Chomwe ndidayambira ulendowu chinali chifukwa ndidadziona ngati kapolo / zolaula za Zolaula. Sichinali chizolowezi chosasangalatsa kapena chonyansa m'maganizo anga, ndikadachita za 2 kupita ku 4 zolaula za masewera a Porn ndi maliseche sabata limodzi. Vuto lenileni linali loti ndimatha kudziwa kuti ndili ndi nthawi yayitali bwanji, mphamvu komanso chisangalalo chotere chimandichotsa,
Kuzungulira kulikonse kumakhudza kwambiri momwe ndimakhalira, kumandipangitsa kumva kukhala wolakwa kwambiri motero kungasokoneze ubale wanga ndi ena komanso malingaliro anga tsiku ndi tsiku. Nthawi zonse ndikamadzimva kuti ndimadzimvera chisoni ndimadziuza kuti sindidzachitanso, ndikadzangopezekanso sabata zingapo. Pomaliza, sindikadakhala ndi ulamuliro pa PMO mulimonse, sindikanatha kuyimitsa modzipereka, ndipo izi zokha zinkandipangitsa kumva kuwawa.
Nofap ndikudziyikira zofuna zanga zomwe zimafunika kwa ine nthawi yambiri ndikuchita zonse zomwe zidandiyambitsa paulendo wanga wopanda PMO. Chimodzi mwazinthu zofunika kwambiri zomwe ndidaphunzira ndichakuti PALIBE Dongosolo Labwino. Izi sizitanthauza kuti ndizosatheka. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinayesa ndinapita PMO kwaulere masiku a 27 ndisanabwererenso. Ndimamva kuwawa kwathunthu, koma SINATSITSE ndipo ndinayambanso.
Ndinganene masiku ovuta kwambiri kwa ine kuyambira tsiku 1 mpaka tsiku 45. M'masiku ano ndimayenda modekha kwambiri ndikusonkhanitsidwa kuti ndikhale wolakalaka komanso wolakalaka PMO kwambiri… nditha kunena za masiku 7 abata otsatiridwa ndi masiku atatu otsutsana . Ngakhale sindinamve kuti ndine wamphamvu kwambiri kapena wodabwitsa monga ena mwa mavidiyo akunja akunenako, nditha kuwona momwe ndingakhalire wodekha komanso wosasangalatsidwa ndi PMO m'masiku ano ndipo izi zokha zidandipangitsa kumva bwino. Nthawi zina ndikadakhala kuti ndikuwonera zolaula kapena kuseweretsa maliseche ndimapezeka ndikupanga zinthu zopindulitsa kwambiri.
Pambuyo pa masiku amenewo a 45 mpaka 50, chinthu chodabwitsa chidachitika, chomwe ndichoposa chilichonse chopindulitsa chomwe ndapeza kuchokera paulendo wanga wa Nofap. Nthawi zina, panali malo osintha momwe ndimatha kudziwa kuti ndili ndi mphamvu pa PMO, osati njira ina. Ngakhale ndisanabwererenso kwa PMO pazifukwa zilizonse zopusa (kunyong'onyeka, mkwiyo, zolaula zomwe zimapangitsa zithunzi) Tsopano ndazindikira kuti PMO ingakhale lingaliro lanzeru kuti ndipange, osati chibadwa chomwe sindingathe kuchichotsa.
Izi zimamveka zodabwitsa ndipo zapangitsa kuti ulendowu ukhale waphindu. Tsiku lisanafike 50 nthawi zonse ndinkachita mantha kuti ndi liti kapena zomwe zingandibwezeretse. Tsopano ndili wotsimikiza kwambiri kuti ndikafika tsiku la 90 chifukwa ndili ndi mphamvu zodziyang'anira ndekha. Osanena kuti sindimadzuka nthawi ndi nthawi kapena kumadzimva kuti ndine wopusa, koma zomwe zidali chibadwa chomwe sindimatha kuzilamulira tsopano ndi lingaliro lomwe ndingathe kulamulira. Zolakalaka zogonana komanso zithunzi zolaula, zomwe zinali zofala masiku anga amoyo ndipo zimabwera m'mutu mwanga popanda ine kufuna kuti ndikhale chinthu chomwe ndiyenera kuyang'ana kapena kuyesetsa kuganizira za iwo lowani mu malingaliro anga. Izi, nditatha zaka zambiri osakhoza kudziletsa, zimandipangitsa kumva modabwitsa.
Osanena kuti sindidzabweleranso kwa PMO, koma tsopano ndikumverera ndikumvetsetsa kuti ndizowopsa bwanji kukhala ndi ulamuliro pa chisankho ichi, ndikukhala moyo wopanda nkhawa ndikugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanga ndi mphamvu zanga pazinthu zopindulitsa komanso kukonza zina zanga maubale, pangani chisankho changa cha PMO kukhala chosavuta. Kupanga chisankho chofuna kudziwongolera ndekha mosavuta ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zabwino kwambiri zomwe ndapanga m'moyo wanga, ndipo ndiyesetsa kukhalabe ndi moyo wa PMO momwe ndingathere, osati masiku a 90 okha momwe cholinga changa choyambirira chidaliri .
Ndili wokondwa kwambiri kugawana kuti lero ndafika masiku a 70 aulendo wanga wopanda PMO, ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndigawana mwachangu zina zomwe ndapeza ndi aliyense amene angafune kuphunzira zochulukirapo kapena kulimbikitsidwa kuti ayambe ulendo wawo.
Zabwino zonse kwa aliyense woyambira ulendowu, osataya mtima, ndi bwino !!!
LINK - Chizindikiro cha tsiku la 70 - Pomaliza pakuwoneka bwino ndikuwongolera
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