Tsiku 62, ndi zosintha zambiri kuti anene. Malangizo kwa maanja kuchokera pazomwe takumana nazo ndi "karezza". Ndimagwiritsa ntchito liwulo kutanthauza kukonda kugonana popanda cholinga chofuna kuweruza kuti ndikhale ndi ziphuphu. Kupewa kupsa mtima kwa ma O ochulukirapo, (makamaka amwamuna), ndikuchotsa kuchuluka kwa zolaula, kwatipatsa zokumana nazo zogonana zomwe sitinakhalepo nazo zaka zathu zambiri tili m'banja.
Popeza sindimakhala ndi O kawirikawiri, titha kusangalala ndikugonana ola limodzi kapena kupitilira apo. Tili ndi nthawi yofufuzira zomwe wina ndi mnzake amatembenukira, ndipo timadzuka kwambiri ndikukhutitsidwa mwakuya. Ngati wina wa ife ali ndi O, chisangalalo chimatha, ndipo mphamvu zogonana pakati pathu zimachepa. Ndizabwino, ibwerera, koma ndichinthu choyenera kudziwa chifukwa mphamvuzi zimakhudzidwa ndimayendedwe amtundu uliwonse.
Chosowa chomwe ndidataya sabata yatha chinali chongotuluka ndikayamba kusinkhasinkha nthawi ya karezza. Gawo lofunikira ndikuti nkhawa yanga yokhudza kukhala ndi kukhala ndi O ikupita. (Ndicho chifukwa chake ndimatha kumasuka mokwanira kuti ndikhale wosinkhasinkha.) Kukakamizidwa kwanga koyambirira kuti ndikhale ndi "wabwinobwino komanso wathanzi" tsiku lililonse, kunali kuda nkhawa komwe sikundivutitsanso. Tsopano ndili ndi chokumana nacho chabwino kwambiri chosiyana nacho. Sindikudandaulanso ngati ndili ndi O ndi mkazi wanga pakubwezeretsanso. Zachitika kangapo modzipereka komanso mosachita kufuna, koma zonsezi ndi gawo la maphunziro athu osati vuto.
Ndiye ndayima pati poyambiranso tsopano. Ndikumva kuti ndatsala pang'ono kuyambiranso moyo wanga wogonana komanso nyimbo. Ndili ndi zambiri zoti ndiphunzire, koma kubweranso kwa madera osinkhasinkha pa nthawi yogonana ndichinthu chachikulu kwambiri kwa ine. Ndinkakonda kumverera nthawi zambiri panthawi yogonana, koma zocheperako ndikamakonda zolaula zimakula. Pamene ndinali wachichepere ndimachita Brahmacharya, monga gawo la yoga yanga, chifukwa chake kulamulira zikhumbo zakugonana si kwatsopano kwa ine. Chomwe chiri chatsopano ndikumva kwa virility kwathunthu muubwenzi wachikondi. Pepani kuti zanditengera nthawi yayitali kuti ndifike kuno, koma wokondwa kuti nditha kugawana nawo ndi mkazi wanga. Ndili wokondwa kwambiri chifukwa cha kukhulupirika kwake komanso thandizo lake. Sindingathe kuchita popanda iye.
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