Tsambali likhoza kukhala ndi zinthu zina zoyambitsa, chonde werengani mwakufuna kwanu.
Moni, ndine wakale zolaula / maliseche. Ndili ndi zinthu zambiri zoti ndinene, chifukwa chake ndiyesetsa kuti ndizisunga mwachidule komanso molakwika.
- Ndisanapeze ziphuphu ndinali munthu wokonda kucheza kwambiri, ndimatha kuseketsa anthu kusukulu, ndimakonda kulankhula komanso kuchita zinthu mopusa komanso mopusa, Zili ngati sindinakhale ndi chisamaliro padziko lapansi.
Zonsezi zidasintha chifukwa nditayamba kukula ndikuwonetsa tsiku ndi tsiku ndinasintha (panthawi yomwe sindinadziwe kuti anali PMO) Ndinakhala wamanyazi, wotsutsa, ndipo ndinasiya kudzikonda. Zinali ngati "ndimawopa" kuti anthu azindikire momwe ndimakhalira wopanda pake.
Kugonana ndi maliseche kunkawononga zinthu zina kwa ine, ndinali ndi abwenzi abwino ndipo timakonda kucheza ndikusangalala, koma tsiku lina ndinangoyamba kupereka zifukwa zonena kuti ndichifukwa chiyani sindinathe kucheza nawo, pomwe onse Ndinkafuna kuchita ndikukhala pakhomo, kuseweredwa, kusewera masewera apakanema, komanso kukonda zolaula…. anzanga pamapeto pake anangosiya kundifunsa kuti tizicheza chifukwa amadziwa kuti ndikakana. Ndataya mwayi wambiri wokumana ndi akazi enieni ndikukhala ndi zokumbukira zabwino pamoyo wanga.
Ndinali wokhoza kumaliza sukulu yamalonda, ndili ndi ntchito yodabwitsa ndipo ndimakonda ntchito yanga, ndimapanga ndalama zambiri ndikugwira ntchito ndi anthu ambiri, koma nthawi zina ndimadzifunsa ngati sindinali munthu wokonda zolaula mwina ndikadakhala woyang'anira pakadali pano . Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikugwira ntchito molimbika, koma mkati moona mtima zonse zomwe ndimafuna kuchita ndikungokhala kunyumba ndikuthawa, ndimakhala ndi zoseweretsa zamtundu uliwonse zogonana zomwe zimatulutsa zinthu. Ndimasunga ndalama zambiri, kenako ndikupempha kuti ndisiye ntchito. Kotero ndimatha kukhala kunyumba kwa miyezi 6 motsatira ndikungowonjezera ubongo wanga, kusuta udzu ndikusewera masewera apakanema.
Ndiye tsiku lina ndinangokhala wotopa ndi moyo umenewo, sindikudziwa chifukwa chake… Ndikuganiza kuti munganene kuti ndikufuna zambiri kuchokera m'moyo. Ndatopa ndikuchulukitsa atsikana omwe sindingakumanepo nawo, ndatopa ndikungokhala ndi ma nyini apulasitiki m'malo mwa enieni, ndatopa ndikusungulumwa, ndatopa ndikudzimva kuti ndine munthu wotani.
Chifukwa chake ndikusiya zonse. Ndinasiya kuseweretsa maliseche, zolaula, mowa, udzu, zakudya zopanda thanzi, ndinasiya ulesi. Ndine munthu wosiyana kotheratu tsopano. Nditha kupitilizabe kupindula naye, pali maubwino osachepera 20 omwe ndimaganizira pamwamba pamutu panga ... kotero ndilembereni zabwino zisanu zomwe ndakhala nazo mpaka pano. (Sindikudziwa ndendende tsiku lomwe ndili, sindinawerengeretu…. Zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti ndidayimitsa mu january wa 5.)
MABWINO OBWINO:
1: KUGONANA KWAMBIRI NDI AMAYI OYENERA…. Nthawi zonse ndinkangokhalira kuganiza za bein ndi akazi okongola, kwa ine zimawoneka ngati zosatheka. Chowonadi ndi chakuti ine ndinali chabe waulesi wotsika moyo amene sindinachite kalikonse koma ndinangowonda tsiku lonse. Nditasiya kukula ndikuwona kukwera kwakukulu kwamphamvu ndikudzidalira, izi zidandipangitsa kuti ndiyambenso kumenyanso zolemera, ndikundipatsa chidaliro chokwanira kuti ndipange mbiri yatsopano…. Ndimadzipangira ndekha bwino, ndimayankhula ndi azimayi okongola kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso nthawi zonse. AKAZI OONA NDI NJIRA YABWINO kuposa atsikana zolaula. Mkazi weniweni, wokonda zachiwerewere, woseketsa, wokhwima, ndiwokongola kwambiri, amanunkhira bwino, mumaseka limodzi, mumakhala osangalala, amakondana. Ndidzatenga mkazi weniweni pavidiyo yolaula tsiku lililonse.
2: CHISITI NDI KULIMBIKITSA…. Monga tafotokozera pamwambapa, tsopano ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri, ndipo thupi langa limangokhala ngati lili bwino. Ndinasiya mankhwala osokoneza bongo, ndikudya zakudya zathanzi tsopano. Ndizosavuta kupeza mphamvu ndi minofu tsopano. Thupi langa limawoneka bwino Ngati ndiyenera kuti inenso ndili ndi anthu ambiri, ndimayamika thupi langa nthawi zonse! Komanso kugona kwabwino kwakula kwambiri ndipo usiku uliwonse ndimakhala ndi maloto owoneka bwino kwambiri.
3: Maonekedwe abwinobwino… .. Mafuta ochepa, minofu yambiri, khungu loyera, maso ndi oyera m'malo mofiyira, dazi limayambiranso, pamapeto pake ndimatha kumeta ndevu pomwe sindinathe kumthirirapo. Ndiopenga…. zili ngati thupi langa limathanso kutha msinkhu… Ndikungosintha kuti ndikhale wabwino tsiku lililonse.
4: Zosangalatsa kwambiri m'moyo wanga…. Kuyambira pomwe ndinasiya zamkhutu zonsezi ndimakhala ndi nthawi yambiri yocheza ndi abwenzi komanso abale, ndipo ndizosangalatsa. Chimwemwe chake ndi chosiyana… chimakhala ngati chimwemwe chokhalitsa, poyerekeza ndi gawo lalifupi la fap.
5: Thambo ndilo malire…. mukadula zovuta zonse mumangomva ngati muli pamlingo wina, ngati kuti mutha kukhala ndi cholinga pamoyo m'malo mongodziponya m'phanga lanu, kukhala nokha kwamuyaya. Muli ndi mphamvu zambiri, komanso chidwi, ndikuyendetsa, kutsimikiza mtima…. ngati mukufuna kung'amba, mukufuna kupanga ndalama, mukufuna akazi m'moyo wanu mudzapeza. Zili ngati zitseko zatsopano zambiri zimatseguka… ndimangopenga ndikaganiza mmbuyo ndikuganiza kuti ndiwo moyo wanga, kukhala ndekha ndikumatha tsiku lonse.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti anthu omwe mukuchita izi osasunga nthanga. Inde padzakhala masiku omwe mungangofuna "kuphwanya mtedza" koma osachita izi amuna, sungani mphamvu zonse zakugonana kukhala zankhanza, ndikupita kukamenya zolemera zolemera, kubwereranso mpaka minofu yanu itayamba kulephera ndikugwedeza, kenako pitani idyani chakudya chopatsa thanzi. Chitani izi kwa miyezi ingapo ndipo thupi lanu lisintha, malingaliro anu asintha, malingaliro anu asintha, azimayi enieni adzafuna kuyankhula ndi wopambana m'malo mokhala otayika.
Abwana abwino, ngati munthu wazaka 19 wazolowera ngati ine nditha kumenya izi, ndikudziwa kuti mutha kuchita izi, ndipo mukatero .. simumva chisoni.
Mtendere
LINK - Moni, wakale chidakwa pano.
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