Zithunzi zolaula zopanda masiku 32 ndikuwerengera. Inenso ndinali ndisanachite maliseche mpaka lero.
M'ndandanda wazopezekamo
Mtheradi
Nthawi yoledzera
Kuyitana kwanga (zomwe zinandichititsa kuti ndisiye zolaula)
Masitepe omwe ndidatenga
Zomwe ndikuphunzira paulendo wosathawu
Chiganizo:
Nditamaliza maphunziro awo kukoleji ku 2019, ndidaganiza kuti ndikufuna kuthana ndi mavuto omwe sindinkafuna kuvomereza. Ndiye kuti, zofooka zanga zomwe ndimachita komanso nkhawa zanga zogwirira ntchito kuyambira zaka zapitazo. Chonde ndipirireni ngati nkhaniyi itenga nthawi yayitali. Ichi chakhala cholinga changa chatsopano ndipo ndikufuna kuwonjezera zambiri momwe ndingathere pazolemba zazikulu zopezeka m'mabwalo awa. Popanda abale azaka zam'mbuyomu omwe amafotokoza zomwe adakumana nazo, momwe zinthu ziliri, komanso nkhani zopambana, sindikadadziwa choti ndichite kapena ndiyambira.
Zaka 10 zolaula:
26M, ndinazindikira kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 10, ndimaonera zolaula pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kuyambira 17. M'zaka 10 zapitazi, ndimayang'ana zolaula zosiyanasiyana komanso zokayikitsa. Ndipo pamapeto pake ndinakhala ndi zotsika, zosafooka, osayambiranso zolaula, opanda nkhuni zammawa ndi zina zambiri. Pazifukwa zomveka sindinayanjane ndi maubwenzi moopa kugonana. Koma malingaliro awa sanandilepheretse kufuna kuchita zogonana (osachita bwino) pa 18 komanso mibadwo yamtsogolo.
Nkhani yanga yodzutsa: tldr
Ndakhala wopanda pake / wofewa nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndatsala pang'ono kulowa, kapena nthawi zina ndimakhala ndi nthawi yomwe sindinali ovuta kupsompsona kapena kukumbata. Panali mphindi yomwe ndinali kulandira ntchito yamanja ndipo mnzanga, msungwana wodwala wodwala, ndimatenga nthawi yake, ndikulavulira, ndikusintha zilonda ndi maudindo, koma ndidakhala wofewa / wopanda pake kenako ndikumuuza "osatero, mwina yesetsani ”Ndipo adayamba kundigwira ndipo mbolo yanga idayamba kulimba ndipo pamapeto pake idayimilira ndipo ndipamene ndidazindikira," chabwino ndikuganiza kuti ndili ndi "death grip syndrome". Ndikutanthauza kuti ndizomveka, ndinasiyiratu mbolo yanga kuti igwirizane ndi kayendetsedwe kabwino ka dzanja chifukwa sikanachitepo mpaka atayigwedeza momwe ndimachitira.
tldr Nditayamba kulephera kugonana, ndinaganiza zosiya kuonera zolaula ndikusiya kuseweretsa maliseche chifukwa ndikufuna kuthana ndi zovuta zanga ndikukhala ndi vuto logonana
Masitepe omwe ndidasankha kutenga:
Ndinaitana dokotala wanga za ED, ok ndidayankhula mawu oti "performance nkhawa," poyamba. Sananene chilichonse, anditumiza kwa wothandizira maukwati ogonana, ndikulamula magazi ndi testosterone kuti agwire ntchito. Zonse zidabwerera mwakale. Wothandizira anandiuza kuti ndisiye zolaula komanso kudzisangalatsa tsiku ndi tsiku. Sindinapanganso maudindo ena momwe ndikuganizira kuti ndikwanitsa kuthana ndi izi ndekha tsopano popeza ndapanga mapu amsewu kuti ndithandizirenso, kutanthauza kuti, kusiya zolaula
Ndinasiya kuseweretsa maliseche ndipo ndikufuna kusintha njira yodziseweretsa maliseche mtsogolo. Adaganiza zogula nyali mutatha kuwerenga nkhani za PIED zochiritsidwa. Nditagula masiku 30+ apitawo, sindinathe kulowa. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza zogwiritsa ntchito pambuyo pake ndikakonzeka. Lero ndalowa mkatikati mwa kuwala kwa nyama. Ndipo ndinayamba kuwongoka monga momwe ndimagwiritsira ntchito. Izi zidandipangitsa kukhala wosangalala kwambiri. Ndidakhala womasuka ndikutha kulowa chidole chachikulu. Kukhala ndi mbolo yosadulidwa yokhala ndi zopangitsa zovuta komanso khungu lolimba, ndimadandaula kuti mbolo yanga inali vuto palokha. Koma lero ndazichotsa pamndandanda chifukwa choseweretsa chidandibwezera khungu ndipo chidandipangitsa kukhala chosangalatsa. Ndikuganiza kuti ndakhala ndikudzidalira kuti ndimatha kuchita zogonana. Monga mozama, ndidakwaniritsa zomwe sindinathe kuchita mwezi wapitawo, ndine wokondwa - ndipo ayi sindine wochokera ku kampani yowunikira nyama yomwe ikuyesera kugulitsa
Ndakhala ndikudziwonetsera ndekha kwambiri kuti ndifike pamizu yazinthu. Ndidazindikira kuti ndadumphadumpha ndili mwana chifukwa nthawi zonse ndimakhala wachabechabe komanso wosatetezeka kuti chikwama changa chamankhwala munthawi ya mbolo yanga chinali chonenepa kwambiri. Izi zandipangitsa kukhulupirira kuti ndimavutika / ndimavutika ndi nkhawa
Zomwe ndikuphunzira:
Kungakhale kusintha kwa anzanu komwe kumapangitsa mbolo yanu kuchita mosiyana.
Mu kugwa kwa 2020 ndidakumana ndi azimayi awiri omwe anali pachibwenzi. Friend_G ndipo tinali kuonana kwa miyezi inayi. Inde, kugonana kopambana, komabe ndidapanga cholinga chomusangalatsa pakamwa. Chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe sindinasangalale naye anali kupsompsonana komanso kusayankhulana thupi. Tinasiyana chifukwa pamapeto pake amafuna kuti andipangire china chachikulu komanso chanthawi yayitali, pomwe sindinatero.
Kenako ndinakumana ndi friend_S, yemwe amamvana kwambiri, amayankha kwambiri kulumikizana kwamthupi komanso mawu, komanso kupsompsonana. Sindinayambe ndakhala ndikukumbatirana ndi kupsompsona m'moyo wanga ndipo mbolo yanga sinachitepo kanthu koma zowononga nthawi yanga ndi iye. Nthawi iliyonse tikakumbatirana ndikupsompsona, amangonena kuti "waumanso". Kumbukirani kuti zosankha zanga sizodzaza ndi zovuta. (Sindinamuwonepo kuyambira Khrisimasi chifukwa patadutsa milungu iwiri ndili ndi zipsinjo ndipo ndakhala ndikupatulidwa kuyambira nthawi imeneyo.)
Zoseweretsa zogonana amuna sizowopsa, mwina chidole. Ndikuganiza kuti ndi njira yathanzi kuposa kugwira dzanja.
Chifukwa chake asanafike kamodzi mu 2020, ndidaganiza zogula mphete za mbolo, ndi kuunika kwa nyama. Sindinayambe ndaganizapo zaka miliyoni kuti ndidzakhala ndi chilichonse chonga iwo. Ndinali wofunitsitsa kwambiri kuti ndikhale ndi erection ndikuyesa mbolo yanga. Ndipo ndikuyang'ana mmbuyo, sindikudziwa chifukwa chomwe ndimaganizira kuti zingakhale zovuta kukhala nazo monga iwo. Ndi chinsinsi changa, ndipo sindikusowa kuuza aliyense amene ndimamudziwa m'moyo wanga.
Kukhumudwa kwa amuna sikunakambidwe mokwanira / Sitimalola kuti tizikhala pachiwopsezo chokwanira Ndipo ndikuganiza kuti izi zimatigwera, anyamata.
Ndipatseni flak ngati mukuyenera koma ingoganizirani kwa mphindi kuti kupusa ndi kotani kwa amuna akulu kuwopa kuyimbira foni dokotala wathu kuti akambirane za kutha kwa erectile. Ichi ndi chinthu chomwe ndimafuna kuchita ndili ndi zaka 22. Sindinachichite ndili ndi zaka 26! Monga, ndidasiya nkhawa izi ndikuziphimba ndi ntchito yakusukulu chifukwa sindimangofuna kuvomereza kuti china chake chalakwika ndi ine kumeneko. Tsopano ndiyang'aneni, tsegulani kuwonongeka ndi kuvulala kwamaganizidwe komwe ndadzipangira.
Kodi ndidanenanso kuti ndimaganiza zodzipha kale mu Juni wa 2020 ndipo chomwe chimandipangitsa kuganiza kuti ndili ndi mbolo yakufa ndipo ndidasankha kuti ndisalankhulepo kwa aliyense - Ndiye nali mtundu wamoyo wanga ndikukuwuzani anyamata kulankhula ndi ena. Ndinawona mnyamata atatumizidwa pano akuti adauza kholo lake za zolaula zake, fn man! Lankhulani ndi anthu pano, ingolani kuti nkhani zanu zidziwike. Koma koposa zonse, onaninso madokotala, funani chithandizo-
Amayi si zolengedwa zankhanza, auzeni za vuto lanu, adzakumverani khalani pachiwopsezo ndipo ndikukutsimikizirani kuti munthu amene mwangomangika nayeyo azimvera ndikumvetsetsa.
Chifukwa chake ndiloleni ndikuuzeni chifukwa chomwe ndimakondera Friend_S. Pambuyo pake wina atalephera kuchita zachiwerewere m'mawa mwake, ndinamuuza kuti ndiyenera kumuwuza kena kake. Anasiya kudandaula, ndipo ndinamuuza za kuledzera kwanga kwa PMO ndi momwe ndikuchira. Ndipo anamvetsera ndikumvetsetsa. Tidayankhula kwa mphindi zochepa ndikupita kumitu ina yofananira, monga kudzichiritsa nokha, ndi zitsamba zomwe amagwiritsira ntchito kuthetsa nkhawa. Anandithokoza chifukwa chogawana nawo zaubwenzi ndipo ndidachoka ndikumva bwino. Tidatumizirana mameseji ndikulankhula pafupipafupi kuyambira pano, amandisowa ine ndi thupi langa! Mawu ake
Komabe, ndizo zonse zomwe ndiyenera kugawana pano, anzanga. Ndisinthanso izi ndikakumbukira china chilichonse chofunikira
LINK - Nkhani yanga ya PIED, masiku 32 opanda zolaula, ayesa maliseche lero
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