Zaka 26 - Sindimenyananso ndi zolaula. Ubongo wanga umasinthidwa kwathunthu.

Ndili womasuka kwa zaka 3,5 tsopano. Sindikufunanso kuyankhulanso ndi anthu. Palibe chifukwa. Sindiyenera kutsimikizira ena zotsatira za zolaula paubongo.

Monga zinthu zambiri zomwe ndimakumana nazo m'moyo: kunenepa kwambiri, kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo (udzu), kusatetezeka, nkhawa zamagulu, kukhumudwa, kukondweretsa anthu, ndidazigonjetsa ndikusiya zonsezo. Ndili bwino, ndili ndi ABS etc. tsopano. Sindikulankhula za nthawi yonse yomwe ndinali wonenepa kwambiri, ndinali ndi mavuto ndi chakudya chofulumira. Sindimayankhulanso zakumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo, chifukwa ndili mfulu. Chifukwa chake, lamulo lomweli ndiloti sindiyenera kuyankhula nofap, wopanda zolaula etc. nthawi yonseyi. Chifukwa chake, ndimangosiya Nofap ndi zakale kumbuyo kwanga. Palibe chifukwa cholankhulira zakale nthawi zonse.

Ndathandiza anthu ambiri omwe ali ndi vutoli. Ndinamvetsera nkhani zawo. Anapanga nthawi yochuluka kwaulere etc. Koma tsopano ndinali ndi kuzindikira kwabwino; Chifukwa chiyani ndiyenera kuwathandiza anthuwa? Ndidawerenga mabuku ambiri okhudza izi ndipo ndakhala ndikuchiritsidwa ambiri kuti ndithane ndi vuto langali. Ndinalipira zambiri pazambirizi. Chifukwa chiyani ndiyenera kupereka chidziwitso changa komanso zinsinsi zanga? Ndimangotaya nthawi YAMBIRI. Sindingasangalatse anthu. Ndikungoyang'ana pa moyo wanga tsopano. Aliyense ali yekha, chomwechonso ndili pano.

Sindimenyananso ndi zolaula. Ubongo wanga umasinthidwa kwathunthu. Ndiyenera kuganizira kuti ndipange moyo wanga mgulu lina lotsatira. Ganizirani kwambiri za moyo wanga.

Sindikupatsanso zinsinsi zanga. Ndisiya kulankhula ndi anthu za zolaula ndikuwalola kuti achite chilichonse chomwe sangachite. Kubwerera kwawo ndikulimbana ndi vuto lawo. Ndingosangalala ndi moyo wanga waulere.

Zabwino zonse mukachira.

LINK - Ndimasiya nofap ndi zakale kumbuyo kwanga

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