Ndinali ndi zaka 2 +, kuyambira ku koleji, ndipo zidasintha moyo wanga. Moona mtima, patadutsa miyezi ingapo, sindinkaganiziranso za NoFap. Ndimakhala moyo momwe umayenera kukhalira.
Ndidapanga anzanga odabwitsa omwe amagawana zomwe ndimakhulupilira komanso kusangalala ndi moyo, ndili ndi lamba wabuluu ku BJJ, ndidalemba zikalata zamaphunziro ndikudzipangira dzina m'munda mwanga, ndipo ndangomaliza kumene digirii yanga ya uinjiniya ndi ulemu wapamwamba.
Ndinaona kuti kusala ndimaganizo komanso kukhazikika posiya kusiya PMO kunandithandizira kwambiri pantchito zanga zamaphunziro. Ndinkatha kudaya mwanzeru komanso kupanga zinthu mosiyana ndi kale. Zidandipangitsa kukhala woganiza bwino komanso wosintha mavuto.
Posachedwapa ndalowa sukulu yabwino kwambiri yopanga uinjiniya padziko lapansi, ndipo ndikuthokoza zabwino za NoFap pondithandizira kutero. Sabata yatha ndidasamukira mumzinda watsopano womwe ndikhala zaka zingapo zikugwira ntchito yanga ya PhD.
Mwezi watha, komabe, ndinalolera kupsinjika kochita kusuntha ndikumaliza digiri yanga kundikankhira pansi sitima ya NoFap. Ndinasamukira kunyumba kwa makolo anga kwa mwezi umodzi kuti ndikalongedze katundu wanga ndisananyamuke, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti kuphatikizika kwa kusungulumwa komanso kusungulumwa kudayamba kulimbikitsa. Ndidapeza magazini akale a Zithunzi Zosangalatsa, ndipo ndidawatulutsa onse.
Sindinaganizirepo zomwe ndidachita, sindinaganize zaka 2 zakubwera ndikutsika. Sindinakhumudwe, choncho ndinapita kumalo ena akale oonera zolaula ndipo ndinayambiranso njira zanga zakale za December.
Ndasuntha sabata yatha, ndipo ndidakhazikitsa zonse m'malo anga atsopano. Ndilibe anzanga mumzinda watsopano uno (uli kutali kwambiri), chifukwa chake sindinachite chilichonse cha Chaka Chatsopano. Zinali zomvetsa chisoni komanso zosangalatsa. Ndinali ndi chidwi chachikulu kwa PMO chifukwa chodzikweza, koma kenako ndinazindikira china; Ndatsala pang'ono kuyamba mutu watsopano m'moyo wanga, ndikuyang'ana zonse zomwe ndakwanitsa zaka zingapo zapitazi ndi malingaliro anga opanda zolaula. Kodi ndimafunadi kutaya zonse zomwe ndimaphunzira kusukulu mumzinda watsopano?
Ndidayenda ndikuyang'ana zozimitsa moto, ndikuganiza zonse zomwe ndakwanitsa zaka ziwiri ndili ndi thanzi labwino. Ndawona ndikupindula ndi mphamvu ya malingaliro oyera, omasuka ku mliri wa zolaula komanso kukhumudwa.
Ndinaganiza kuti ndiyenera kukhala ndi thanzi labwino, ndipo ndiyenera kukankha bulu ambiri tsopano kuposa kale. Ichi ndi chiyambi chabe, ndipo ndikukhazikitsanso nthawi yanga chaka chino.
Ndikulakalaka ena oyambitsa mwatsopano zabwino zonse. Ingokumbukirani kuti ndibwino kunyong'onyeka. Khalani ndikuyang'anitsitsa pakhoma ngati mukuyenera kutero, koma zindikirani kuti ndizabwino kuposa PMO.
EDIT: TL; DR: 2 + chaka chazaka idathandiza kwambiri malingaliro anga ndipo ndakwaniritsa zolinga zambiri, koma kenako ndinabwereranso, kenako ndinazindikira kuti ndikufuna kukhalabe ndimaganizo athanzi.
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