Ndinazengereza kwambiri kunena nkhani yanga (ma troll amandikwiyitsa, ndipo zolaula zochepa ndizocheperanso intaneti), koma ndikuganiza malingaliro anga atha kukhala osangalatsa, komanso, ndatopa pantchito.
Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula tsiku lililonse kuyambira zaka 15, ndili ndi 33 lero. Ndawona wothandizira kwa zaka 10 chifukwa ndimakhala ndi nkhawa, ndipo mothandizidwa ndi ine zinthu zinali bwino, komabe ndinali wodabwitsika ndi azimayi ndipo ndimaopa anthu ambiri. Anandiuza kuti ndichifukwa choti ndimadziona ngati chithunzi osati munthu wathunthu (zitha kukhala zovuta kumvetsetsa koma ndizomveka). Mu February chaka chino ndinali ndi lingaliro loti mwina ndichifukwa cha zolaula, ndipo ndidasiya.
Zinali zovuta kwambiri, makamaka miyezi yoyambirira pomwe ndinali wachisokonezo. Patatha miyezi itatu ndidayamba kukhala phee koma ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri. Chifukwa chakuti mfundoyi ndiyi, ndili wokwiya kwambiri, motsutsana ndi banja langa, ntchito yanga, zinthu zambiri, ndipo zolaula zimandithandiza kuti ndikhale ndi mkwiyo wonsewo ndikusintha kukhala chinthu chachilendo koma chosadetsa nkhawa. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi zonse zinali zaulere ndipo sindinadziwe momwe ndingapezere.
Tsopano, zomwe ndidachita. Choyamba, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti zikuwoneka ngati mkangano waukulu pagawoli, sindinasiye kuseweretsa maliseche. Wothandizira wanga anandiuza kuti sindiyenera. Basi: palibe zolaula. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito malingaliro anga. Sindikunamizani, m'mwezi woyamba zinali zokhumudwitsa kwambiri. Koma patapita nthawi, idakhala yokhutiritsa, chifukwa ndimatha kuyika nyimbo zabwino komanso zofunika kwambiri, ndimatha kuseweretsa maliseche ndikuganiza za atsikana omwe ndimawadziwa, ndipo zimatha kukhala zosangalatsa kwambiri. Chachiwiri: masewera. Ndimapita padziwe losambira katatu pamlungu, ndimachita mphindi 3 zilizonse, sizochulukirapo koma ndizokwanira osati zotopetsa. Ndipo pamapeto pake, ndimatuluka pafupipafupi. Ndikuchita zinthu ziwiri chaka chino, ndikulemba ndikusintha zisudzo, ndipo zikundichitira zabwino zambiri. Sindikukhala Netflix nthawi zonse, sindikuopanso abwana anga, ndipo ndimatha kukambirana mozama ndi anzanga, zomwe sizinali zotheka mwezi wapitawu chifukwa ndinali munthu womvera basi. Tsopano, anthu MVETSERANI.
Chabwino, tsopano ndikudziwa kuti ndizovuta kukhulupirira wina pa intaneti, koma ndikhulupirireni, ndikumva bwino tsopano kuposa momwe ndinasiyira. Mwadzidzidzi ndili ndi tsogolo lomwe ndingasankhe china chake, sizinali choncho kale. Ndikuwona anthu ena mgawoli akuvutika, ndikhulupirireni kuti ndi chinthu chabwino kusiya. Ngati ndizovuta kwambiri, yesani masewera kapena kuwona othandizira, kapena osachita izi nokha ndikukhala ndi wina woti mulankhule naye.
Khalani olimba mtima!
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