Pambuyo pake ndinakhala ndi chiwerewere chokwanira (!!) nditatha kulimbana ndi vutoli pazaka 3 zabwino kwambiri!
Zambiri za ine
Panopa ndine mwana wazaka 20, ndimakonda kusewera masewera ambiri komanso kukhala wathanzi. Ndataya unamwali wanga pa 16 ndi bwenzi langa lakale. Zithunzi zolaula zinali zitayamba kundikhudza m'maganizo ndisanakhale ndi PIED, chifukwa chomwe ndinakhalira ndi chifukwa chakuti ndinakhala ndi chidaliro ndikukhulupirira kuti atsikana onse amayembekezera zachiwerewere. Ndidachita mantha kuyesa kugonana posafuna kumukhumudwitsa. Izi zinkamveka zokongola kwambiri ndipo ngakhale tinkagonana nthawi zina- Ndinayamba kusinthana ndi msungwana weniweni, kukhala pachibwenzi ndi zolaula (ngati mungazitchule). Ndinasiyana naye pamene PIED idakhazikika komanso kuchokera mozungulira 17 sindinathe kulimba kuti ndilowemo.
Sindikupangira shuga, ndimamva ngati PIED ikuwononga moyo wanga. Ndinayenera kulola mtsikana aliyense yemwe ndimamukonda kupita pafupifupi zaka ziwiri pakati pa 17-19 poyesera kupewa manyazi / chinsinsi changa kutuluka komanso kuti ndisakhumudwitse msungwana yemwe ndinali naye. Pomwe okwatirana anga onse anali kuyamba zibwenzi, ndinali kuwapewa mwachangu. Komabe ngakhale ndimadziwa kuti ndili ndi vuto, sindinasiye zolaula - zidakhala zomwe ndidagweranso. Zomwe ndimakumana nazo zogonana zimakhudza kuyang'ana kwa iye kenako nkunamizira kachilombo ka whiskey kapena chifukwa china.
Zinakhala bwino bwanji
Ndinapeza NoFap ndipo ndinawerenga kwambiri mu February 2018. Nthawi yomweyo ndinapita pa tsiku la 90, choncho malangizo anga oyamba ndikuti musazengeleze anyamata, yambani mwachangu momwe mungathere. Ngakhale sizikuwoneka ngati izi, pali tsiku lomwe mudzakhale omveka kuchokera ku PIED. Koma ngati mupitiliza kutsegula tabu ya incognito, zonse zomwe mukuchita ndikukankhira tsikuli kutali kwambiri ndi inu.
China chake sichinali chodziwika bwino mdera lino, ndinayambitsanso maliseche (athanzi) nditatha masiku 90. Ndikadapitabe patali pamizere yayifupi chifukwa ndimakonda "zopambana" (ngakhale zili malibebo), koma kuyambira Seputembara 2018 ndidayambiranso. NoFap ili ndi chikhalidwe choletsa chomwe chimalimbikitsa kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kumangobwereranso ku zolaula. Zachidziwikire kuti izi ndi zoona kwa ena osati kwa ena, koma ndikofunikira kukumbukira kuti kuchira ndi njira yaumwini.
Ndidapanga kutaya msanga (kofala kwambiri pobwezeretsa odwala PIED). Mwinanso ndapezedwa pafupifupi miyezi 5 isanakwane, koma atsikana awiri adandigwera ndipo ndidadziponya pansi mphindi- mwachidziwikire chidaliro chidagunda. Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito maliseche kuti ndithetse vutoli, ndikupezanso chidaliro. Maliseche opanda zolaula amakhala athanzi, ndipo pazifukwa zosiyanasiyana ndidaganiza zobwezera. Malangizo amangomvera thupi lanu. Ndinangobweretsako pomwe ndimakhala ndikuwonetsa zizindikiritso (matabwa am'mawa ndi zina zambiri). Izi mwatsoka si njira yomwe mungathamangire.
Chovuta kwambiri koma chofunikira kwambiri- muyenera kukhala ndiubwenzi wabwino (imo). Izi zitha kukhala zochititsa manyazi, koma kumbukirani kuti PIED ndiyothekera kwenikweni osati yamthupi. Kukhazikitsa malingaliro anu kuti mudzutsidwe ndi anthu enieni ndikukhala pachibwenzi ndichinsinsi. Kawirikawiri panthawiyi ndimayesa kulowa msungwana ndikulephera, komabe ndimakhala ndi maubwino am'malingaliro monga zinthu monga kumangoyang'ana iye ndi kukumbatirana, zomwe zimakuthandizani kuchira. Kungakhale kovuta, koma muyenera kuyesetsabe kupitiliza kubwerera ngati sikugwira ntchito. Osataya mtima, izi zichitika!
Mphindi!
Lachitatu lapitali ndidagonana kachiwirinso, ndidapitakonso maulendo awiri chifukwa choti ndinali stoked basi! Kenako ndinabwerera kwa amayi ake Lachinayi ndipo linagwiranso ntchito. Izi zinali zazikulu kwambiri kwa ine, zimamveka ngati chiwanda chomwe chimakhala chikunditsata kwa zaka 3 chatha.
Choseketsa ndichakuti, masabata 5 apitawo ndidapita kunyumba ndi msungwana yemweyo ndipo sizinagwire ntchito, ndimangoganiza zosiya pomwepa - zinali ngati matalala mary kuyesa komaliza. Koma ndimamukonda kwambiri ndipo ndimafuna kukhala naye pachibwenzi- ndipo zidachitikadi! Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti malangizo anga omaliza ndikupeza munthu wodwala, yemwe mumamukonda ndipo mwina ndiye chinsinsi chake.
Monga ndikunenera, pepani chifukwa cha nkhaniyi. Ngati mwafika pano ndikuthokoza kuleza mtima ndipo ndikhulupilira kuti ndathandizapo. Abambo, mauthenga anga amakhala otseguka nthawi zonse. Ndikudziwa momwe ndimakhalira, momwe ndimaganizira kuti sizingakhale bwino - koma zimatero. Chonde osataya mtima, thamangitsani malotowo ngakhale atenge nthawi yayitali bwanji! Ngati mukufuna thandizo lililonse kapena winawake akufuna wina kuti alankhule ndi amene adakhalapo, mukudziwa komwe mungandipeze
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