Mbadwo 20 - Wokondwa kwenikweni ndi yemwe ndimamuwona pagalasi

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Ndawawona makolo anga lero koyamba kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba izi. Ndinkadzikweza kwambiri koma ndimamva ngati ndikutuluka. Adanenanso za momwe ndimaperekera mphamvu zenizeni komanso momwe ndimawonekera wolimba. Ndanena kuti ndichifukwa ndakhala ndikupita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi (sindinkafuna kuwauza za NoFap). Ndidamva ngati onyadira kunditcha mwana wawo.

Ine sindikuchitira izi atsikana; Ndikuchita izi kuti ndikhale wabwino kwambiri momwe ndingakhalire.

Kunena zowona, mawu ngati amenewo ochokera kwa makolo anga adandikhudza kwambiri kuposa kungomva kwa wina aliyense. Ndiwo omwe amakhala nthawi zonse mmoyo wanga.

Zomwe zimandipangitsa kupitilira tsiku loyipa, ndikudalira kuti mumawalandira, ndikudziwona ndekha pagalasi ndikusangalala ndi amene ndimamuwona koyamba m'moyo wanga.

Ndakhala ndikuphunzira komaliza nthawi yonseyi kotero sindinganene motsimikiza [za kukopa kowonjezeka kuchokera kwa ena] popeza ndakhala ndikutsekeredwa mchipinda changa kapena mulaibulale tsiku lonse. Ngakhale sindikukopeka ndi ena, sindisamala chifukwa ndili wokondwa kale.

Zaka zambiri zodziwononga pa PMO zimakhudza ngakhale olimba kwambiri a ife. Mphamvu yeniyeniyo imachokera pakulamulira zofuna zathu ndi malingaliro athu ndikulangizidwa. Mtsikana yemwe ndimakhala ndi chemistry wodabwitsa ndikudina naye amabwera, ndiye kuti ndidzakhala wokondwa kugawana naye. Koma mpaka nthawi imeneyo.

Ndi chinthu chomwe mumakhala bwino pakapita nthawi. Sindingathenso kunena kuti ndakhala ndi zingati masiku 5. Sindinakhalepo ndi maloto onyowa. Osati kamodzi pamzerewu kapena ngakhale ndili wachinyamata. Ndikuyembekezera mwachidwi tsiku lomwe ndidzakhale nalo. Ubongo wanga umangotengeka kuchokera ku pmo lol yonse

Ndimangopita nthawi ndi nthawi koma osati nthawi zonse - ndimafunikira kupitanso. Nthawi zonse ndimaonetsetsa kuti ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi tsiku lililonse ngakhale mphindi zochepa zolimbitsa thupi tsiku lililonse zimapita kutali - Ndimathamanga, ndimenya ayezi ndikusewera hockey, pushups / crunches mchipinda changa kapena ngakhale pang'ono chabe maphunziro oundana.

Ndine 20, ndakhala PMO'ing kuyambira ndili 13 ndipo ndili ndi masiku 44 pakadali pano!

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