Ndimanyadira ndekha chifukwa ndazindikira zosintha zina m'moyo wanga kuyambira tsiku loyamba lolimbana ndi nkhondoyi yodziletsa kuchokera ku P & M. Mbiri yaying'ono yomwe ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi PMO kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 17, ndili ndi zaka 27 tsopano Ndinagonana kwambiri kusukulu yasekondale nditatha chibwenzi changa nthawi imeneyo ndimakonda kukhala ndi O kotero kuti ndimayenera kusiya ndi PMO ndipo ndakhala ndikuledzera kuyambira pamenepo.
Sindinazindikire kuti zikuwononga moyo wanga chifukwa cha chifunga chachikulu cha Bongo, kunenepa kwambiri chifukwa cha kudya kwambiri chifukwa cha mantha, khungu lowopsa, kutaya tsitsi, kutopa, nthawi zonse ndimachita manyazi komanso kuda nkhawa zikafika pa atsikana pakungolankhula ndi anthu Nthawi zonse pokhapokha ndikadakhala kuti zinthu sizikuwayendera, ndimakhala obisalira kwambiri kwa anthu omwe amandisamalira ndikungodziwa kuchuluka kwa zomwe ndikudziletsa kuti ndisakhale moyo wabwino.
Chimodzi mwazinthu zazikulu zomwe ndimayang'ana mmbuyo ndimomwe moyo wanga wogonana udakhudzidwira koma sindinadziwe chifukwa chomwe ndinkamunenera kuti ndimamwa mowa kapena ndimangotopa koma kwazaka zambiri, ndimakhala ndi masiku anga pomwe sindinakhale ndi vuto lokondweretsa akazi koma nthawi zina Sindinathe kuyimirira kapena kukhala tulo ndipo zinali zochititsa manyazi kwambiri. Ndinadzipeza ndekha ndikulakalaka zogonana ndi feteleza zamisala zochuluka, ndikuyang'ana malo omwe ndimagonana nawo osangokhala ine sindinakhalenso wamanyazi ndinkachita manyazi .
Pamene ndimakula ndimazindikira kuti ndisiye PMOing kwa tsiku lomwe ndidzachite bwino koma sindinkaganiza kuti linali vuto lenileni.
Pambuyo pake ndinapeza msungwana yemwe ndimamukonda kwambiri ndipo amandisamaliranso momwemo komanso kugonana kwathu kungakhale kodabwitsa ndikakhala naye ndipo ndinalibe pena kwa PMO koma ndikapita kunyumba chaser chindigwire. Nthawi iliyonse yomwe sindinathe kumusangalatsa kapena kukhala wolimba nthawi yonseyi ndimamupweteka ndikumamupangitsa kuganiza kuti ndiye vuto koma mkati mwanga ndimadziwa kuti ndi ine, chifukwa chake ndimadziwa kuti panthawiyi ndimayenera kusintha gf komanso mwana wanga wamkazi yemwe akhala pano pofika Januware.
Nditasankha kuti ndatopa ndikumuvulaza ndidachita kafukufuku ndikupeza NOFAP ndipo amuna ndidakhumudwitsidwa ndikukhumudwitsidwa kuti sindinamvepo za izi. Nthawi zonse ndimauzidwa kuti M anali wathanzi komanso wopindulitsa kwa inu, ndipo ndi momwe ndidapitilirabe zaka zoposa 10.
Ndidayamba ulendowu chaka chino m'mwezi wa Epulo ndili ndi mzere wambiri usanakhale masiku 14. Tsopano ndili ndi mwana panjira chifukwa cha chikondi cha moyo wanga ndipo sindinadziyese ndekha zifukwa zoti ndipange ichi kukhala kwamuyaya ndiye ndipomwe ndili pano ndipo ndili wonyadira ndikayerekezedwa ndi masiku 31 apitawa!
Zina mwazabwino zomwe ndazindikira ndikuzikonda mpaka pano ndi:
- Kutopa Kochepa pamene mukugwira ntchito tsiku lonse
- Ma Superpowers ndi enieni (azimayi ambiri amandiyankha, ndikumwetulira ndikungokhala momasuka ndikakhala ndi ine ndimatha kulankhula nawo popanda manyazi kapena popanda chilichonse choti ndibwerere kwa iwo)
- PIED adachiritsidwa - osachedwa Kutaya
- Maganizo abwino
- Matanda a mmawa kachiwiri koma ndikutha kuyendetsa zofuna zanga
- Mofulumira pamapazi anga ndipo palibenso chifunga cha Bongo
- Tsitsi lakumaso limakula komanso khungu labwino
- Zolinganizidwa bwino
- Sindilinso wokhutira ndi zinthu zomwe sindisangalala nazo
- Bwenzi langa limakhala losangalala ndi ine ndipo ndidapeza chikondi chatsopano komanso chomukopa
Pamodzi ndi maubwino ena ang'onoang'ono omwe ndikusangalala nawo ndikuthokoza kwambiri chifukwa cha moyo womwe ndili nawo komanso zinthu zonse zazikulu ndi anthu omwe ndili mmenemo kwa nthawi yayitali
Ndikuyamika Mulungu chifukwa cha intaneti chifukwa sindinapeze NOFap ndipo ndikumuthokoza chifukwa chondilimbitsa kwa tsiku la 31 ndipo ndikulingalira kuti ndizisunga motere kwanthawi yonse
Pepani ngati mawu anga asokonekera Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kutumiza izi ndangoyamba kulemba paliponse omasuka kufunsa mafunso chifukwa ndikufuna kuti aliyense amenye chiwanda ichi ndikukhala oledzera! PITIRIZANI MPAKA muyaya
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