Ndidayamba ulendo wanga ku 2013. Pa nthawiyo ndinali ndimantha mwamantha. Ndinkakhala ndi PIED, ndinali wamantha pafupi ndi azimayi ndipo kuyanjana chinali chinthu chovuta kwa ine. Ndinayamba kukhala ndi HOCD. Kulemba mafupa kunandiwonongera thanzi langa, ndipo ndinayamba kuchita manyazi.
Ndinasiya zaka 4 zapitazi. Ndidafunsa munthawi imeneyo ngati ndidzachiritse. Nthawi zina ndimayesa ndi zotsatira zokhumudwitsa. 'Anthu amachira mkati mwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, bwanji ndikuvutika patapita zaka?'.
Ndinali ndikukhazikitsa bwino ndikungothetsa PIED. Ndinkangoganizira za kulephera kumeneku kotero sindinazindikire kuti ndimakhala wolimba mtima kwambiri poyerekeza ndi azimayi kapena kupititsa patsogolo thanzi langa lamisala pakudziletsa (izi mwina ndichakuti ndili ndi mavuto azaumoyo okhudzana ndi zovuta zina) . Awa sanali 'mphamvu zazikulu' koma ndimalo ena okha omwe amasinthidwanso. Ndinali wopindulitsa kwambiri, ndipo ndimatha kugwira ntchito ndikuphunzira nthawi yomweyo. Ndikukayika kuti izi zikadatheka ndikadakhala kuti ndimakhala ndi nthawi tsiku lililonse.
PIED mwanzeru: Ndinachita bwino kumbuyoku ndi chibwenzi chake chaka chimodzi kapena zingapo zapitazo, koma izi zidatsata zolephera. Njira yokhayo yomwe ndidakwanitsa kuchiritsa idatengera Viagra. Ndidachita izi ndi chibwenzi chatsopano kwa miyezi ingapo ndipo pang'onopang'ono ndidatha kudzilimbitsa ndekha. Nditha kulimba pongomukhudza tsopano, zomwe ndimaganiza kuti sizingatheke. Nditha kudzutsidwa ndi mayi wamoyo, wopumira, osati chithunzi pachitseko. Kuchekacheka kwanga kwakanthawi kunayamba kusokonekera msanga, koma ndimatha kuiwongolera nthawi ndi nthawi. Mfundo yake ndi yoti ine amafunikira kubwezeretsa ndisanathe kukonza izi. Kubwezeretsanso nokha sikungathetsere izi, zimangokuikani kuti muzitha kutero.
Komabe: Sindinganene kuti ndachiritsidwa 100%. Pambuyo pochezera kangapo ndi bwenzi langa, ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula pomwe sindinamuwone ali ndi vuto lonyansa komanso kusungulumwa. Ndidakumana ndi zovuta za 0, ndipo zidapangitsa kuti kugonana kwanga kuwonjezeke. Mpaka nthawi yachiwiri, pomwe ndidakumana. Zinandikumbutsa zomwe sizabwino kwenikweni pankhani zolaula, komanso zotsatirapo zake. Ndibwezeretsanso nthawi yanga, koma ndidabwerera mwachangu. Inali blip pakupita patsogolo kwina.
Sindinalowemo zaka zambiri, koma ndimaganiza kuti ndingodutsamo ndikugawana nanu kupambana. Zabwino zonse kwa inu nonse!
KULUMIKIZANA - Kubwereza mwachangu zabwino zanga.
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