Uwu wakhala ulendo wambiri ndipo ambiri a inu mukudziwa zomwe ndikunena. Ndakhala ndikumva kutsika kwambiri komanso kukwera kwambiri m'masiku 49 okha.
Kuyamba maziko pang'ono za ine. Ndili ndi zaka 32 ndipo ndidayamba kuwonera P wazaka zapakati pa 15 kapena 16. Ndimakonda kwambiri zachipembedzo ndipo ndili ndi zaka 18 ndinasiya kuwonera pomwe ndimakonzekera ulendo wopita ku Africa. Kwa zaka zitatu ndimapewa P koma ndimakhalabe ndi M nthawi zina, koma sizinatenge nthawi kuti ndibwerere kuchokera ku Africa komwe ndinatenganso P.
Kuyambira chaka changa cha 21 mpaka pano, zaka 11 zapitazi ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi kusiya. Zaka zitatuzi zidandipatsa kukoma kwa momwe zimakhalira kumasulidwa ku temberero ili. Pamapeto pake ndimatha masiku 7, masiku 10, masiku 4, maola 4, kenako masiku 12. Kwa zaka 11 zapitazi zinali zovuta pambuyo polimbana.
Panalinso nthawi mmenemo momwe ndimangonena F-osayesa miyezi ingapo, koma mkati mwanga ndimadziwa zomwe zimandichitikira. Ndinadziwanso kuti ndikhoza kusiya zaka zitatu. Ndikadali namwali (mwakusankha ndidakhala ndi mwayi wambiri) koma ndimafunitsitsadi kupulumutsa izi kuti ndikwatirane komanso ndimakhala wosavuta ndi PMO.
Chifukwa chake popeza mbiri yanga yakhazikitsidwa, kapena mbiri yayifupi nayi kupambana.
Kumapeto kwa chaka chatha mwina chinthu chachikulu kwambiri pamoyo wanga chidachitika. Ndidamaliza maphunziro anga azachipatala. Inali mphindi yabwino kwambiri m'moyo wanga koma ndinazindikira kuti kupambana kwakukulu kumeneku kunali kopanda tanthauzo kapena ndimadzimva wopanda pake chifukwa ndimayang'ana P.
Onani, ngakhale nditachita bwino bwanji pantchito zina zamkati mwamkati ndimadziwa zomwe ndimachita usiku pomwe kulibe aliyense, ndimadziwa mtundu wamaganizidwe omwe ndinali nawo komanso momwe malingaliro anga adakhalira. Ndinkadziwa kuti ndimatha kudziletsa pang'ono. Ndipo monga choncho chilichonse chomwe ndimachita sichinali chopanda tanthauzo.
Chifukwa chake nditangomaliza maphunziro ndidasankha kamodzi kuti sindiphonya gawo lina lamoyo wanga. Chifukwa chake ndidadzipereka kwathunthu, ndikudzipereka kwathunthu ku NoFap. Ndinasuntha foni yanga, kompyuta, kutali ndi chipinda changa, ndinauza banja langa, ndipo ndinapeza mnzanga yemwe akukumana ndi zomwezi zomwe nditha kuyimba foni ndikuyankhula naye. Ndinayamba kulemba mu nyuzipepala, ndikupempha thandizo kwa mtsogoleri wachipembedzo.
Ndidatulutsa zoyimilira zonse. Popeza ndinali nditangomaliza kumene maphunziro ndilibe ntchito, ndimangofunika kuphunzira mayeso anga a board. Chifukwa chake ndidatenga nthawi ino ndikugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zanga zonse pantchitoyi. Komabe, kubwereranso kumachitika ndipo zimasokoneza. Ndinabwereranso kamodzi mu Januware koma kuyambira nditamaliza maphunziro anga mu Disembala ndiko kokha kubwerera. Kupambana kwanga sikunachitike ndi chinthu chimodzi chomwe chabwera ndi kuyesa chilichonse. Ndinganene kuti zabwera ndi zaka 11ish zoyesera.
Chifukwa chake zikundibweretsa lero lero tsiku la 49. Lachisanu sabata yatha ndidapatsidwa ntchito ndi gulu lalikulu kwambiri lazachipatala m'dera langa, ndinkalimbana ndi anthu ena 22 ndipo ena anali oyenerera kwambiri kuposa ine (mnzake ku kampani anandiuza izi).
Komwe ndidakwanitsa kupeza ntchitoyi zinali malinga ndi mzanga, anali pazokambirana. Wofunsayo adachita chidwi ndi kuthekera kwanga kumuwona m'maso ndikumwetulira. Ndiye panali lero, msungwana, kutali ndi mgwirizano wanga, khumi weniweni, yemwe adandikana (mwamwano) chaka chatha, adandifunsa. Ndikumva ngati tsikulo lidayendanso bwino
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Izi zimandibweretsa ku mfundo yanga. Osataya mtima. Osasiya konse. Pitilizani, pitilizani kuyesayesa, ndipo kuyesetsa kwanu kudzakuthandizani kuti mukhale opambana. Ndakhala ndikumva chisoni, kusungulumwa, wosimidwa, komanso malingaliro ena onse, koma lero tsiku la 49 ndimamva bwino kwambiri kuposa zaka khumi, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti inunso mutha kumva choncho.
LINK - Tsiku 49 Zabwino
By Bandyakama
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