Panali nthawi yomwe ndimamverera kuti nkhawa zamagulu ndiomwe ndichinthu chenicheni ndipo ziyenera kukhala kuti ndikusowa chodera nkhawa pagulu. Koma lero akumva ngati nkhawa yamagulu ndi chinyengo chabe chomwe chimayambitsidwa ndi utsi wamaubongo komanso manyazi. Lero tatulukanso tsiku lonse. Ndinapita kuchipinda chochezera, ndipo ndinali ndi nthawi yabwino ndikucheza ndi mnzanga. Sindinamve kuda nkhawa ndi anthu, ndipo ndimamva ngati zachilendo kukhala momasuka pakati pa anthu. Tinapita kumalo odyera ndipo tinasangalala.
Ndinali ndi nkhawa yayikulu pakati pa anthu, nkhawa yayikulu. Koma tsopano ndimakhala womasuka ndikakhala pagulu komanso m'malo opezeka anthu ambiri. Izi sizomwe zili placebo, chifukwa ndidachita zinthu zambiri m'mbuyomu ndipo zotsatira za placebo sizinagwire ntchito m'mbuyomu. Izi ndi zinthu zenizeni, zotheka chifukwa cha nofap. Uwu unali mphamvu yofunika kwambiri yomwe ndimafuna
Ngati ndingathe, aliyense angathe. Ndadziwona ndekha ndikuchoka kwa munthu wabwinobwino kupita pachinthu chachilendo komanso chovuta, pamaso panga munthu. Ndikudziwa ndendende zomwe zandivuta [zolaula] ndipo ndikukonzekera. Sindinapite patali chonchi osakwanitsa zaka 16 zapitazo.
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