monga sindingaganizirepo za nkhondoyi ngati gawo limodzi la moyo wanga), ndikukhala ndi moyo wabwino womwe ndakhala ndikufuna ndikuukambirana kwa zaka zambiri. Sizingobwera zokha; Nthawi zonse ndizikhala ndi ntchito yoti ndichite.
Chifukwa cha azanga omwe ali ndi mlandu m'moyo weniweni (atatu apano ndi awiri apitalo). Zikomo kwa anzanga @RDBTau ndi @seaguy44 amene akhala ndi ine kwa miyezi yambiri. Tithokze @chinatown117 pokhala munthu woyamba kundiyankha pano. Tithokze @ bike-wrench poyankha pamalingaliro obwereranso aliyense ndikundilola kutenga zina mwa izo. Tithokoze bambo anga komanso azibusa awiri achinyamata omwe ndinakumana nawo kusukulu yasekondale. Ichi ndi chiyambi chabe.
Sindinapeze "zapamwamba" zamtundu uliwonse. Koma kukhala pa Tsiku 100 ndizodabwitsa kwambiri. Ndikulakalaka ndikadangopereka mwachangu zomwe zingathandize aliyense pano kuti "asiye" ndikuti "zitheka." Koma kwa ine, ndi ulendo wambiri kuposa lingaliro la nthawi imodzi. Tsopano pali zabwino zomwe ndingachite pakali pano:
- NGANI mukufuna kusiya zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche? Kodi chifukwa chachikulu ndi chiyani? Kodi mupereka zifukwa zina kenako nkuyiwala? Kapena mukuyenera kukhala ndi kena kake, ndikuyamba kukumbukira kukukumbutsani nthawi zambiri tsiku lililonse?
- KODI zokopa zanu komanso mayesero anu amachokera kuti? Malo ena? Nthawi zina za tsiku? Mukakhala nokha pa kompyuta? Kodi mupemphera kuti mukane, koma lolani kukhalabe m'malo amtundu uliwonse woyipa? Kapena mukuyembekezera ndi kupewa izi, kapena kukonzekera malingaliro anu ngati simungathe kuzipewa?
- KODI machitidwe anu ndi otani? Kodi pali chilichonse chomwe mukuchita chomwe chimakupangitsani kukhala pachiwopsezo? Chilichonse chomwe mungakhale mukuchita chomwe chingakupangitseni kukhala wamphamvu? Chilichonse chomwe, mukayesedwa, mutha kusintha china chake kukhala chopindulitsa kwambiri ndikukwaniritsa?
Ulendo wanu ukhoza kukhala woyambiranso kapena ungakhale ndi zobwerezabwereza. Kubwezera ndi koyipa komanso kuvulaza, mosakaikira - koma muyenera kuphunzira kuchokera kwa aliyense wa iwo. Kubwereza kamodzi sikumawononga ntchito yonse yomwe mwachita, chifukwa chake musadalire. Yambirani ntchito nthawi yomweyo: mudziwe zomwe zinayambitsa mayesowo. Dziwani zomwe zidapangitsa mtima wanu kuiwala zomwe mukufuna. Dziwani zomwe mukanachita m'malo mwake, ndikuzichita nthawi ina. Pezani zomwe muyenera kuchita mosiyana ndi zomwe muyenera kuchita zochulukirapo. Ndipo osataya mtima.
Mulungu ndi wabwino.
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