Ndakhala ndikulowerera ndi pmo kwazaka pafupifupi 11 (Ndine 25). Nthawi zonse ndinkamva kusowa chochita mkati mwanga ndikuganiza kuti sindingakwanitse. Ndinalibe cholinga choti ndichite bwino pamoyo ndipo ndimangofuna kuledzera, kucheza ndi anzanga omwe samandisamala komanso kugona mozungulira. Ndidapanga mtendere nawo ndipo chifukwa chake ndinkadzidalira kwambiri.
Nditakhala ndikulekana koyipa zaka 5 zapitazo ndidachoka kumapeto ndikukhala zaka 3 ndikugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo komanso kukhala ndi zolakwika zopanda tanthauzo pa Tinder. Kunena zowona, Tinder adachita zodabwitsa pakudzidalira kwanga kwakanthawi. Sindikuganiza kuti ndikhoza kuyendetsa moyo wanga popanda chakudya chokwanira, koma patatha zaka 3 zidayamba kundipangitsa kumva kuti ndine wakufa mkati. Nthaŵi ina ndinalumikizana ndi munthu wina m'zimbudzi za kalabu ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndinapita kunyumba ndikumva kupsinjika mtima ndikulumbira kuti ndisiye mbali ya moyo wanga, yomwe ndidakwanitsa kuchita. Ndidakhala ndi malingaliro ofuna kudzipha kwanthawi yayitali ndipo nditapita ulendo umodzi wokha wa asidi, ndinazindikira kuti mwina PMOing 4+ patsiku bola momwe ndikhaliri mwina sinakhale njira yabwino yamoyo wanga. Sindinkaganiza kuti ndi vuto m'mbuyomu.
Pambuyo pazaka ziwiri zoyesera ndikulephera, ndidafika masiku 2. Ndipo mulungu wanga, ndimawerenga zochuluka za zabwino za Nofap koma sindinakhulupirire. Kwa nthawi yoyamba malinga ngati ndikukumbukira kuti ndinasiya kukhala moyo wanga kudzera pachidaliro chodzidalira ichi ndikulandira kufooka kwa yemwe ndinali. Anali milungu ingapo yoyipa kuyamba pomwe, zokumbukira zambiri zotsutsana ndikukumana ndi ziwanda zomwe ndakhala ndikuthawa kwazaka zambiri. Koma nditagwira nawo ntchito ndikuphunzira kuti ndine ndani, 'olimba' anali enieni ngati gehena.
Ndimagwira ntchito yama freelancer m'makampani omwe mbiri ndi umunthu ndizo zonse ndipo chatsopano ndidapanga ndalama zambiri komanso abwenzi ambiri kuposa kale lonse m'moyo wanga. Ndinasangalala kwambiri kwanthaŵi yoyamba kuyambira ndili mwana! Ndinaphunzira kutsatira zovuta za moyo, ndipo ndinaphunzira kusangalala nazo. Chidaliro changa chinali chododometsa ndipo pang'onopang'ono koma zolimbikitsazo zidatha. Ndizovuta kufotokoza m'mawu zomwe ndimamva, zinali zomasula kwambiri ndipo ndimangokonda moyo. Maganizo anga osakhazikika komanso owopsa adasinthidwa ndikumayamika chilichonse komanso aliyense.
Ndinayamba kuthamanga tsiku ndi tsiku, kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti momwe ndingathere ndikusunga nyumba. Zonse chifukwa cha kudzoza komwe ndidapeza patsamba lino komanso kwa inu anyamata. Sindikukayika kuti sindikanakhala pamalo awa popanda inu. Pazofunika, zikomo kwambiri.
Zachisoni ndidabwereranso miyezi ingapo yapitayo nditamwa usiku wambiri (osapanga cholakwikanso, ndasiya kumwa mowa) ndipo ndidakhala miyezi ingapo ndikumenya PMO. Ngakhale kuti nkhawa yanga komanso kusowa kolimbikitsana zidabwerera, kunalibenso bowo lakuda mkati mwanga. Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti sindinakhumudwe, ndimangokhala osokoneza bongo.
Tsopano ndili ndi masiku 30, maubwino akubwerera ndipo zikungopeka misala. Ndikumva ngati wamaganizidwe akuwuza anzanga zomwe Nofap wandichitira ine ndikungomva ngati wopenga kuti china chake chosavuta monga kusiya zolaula chingasinthe moyo wanu. M'malo mogona pabedi ndikuwonera Youtube ndi PMOing tsiku lonse, ndikufuna kupita kukacheza, kukachita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikuyamba kupanga kampani yomwe ndidayamba kumene. Ndimawerenganso tsiku lililonse, mabuku omwe azindithandiza kukwaniritsa zolinga zanga m'moyo. Ndizovuta kupeza mawu oyenera kuti afotokozere momwe Nofap yandipangitsira kuti ndimve.
Zikomo powerenga nkhani yanga. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mupeza chilimbikitso kuchokera momwe mwandiuzira. Tipanga anyamata, osataya mtima. Chilichonse choyenera kuchita ndi chovuta. Zikomo kwambiri chifukwa chondiwonetsa kuti moyo ungakhale woyenera kukhala nawo pang'ono pokha ndikudziwikiratu
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