Zaka 43 - Ndinkangoganiza kuti kuledzera kunayambika, koma tsopano ndikuwona kuti malonda ogonana akuukira aliyense amene sagwirizana nawo

M'mbuyomu ndimaganiza kuti chizolowezi chogonana ndichinthu chopangidwa ndi anthu omwe amafuna kupanga chidziwitso chazachinyengo pazomwe amakhulupirira kale, mofananira ndi mankhwala otembenuka mtima. Nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndimaganiza zinali 2007. Pambuyo pake zolaula zanga zidakulirakulira mpaka nditadziwa bwino zamalonda (ovomerezeka) ogonana. Zinandipweteka kwambiri ndipo ndinayamba kuyang'ana kuti ndimvetse zomwe zimandichitikira.

Nditayamba kulandira chithandizo chamankhwala, ndinali ndikukayikirabe za sitepe 12 chifukwa chachipembedzo chake. Mwamwayi tsiku langa loyamba kufunsa mafunso kudapangitsa kuti wothandizira wanga andipatse buku lanu. Ndinawerenga kuti ndikalize pasanathe maola 24. Zikuwoneka ngati kamodzi sayansi ili kumbali ya ma thumers a m'Baibulo.

Panali zinthu zambiri m'buku mwanu zomwe ndidazizindikira kuyambira moyo wanga. Koposa kulolerana konse komanso kuchuluka, kufunikira kofunafuna zokumana nazo zatsopano. Kupitilira miyezi 18 ndadulidwa kwambiri pakugonana kwanga, komanso mitundu yogonana yomwe ndimakondwera nayo. Komanso chosangalatsa, osati china chomwe ndimakumbukira kuchokera ku YBOP, ndikuti ndapeza kuti ndimakwiya pang'ono nthawi zambiri ndipo amatha kuthana ndi moyo mosavuta.

Ndimakondanso buku lanu ndikupulumutsa banja langa, sikuti pali zowawa zambiri zomwe ndadzetsa kwa mkazi wanga, ndipo ndimadandaula za tsogolo pamenepo, makamaka ngati ndingadzabwerenso mwanjira ina.

Ndakhala zaka 25 ndi maola osawerengeka pa zolaula, kuwerenga bukuli kudatsegula maso anga pazomwe zimandichitikira. Pambuyo pa miyezi yozizira ya 18 nditha kunena mosabisa kuti zapanga kusiyana kwakukulu m'maganizo anga, ndipo ndizodabwitsa kuti zonse zomwe ndikugonana sizili bwino kwenikweni.

Ndikudziwanso tsopano momwe zolaula zawonongera padziko lapansi, momwe zakhalira, momwe makampani azakugonana amayang'aniranirabe, komanso momwe amakhudzira aliyense amene sagwirizana. Chifukwa chake ndikukuthokozani chifukwa cha ntchito yomwe mumagwira, zimangokulira kwambiri momwe ndimawonera.

Ndine 43 ndipo inde mutha kugwiritsa ntchito nkhani yanga (mosadziwika).

[Kulemberana makalata ndi Gary Wilson]