Sinthani Epulo, 2021
Ino ndi mphindi yosowa ya "yay me" 🙂 Anagonana Lachiwiri usiku. Ndinalibe vuto lokhalitsa ndi erection. Osakhala ndi nkhawa, osadandaula, osathamanga, osangalatsa. Ndinalibe PE, zomwe zidandisangalatsa kwambiri ndikufuna kulira. Sindinakhalepo pachimake m'masiku 50. Zochita zolimbitsa thupi-zopewa pulogalamu ya intaneti zakhala zikundipangitsa kumva zodabwitsa, ndikukakamiza rewire. Sindikupatsa ubongo wanga malo ena. Ndikungofuna kugawana, popeza ndayamba kuyambiranso posachedwa. Masabata a 3 azakudya zabwino komanso zolimbitsa thupi komanso mwayi wocheperako TV / intaneti ndipo ndikuwonanso zopindulitsa. Talingalirani izi ngati mukumva kukakamira abale anga. Khalani ndi Tsiku Lopambana! J.
ZOYAMBIRA Julayi, 2020
Kuyambiranso Pomaliza !!! Kupita patsogolo kwakukulu mwadzidzidzi !!! Zinachitika kwa ine, ndipo ndi mulungu zonsezo zinali zoyenera! Mavuto onse ndi zowawa, mantha, zowawa zonse za kuchira! Zovuta ndi nkhawa ndikapita kukagonana ZINATHA! Angapo (7) kangapo sabata yatha, popanda zovuta.
Kuda nkhawa ndi thukuta ndi nkhawa musanagonane ZIMENE ZILI PABWINO. Tsopano ndikuyembekezera nthawi iliyonse. Mawaya anga aubongo alumikizananso !!! Kugonana kwanga kwabwerera, ndipo kwabwino kuposa kale lonse! Palibe zododometsa kapena zotsekemera zamatsenga mwina! Malingaliro anga ndi okhazikika komanso omveka.
Ndipo PE ikutha msanga! Ndabwereranso kuyang'anira zovuta zanga kachiwiri! Palibenso zizindikiro zowonekera konse. Zikomo nonse chifukwa cha mphatsoyi, chifukwa ndi zomwezo. NDABWERETSA MOYO WANGA !!!!!!! Mkazi wanga ali wokondwa, ndatha mwezi !. Ndikuyesera kuti ndisalire ndikulemba izi. Alexander, Gabe, Gary, Noah, nonse nonse anyamata, ZIKOMO! Ndazichita! NDINAKONZANSO !!!!!!!!!! Inunso mutha !!! Ngati bulu wanga yemwe wabwerezabwereza akhoza kuchira, inunso mutha kuchira! Khalani nawo !!!!!!! Ikugwira ntchito, ndipo ndiyofunika !!!!!
[Mbiri - Meyi, 2019]
Thandizo patsamba lino, RebootNation, ndi YBOP ndizifukwa zokhazokha zomwe ndili ndi moyo lero. Ndikutanthauza. Ndinali wokonzeka kudzipha, mfuti inali m'manja mwanga ndikuyika 8 miyezi yapitayo. Nditaya banja langa chifukwa cha PMO. NoFAP, Gary Wilson, Gabe Deem, komanso kuyankha moyenera kwa a Church Church kwandipulumutsa. Nonse a inu. Mawa ndi 299 Masiku.
Lero ndi tsiku 298 la NoFap kwa ine, ndipo ndine munthu wosiyana kwambiri ndi momwe ndidaliri kale:
Me: 43 wazaka zakubadwa wazamalamulo. Wokwatirana zaka 10.
Pamaso pa Nofap: wodzikonda, wofuna zambiri, wokwiya nthawi zonse ndi mkazi. Kumwa mausiku atatu pa sabata, mowa pang'ono. Nthawi zonse ndikalephera kupeza zomwe ndimafuna nthawi yomweyo, ndimakhala ndi PMO. Izi zidakwera pazaka zingapo zapitazi, zomwe zidapangitsa kuti akazi azikhala osafunikira komanso ofuna akazi ambiri (omwe ndiabwino, ophunzira, komanso amandikonda, koma zonsezi zidapangitsa kuti tigonane ndi 3x mwezi umodzi kapena kupitilira apo. Chilakolako chimanditsutsa, ndikuchita manyazi kunena). PMO adatsala pang'ono kuthetsa ukwati wanga pamene adaupeza pafoni yanga.
Pambuyo pa Nofap: PIED idatha pa tsiku la 265. Ndi AMAZING otentha, ogonana ndi mkazi wanga. Ndimamva bwino tsiku lililonse.
Awa akhala gehena. Zokwera ndi zotsika, kudzipha kenako kumva bwino. Sindinadziwe kuti ndinali ndi PIED mpaka nditasiya PMO, ndikuwona zolaula (ndikagwidwa, ndinauzidwa kuti andisudzula ndikadzachitanso.) NoFap inali kuchita kapena kufa. Sindikanataya banja langa chifukwa cha zoyipa izi. Sindinabwererenso kwa PMO kapena kukula. Kanayi mkazi wanga anakhumudwa kwambiri ndimasinthidwe anga nanena kuti achoka. Kuphatikiza kusowa chidwi pomwe ndimayesera kuyambiranso (sindinali woyenera kwambiri kulumikizana koyambirira.) Tili monga momwe tinaliri zaka 5 zapitazo, ndisanayambe PMO tsiku lililonse, kenako tidakulira ku PAMODZI YONSE YA SPARE. Sindinadziwe zomwe ndimachita muubongo wanga. Ngati ndingabwezeretse ndikadatero. Koma ndili m'njira yoti ndichiritse. Khalani panjira. Gwirani nacho. Lembani kuti muwone zokwera ndi zotsika zanu ndikuwona momwe mumamvera. NDINALIBE Lingaliro LOMWE NDINGAKHALE NDI KUGONANA kufikira nditayesa. Ikani nokha kunja uko, kulephera pachiwopsezo. Nawu mndandanda wamasiku anga okwera ndi otsika, mozungulira:
22up… FLATLINE-43 pansi… .9up… .7down… 33up… 7down… .7up… 6down… .13 mmwamba… .6down… 7up… 6down… 9 mpaka… .5 pansi, 5 mmwamba, 3 pansi, 11 mmwamba, 2 pansi, 3 mmwamba, 1 pansi, 1 mmwamba, 3 pansi, 8 mmwamba, 2 osakhala mosabisa, 1 mmwamba, 1 kutsika, 11 mmwamba, 1 pansi, 2 mmwamba, 7 pansi, 7 mmwamba…. (zasinthidwa 12/27) … PIED inatha Patsiku la 265 ndi PIV
Ndinayambanso kulota LERO 194- Maloto ndi gawo la mphotho ya chizindikiro NDI KUDZITHA
Maloto: Tsiku 74, 194, 201, 202, 204, 205, 206, 207, 208, 209, 211, 212, 214, 217, 221, 222, 225, 226, 227, 228, 229 , 231, 234, 235, 236, 237, 238, 239, 240, 241,243, 246, 247, 248, 249, 251, 252, 253, 255, 256, 257, 258, 259, 260 , 261
Mitengo ya M'mawa: 72, 88, 150, 198, 205, 206, 208, 211, 214, 221, 222, 229, 231, 235, 237, 238, 239, 240, 241,249, 251, 252, 253, 255, 256 , 257, 258, 266, 267, 268, 269, 270, 271… .. ndikupitilizabe kukhala bwino.
Nthawi zodziletsa, nthawi yayitali: masiku 34, masiku 71, masiku 70, 92, 5 mpaka pano… patatha masiku 92, pomwe malingaliro anali atatsika pang'ono, II ndimagonana kotentha. Izi zidasokoneza nkhope yanga. Gary Wilson anali kulondola, nthawi zina wobwezeretsanso motalika amafunika chiwonetsero kuti ayambenso. Ndinagonana mausiku awiri otsatira. Ndikulemba ziphuphu kuti ndiwonetsetse kuti sindidzabwereranso bwino. Analibe "zowawa zothawirako."
Zowonjezera: L-Arginine- 3000 mg patsiku, wosweka mu 3 waukulu. Zimathandiza kwambiri ndi nkhawa zomwe zimabwera ndi flatline.
Limbikani anzanga. Ndikulira pamene ndikulemba izi. Ndili ndi moyo. Ndili ndi chiyembekezo. Mbolo yanga imagwiranso ntchito. Banja langa likuyenda bwino. Kulankhulana ndikwabwino. Ana anga amakonda kucheza nane. Ndine woledzera ndi PMO, sindimwanso. Ine ndi mkazi wanga ndife odabwitsa Nthawi zonse timakondana wina ndi mzake, koma tsopano ndife okondana kwambiri. Ndili wokondwa.
DINANI NDI NOFAP. ZIKUGWIRA. Nthawi zambiri ndimatsala pang'ono kuponyera thaulo. Chekera nacho, udzachira. Ndinatero. PIED ndi zonse.
Ndimakukondani inu anyamata.
LINK - Pomaliza Zinapangitsa kuti -PIED zithe ku Tsiku 265 la NOFAP
By NOFAPSuccess2018 (wogwira ntchito yazamalamulo)
Pezani (Polemba makalata achinsinsi):
Nayi deta yomaliza kuchokera kuyambiranso. Sindinayambe ndaganizapo kuti ndikananena choncho, lol.
FLATLINE
22up…43 down….9up….7down…33up…7down…
.7up… 6down… .13down… .6down… 7up… 6down… 9 up… .5 pansi, 5 mmwamba, 3 pansi, 11 mmwamba, 2 pansi, 3 mmwamba, 1 mpaka, 1 mpaka, 3 mpaka, 8 mpaka 2 osati lathyathyathya, 1 mmwamba, 1 pansi, 11 mmwamba, 1 pansi, 2 mmwamba, 7 pansi, 10 mmwamba, 4 pansi, 16 mmwamba, 5 pansi, 5 mmwamba, 11 mmwamba, 22 mmwamba, 12 mmwamba, 9 mmwamba, 8 mmwamba, 11 mmwamba, 10 kumtunda 22 pansi, 5 mmwamba, 8 pansi, XNUMX mpaka XNUMX / XNUMX mpaka ... PIED idatha Pa tsiku 266 yokhala ndi PIV ……………………… ..23
MITUNDU YA FLATLINE, yomwe tsopano sidzidziwika.
Maloto: Tsiku 74, 194, 201, 202, 204, 205, 206, 207, 208, 209, 211, 212, 214, 217, 221, 222, 225, 226, 227, 228, 229 , 231, 234, 235, 236, 237, 238, 239, 240, 241,243, 246, 247, 248, 249, 251, 252, 253, 255, 256, 257, 258, 259, 260 , 261, 266, 267, 268, 269, 270, 271, 272, 273, 274, 278, 279, 280, 281, 283, 284, 285, 287, 288, 289, 290, 292 , 293, 294, 295, 296, 297, 298, 299, 300, 301, 302, 303, 304, 305, 306, 310, 312, 316, 317, 318, 319, 320, 321 , 323, 324, 325, 327, 330, 331, 332, 337, 339, 340, 341, 334, 344, 346, 348, 350, 351, 353, 354, 356, 357, 358 , 359, 360, 361, 362, 363, 364, 365, 366, 367,368, 369, 370, 371, 372… Daily lol
MW: 72, 88, 150, 198, 205, 206, 208, 211, 214, 221, 222, 229, 231, 235, 237, 238, 239, 240, 241,249, 251, XNUMN 252, 253, 255, 256, 257, 258, 266, 267, 268, 269, 270, 271, 273, 274, 284, 287, 301, 305, 306, 320, 321, 331, 332 ndi mtsogolo ...
Tsiku 366. Anaona bata kwambiri m'malingaliro.
NIGHTMARES: 237, 371, 372 380
Lero ndi 5/8/2019. Ndinagonana kangapo kanayi sabata lapitalo, likukulirakulirabe. Magwiridwe antchito akuchepa …… .Mizere yolumikizana ndi mizere yozungulira yomwe ili pafupi kwambiri ndi yosadziwika. Ola lokwiya, mwina. Ndipo osati zoyipa, mwina. Olimbikitsidwa, okhazikika, komanso pantchito. Kwakukulu kunyumba, ukwati ndi wodabwitsa. NDIKUCHIRA.
Gary ndi Gabe, ndili ndi moyo wanga. Ndimaona kuti ngongoleyi ndi yofunika kwambiri. Ngati mungafunike chilichonse, chonde tithandizeni. Ndili ndi ngongole yanu kosatha. Sindingathe kufotokozera momwe dziko langa liliri losiyana tsopano. INE NDINE. Machiritso apitilizabe. Chifukwa cha izi, ndi thandizo, ndimayamika.
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