Imeneyi ndi masiku ochedwa, ndimalinganiza kuti ndizilemba patsiku limodzi lokondwerera kuti ndachira, koma ndinatanganidwa kenako ndinayiwala. Chabwino, mochedwa kuposa kale.
Chaka cha 1, OO. Izi zimamveka ngati surreal pomwe ndidayamba ulendowu sindikuganiza kuti ndingathe kukhala wopanda PM ngakhale mwezi umodzi ndipo sindinaganizepo za chaka chimodzi. Koma, ndikugwira ntchito molimbika, ndipo zinali zovuta, mothandizidwa ndi gulu la NoFap ndipo koposa zonse ndikuthandizidwa ndi @Jagliana Ndinapanga chaka chimodzi. Ndaphunzira zambiri, ndakula kwambiri, ndasintha kwambiri ndipo popanda zinthu zonsezi, sindingathe kufikira lero. Ndikufuna kunena zothokoza kumudzi wa NoFap ndi ma AP anga omwe adandiyimirira ndikuthandizira nthawi zovuta. Zachidziwikire, ndikufuna kunena kuthokoza kwapadera kwa mkazi wanga wokongola, wodabwitsa, wanzeru yemwe adayima pambali panga zivute zitani, ngakhale atakumana ndi zovuta kapena zochepa, pomwe samayenera kuchita izi. Chaka chatha tsiku lino anali wotsimikiza kuti tamaliza, kuti watha, anali ndi zokwanira zanga ndipo sanayimire. Adalibe chifukwa chondiyimira, analibe chifukwa chondigwirizira, adandipatsa mwayi wambiri ndipo zonse zomwe ndimachita ndizonama mobwerezabwereza. Chabwino, pangani nkhani yayifupi chaka chino chonse tinali ndi zokhumudwitsa zambiri, timayenera kuthana ndi zopinga zambiri, kuti tiphunzire ndikukula limodzi, ndipo ndizomwe tidachita. Ndaphunzira tanthauzo la kukhala mchikondi, kukhala wosangalala, kukhala woyamikira, ndaphunzira momwe kulumikizirana ndi kuyandikira. Ndakhala ndi mkazi wanga zaka zoposa 12 tsopano ndipo kwa zaka 12 ndimaganiza kuti ndimakondana, koma sindimadziwa chomwe kwenikweni, ndimaganiza kuti ndine wokondwa, koma ndinali womvetsa chisoni. Ndinkakonda lingaliro la banja ndipo ndimaganiza zomwe timakhala ndi chisangalalo, koma ndidalakwitsa kwambiri. Ndinafunika kusintha moyo wanga kuti ndikalowe mu mawonekedwe obwezeretsa, osati kungoyang'ana mabokosi. Nthawi zonse ndikaganiza kuti ndapeza izi, pali china chake chomwe ndaphunzira chomwe ndiyenera kusintha kapena kuphunzira. Kubwezeretsa ndizoposa kungoletsa PM, pali magawo ambiri ndipo kwa aliyense ndizosiyana, ndimayenera kuzindikira zanga movutikira. Ndinalibe othandizira, kapena magulu othandizira omwe ndimatha kupita kukalankhula, komanso ndinalibe bedi. Mkazi wanga anali wondichiritsa, bedi langa, AP wanga, komanso wondiwongolera ndipo ndine wokondwa komanso wokondwa kuti anali komweko chifukwa cha ine ndipo ndinaphunzira kumukhulupirira ngakhale titakhala ndi manyazi komanso kudziimba mlandu. Ndamuuza zinthu zomwe sindinkaganiza kuti ndiziuza aliyense. Iyenso anali wodzoza komanso chidwi choti ayambe kuchita zodzisamalira, ndidayamba kudzuka m'mawa kwambiri chifukwa ndidamuwona akuchita, ndidayamba kumvetsera ma podcasts komanso makanema olimbikitsa chifukwa ndidamuwona akuchita ndipo adagawana nawo ambiri ndi ine. Nditayamba kudandaula, iye anali pomwepo kundiuza kuti ndipo osati kamodzi, amayenera kulimbana ndi ziwanda zake kuti zisatseke ndikupitiliza kundiuza ndikundithandiza. Ndikudziwa kuti monga izi kuchira zimandivuta ine ndikudziwa kuti zinali zovuta kwambiri kwa iye, kulakwitsa konse komwe ndidamupangira kwatsopano, zomwe zikutanthauza kuti sindimaganiziranso zolakwitsa zanga, tsopano ndidakumana ndi wopanda PM ndi zimamveka mosiyana, zatsopano ndipo ndimayesetsa kuphunzira kwa iwo. Kwa iye, komabe, ndizofanana ndi zomwe adakhala zaka zambiri ndipo sankafunanso, koma anali pamenepo akundithandiza komanso osandithandizira. Ndikudziwa kuti wakula kwambiri, wasintha kwambiri m'njira zambiri, ngakhale sakuwona zina mwa zosinthazo koma ine ndimawona. Ndikufuna kumuuza kuti ndimamukonda kwambiri ndipo amatanthauza kwa ine koposa chilichonse padziko lapansi. Anandithandiza kukhala munthu wabwino, mwamuna wabwino, bwenzi labwino, komanso tate wabwino.
Monga ndidanenera, mkazi wanga adakhala nane chaka chatha ndipo sindimaganiza kuti ndipeza mwayi wina ndi iye. Chaka chimodzi nditachira ndidamufunsa ngati angafune kupatsanso mwayi wina, ndipo ndine wokondwa kunena kuti inde. Tsopano, kufikira izi sizinali zophweka kwa iye kapena ine, panali zolakwitsa zambiri, zopinga, koma adawona kulimbikira kwanga, kudzipereka kwanga pakuchira, kudzisamalira ndipo ndizomwe zidakopa lingaliro lake. Ulendo wovuta, wosatha ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndidakali ndi ntchito yambiri patsogolo panga, koma zonse ndiyofunika. Sindingakhale wokondwa kapena woyamika chifukwa chondipilira komanso kundichirikiza chaka chatha, komanso koposa zonse kukhulupirira mwa ine ndikupatsanso mwayi wina ku US.
Ndikudziwa kuti ndidakali ndi ulendo wautali komanso wovuta patsogolo panga koma ndaphunzira zambiri panjira ndipo ndikufuna kuthandiza ena mwanjira iliyonse yomwe ndingathe, kudzera mu zomwe ndakumana nazo komanso upangiri wanga. Ndine wokonda kukhala WOONA MTIMA kwa munthu yemwe ali ndi vuto lofananalo (wokwatiwa, ndi ana) yemwe akuyamba, koma wotsimikiza kuchita izi ndipo sayembekezera kuphimbidwa kwa shuga. Izi ndizovuta, ndichinthu chatsiku ndi tsiku (kusintha kwa moyo), palibe zopuma zikafika pakuchira kwenikweni. Ndinayenera kuphunzira izi movutikira, ndinali ndi mwayi kuti ndinali ndi mkazi yemwe analipo kuti andiuze ndikayamba kukhala osasamala, tsopano ndikulolera kuchitira izi wina aliyense, yemwe amafunikira. Kumbukirani, kuchira kumeneku kudzangokhala kopambana, monga kuchuluka kwa ntchito ndikudzipereka komwe mukufuna kuchita. Palibe amene angakuchitireni, ziyenera kuchokera mkati.
Zambiri za ine:
Gender: Male
Zaka: 35
Malo: USA (Eastern Time Zone)
Mkhalidwe Wamaubwenzi: Wokwatirana kwa 12 + zaka, ana a 2
Chikhalidwe: Zowongoka
Chipembedzo: Palibe
Streak Yatsopano yopanda PM: masiku a 374
Ngati pali anyamata ena akwati kunja uko, omwe akufuna AP, samasuka kuti munditumizire uthenga.
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