Ndikufuna kuyambitsa izi ndikunena kuti sindimakhulupirira kuti pali chiyembekezo chilichonse kwa ine. Ndinali nditafika pansi pa dzenje la kalulu ndipo ndinkaganiza kuti sindidzatha kugonana m'moyo wanga. Koma monga anthu amanenera, pali kuwala kumapeto kwa mseuwo. Ndikugonana modabwitsa tsopano ndipo ndikufuna akazi kuposa kale m'moyo wanga. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito tsambali nthawi zambiri pomwe ndimayesetsa kusiya zolaula, motero ndimawona kuti ndizabwino kuthandiza iwo omwe adakumana ndi zomwe ndidakumana nazo. Ndimakumbukira ndikuwerenga nkhani za anyamata omwe amapita movutikira masiku 60 ndikuchiritsidwa mwamatsenga. Iyo si nkhani yanga konse, chifukwa chake ndimaganiza kuti ndigawana nawo omwe angandimvetse. Ndiyesetsa momwe ndingathere kuti ndisaphatikizepo zoyambitsa zilizonse koma ndikufotokozera momwe ndinaliri woyipa, kuti muwone kuti mutha kubwereranso kuchilichonse. Chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndikulembera izi ndikufuna kunena kuti ndikukhala ku Phoenix. Ngati aliyense ku Arizona akufuna thandizo kapena akufuna kuyankhula, ndidzalankhula kapena kukumana nanu. Aliyense kwinakwake ndimutumizira uthenga, kumuimbira foni kapena chilichonse chomwe mungafune. Izi sizophweka kupyola nokha, ndidzakhala mnzanu woyankha. Chonde funsani thandizo! Timafunikira anthu oyandikana nafe atasunga mitu yathu mmwamba.
Monga ndanenera kale, ndili ndi 23 tsopano. Sindikukumbukira momwe ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula, ndikukumbukira ndikuwonera m'kalasi la 8th kapena kale ndisananene zaka 13. Mwina ndinali wachichepere. Sindinasiye kuonera zolaula mpaka ndinali ndi zaka 20. Ndakhala ndikuziyang'ana pano ndi apo kuyambira pamenepo, ndipo mpaka lero ndimamvabe kukokedwa ndi foni yanga, nthawi zina ndikulowerera. Ndinganene kuti ndinali PIED kuchokera ku 17-22 , Sindinagonanepo mpaka nditakhala 22, ndimayenera kukhala ndi zolaula kwa zaka 3 zisanachitike. NDI ZOFUNIKA.
Tonse tawona zokambirana ndipo mwina mwawerenganso bukuli (Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi), ngati simunatero, pitani mukawerenge! Monga ena onse, ndinali Ram yomwe imafunikira zochulukirapo, ndimayenera kupitiliza kutambasula malire kuti ndikangokankhira kuthamanga. Ndikhoza kuseweretsa maliseche kulikonse kuyambira 1-4 nthawi tsiku lililonse kwa zaka 7. Ndinali ndi zibwenzi nthawi zina, koma ndinakulira m'banja lachipembedzo, sindinayese kugonana. Ndimakonda kucheza ndi winawake, kenako ndikumatha, osangopanga zibwenzi. Sindinadziwe zolaula ndipo kugonana sikungandivulaze kwambiri.
Zokonda zanga zidachoka pachinthu chilichonse chabwinobwino kupita pachowopsa kwambiri. Ndimakumbukira koyambirira kuti ndimatha kuwona kanema umodzi ndipo ndizomwe ndimafunikira. Pamapeto pake, sindinathe kudzuka ndekha molimba ngati nditasintha masekondi khumi aliwonse. Sindikuganiza kuti ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu kwa zaka zinayi zoyipa, ndinali wamanyazi, wamanyazi, komanso womvetsa chisoni. Ndinkangowonera zolaula zambiri, chilichonse chomwe chimandisowetsa mtendere. Ndidaziwonabe kangapo patsiku ngakhale sindimazikondanso. Mwachilengedwe, izi zikutanthauza kuti ndikhoza kukondoweza kuti ndikhale kena kowonjezera. Mtundu uliwonse unali wovomerezeka, ndipo tonsefe timadziwa kukula kwake. Zinanditsogolera ku lingaliro lachiwerewere. Ine sindinali ndipo sindine gay. Ndidalumikizana ndi anyamata ogonana amuna okhaokha, kenako ndikutulutsidwa kumapeto kwachiwiri chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti sizomwe ndimakopeka nazo. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, zikuwonekeratu kuti ndingachite chilichonse chomwe chingatenge kuti ndikwaniritse zomwe zidandipatsa. (Sindikufuna kupita mozama kwambiri ndikuyambitsa aliyense, koma omasuka kufunsa mafunso, ndine wotseguka kuti ndiyankhule chilichonse).
Ndidayesa koyamba kugonana ndili ndi zaka 19. Zalephera kumene. Kuyesanso, kulephera. Apanso, Zakanika. Apanso, adalephera. Ndipo mndandanda ukupitirira! Ndikudziwa momwe zimakhalira bwino mtsikana akakuuza munthawiyo, "Uli ndi mtsikana wamaliseche pa iwe, sukusangalala bwanji?" Ine ndizikumbukira izo kwanthawizonse. Pambuyo pake, ndinali ndi nkhawa kwambiri kuti panalibe mwayi ndipo ndimachita chilichonse kuti ndipewe kugona pabedi ndi mtsikana. Zinafika poti sindinathe kupeza erection nkomwe. Ndinayenera kupita kokakokedwa kwambiri kuti ndipeze chisangalalo chilichonse mwa ine. Sindinkafuna chidwi ndi akazi. KOMA NDIDAKHALABE KUONA PORN.
Ndiyesera ndikulunga izi mwachangu. Kwenikweni ndinali ndi mwayi, ndili kumalo osungirako ankhondo ndipo ndinatumizidwa kudzatumiza chaka chimodzi. Ndinkadziwa za "Ubongo wanu pa zolaula" komanso gulu lino, kotero ndidagwiritsa ntchito mwayi wanga ndikusiya zolaula ndili kumeneko.
Ndinadabwa, nditabwera kunyumba zonse sizinali bwino. Ndimakumbukirabe zolaula ndipo ndimaperekabe nthawi zina. Koma mukudziwa chiyani? Palibe vuto. Sindingathe kudana ndekha nthawi iliyonse ndikatuluka. Ndine munthu ndipo ndimomwe aliyense alili. Zomwe zili zofunika ndikupitiliza kuyenda m'njira zabwino ndipo mudzakhala bwino. Ndikukulonjezani, mudzasokoneza, koma mupeza bwino. Nditafika kunyumba ndidamuuza bwenzi langa lakale za izi, titasiyana tidawuza mtsikana wina za izi. Zaka 2 nditakhala kunyumba ndidakumana ndi bwenzi langa lapano ndipo sindinapeze kangapo !! Anali woleza mtima komanso wokoma mtima nane. Anandiuza kuti zili bwino komanso kuti amakhala wokonzeka nthawi iliyonse ndikakhala. Ndidakhala bwino, ndipo pakadali pano sindikhala ndi vuto. (Kukhala pachibwenzi pafupifupi chaka, sizinachitike sabata). Tsopano ndimalakalaka iye koposa chilichonse.
Ponena za kuchira, ndikunena kuti mutenge upangiri wa aliyense pano. Nthawi zambiri amakhala olondola.
Zinthu zanga zazikulu zitatu
1.) Yesetsani kuchita zovuta, koma zimakhala zovuta, mwina chifukwa chake amazitcha choncho.
Mukalephera, ndi bwino kungozibweza. Sindikonda ngakhale kuyika masiku angapo monga zolinga. Cholinga changa SIKUTI LERO. Ndizo zonse zomwe ndikuganiza lero ndipo ndingapewe bwanji lero. Ndikunena kuti imani kaye 3 miyezi yakutsogolo, taganizirani lero.
2.) Chitani zonse zomwe mungathe kuti mupeze mtsikana wokuthandizani kupilira ndikuleza mtima nanu. Sindikugula zonse zopanda pake, haha aliyense atha kupeza mtsikana mukapitiliza kuigwira! Koma zimathandiza kukhala ndi winawake woti asinthe zomwe mumakopeka nazo.
3.) Limeneli lingakhale gawo lovuta kwambiri koma uzani anthu oyandikira kwambiri. Uzani makolo anu ngati mumakhala kunyumba, uzani chibwenzi chanu, uzani mkazi wanu, uzani mnzanu amene mumakhala naye. Aliyense amene akuyenera kudziwa ndipo atha kugwira ntchito ndi inu kupyola. Zimakhala zosavuta ndi munthu aliyense amene mumamuuza. Sindikuchititsanso manyazi, koma ndine amene!
a. Sindikunena kuti muyenera kuuza aliyense. Koma mwina mukudziwa omwe angakuthandizeni ndi omwe mungasiye Komanso simuyenera kupereka zonse. Ingofotokozerani kuti mumakonda zolaula ndipo mukufuna kusiya. Ngati muli ndi wina wofunikira, muyenera kuwauza.
b. Ngati mulibe aliyense, nditumizireni meseji. Titha kuyimbira kapena skype ndikugwirizirana.
(Chinsinsi cha 4th chikubwereranso kuno, palibe chomwe chinandilimbitsa mtima ngati kuwerenga nkhani izi.)
Ndikupepesa kuti ndi yayitali, ndimamva ngati ndikhoza kulemba za izi kwamuyaya. Koma ndimafuna kugawana nawo kuti ndakhala ndili m dzenje la zoyipa izi ndikutuluka. Kukwera modabwitsa. Simudzuka tsiku limodzi ndikukonzekera, koma mupitilizabe kukula kukhala zomwe mukufuna kukhala ngati mupitiliza kupita patsogolo. Ngati mukuganiza kuti nkhani yanu ndi yoyipa kwambiri ndipo mulibe chiyembekezo, lolani uthenga ndikuyerekeza. Kungokuwonetsani kuti mutha kuzipanga chifukwa cha izi chifukwa ndidatero. Monga ndanenera poyamba, chonde nditumizireni mafunso ndi ndemanga zomwe mungakhale nazo. Sindimachitanso manyazi ndi izi ndipo inunso simuyenera kuchita manyazi. Ndine wokonzeka kutumizirana mameseji, kutumizirana mameseji, maimelo, kuyimba foni, ndi ena onse omwe angawafune.
LINK - Nkhani yanga ya Kupambana (Long version) wazaka 23. PIED kwa zaka.
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