Ndili ndi zaka 20 zoyambirira. Ndinayamba nofap nthawi ina ndili ndi zaka XNUMX. Ndinasiya makamaka chifukwa cha matenda ochulukirapo. Sizinapitirire patapita nthawi kuti zikhale zauzimu. Ndili ndi zabwino zanthawi zonse, kulanga kwambiri & kudzipereka, sindimadzimva kuti ndine wolakwa kapena wamanyazi zina.
Komanso maubwino ena monga kugwiritsa ntchito bwino nthawi yanga pochita zinthu zopindulitsa. Ndine munthu wopanga & kwazaka zambiri sindinathe kukhala ndi kudzoza kwakutali koma tsopano ndikumverera kuti ndikupanga & kudzoza kuposa kale. Malingaliro & malingaliro amawoneka ngati akuyenda m'mutu mwanga nthawi zambiri posachedwa.
Ngakhale sindimamva kudzoza, ndimawoneka kuti ndakulitsa luso lotuluka posachedwa komanso mophweka kuposa kale. Zonsezi ndizabwino kwambiri pazonse, kuphatikiza kudzidziwa nokha monga munthu.
Kenako ndinazichita nditatha zaka 5 ndikuyesera. ndiko kulondola, zaka 5! Ndi momwe zanditengera nthawi yayitali kufika poti ndikukula tsopano sindidzachitanso. Zovuta, sizidzachitikanso. Pakadali pano ndili kwinakwake mozungulira masiku 90, perekani kapena tengani masiku (ndasiya kuwerengera, ndichifukwa chiyani ndikuwerenga ndikudziwa kuti sindidzayambiranso?)
Koma ndibwereza, zidatenga zaka 5 kuyesera kuti ndikafike kuderali. Ndalephera nthawi zambiri koma ndimangodzilimbitsa ndikuyesanso mpaka tsiku lina 'switch' idachoka m'mutu mwanga ndipo zinali zanga, ndidadziwa kuti sindidzayang'ananso mmbuyo. Zingakutengereni nthawi yochulukirapo koma simudziwa pokhapokha mutayesabe, ndikofunikira pamapeto pake. Ngakhale nthawi zina ndidalephera (ndipo ndidalephera kwambiri, ndikuwongolera nthawi zina) zomwe zinali zabwinoko kuposa kusayeserapo konse.
Ndinachita bwanji izi? Chida chothandiza kwambiri chothana ndi PMO chinali kungopewa mayesero, izi zikuwoneka ngati zosavuta komanso ndizowona. Mukamapewa zinthu zomwe zimayambitsa PMO, mumakhala ndi mwayi wopambana. Chachiwiri, kukumbukira nthawi yanu yocheperako komanso nthawi zoyipa kwambiri kungakuthandizeni kwambiri kuti mupewe kuyambiranso.
Nthawi ina mukatsala pang'ono kubwereranso, yesani kulingalira za nthawi yomaliza yomwe mudabwereranso komanso momwe zidakhalira zoyipa, momwe simudakwaniritsire mutasankha kubwerera. Ngati mukukumbukiradi ndikuwona kuti simukufunanso kukhalanso ndi zowawa zomwezo, ndiye kuti simudzatha kubwereza cholakwika chomwecho.
Mukudziwa kale izi koma PMO ndi mankhwala omwe amakupangitsani kukhala opanda nzeru. Ndizovuta kuganiza pakatentha kanthawi pokhapokha mutadziphunzitsa kuchita izi. Mukamaphunzira kudziphunzitsa kuti muime ndikuganizira mozama musanachite, pamakhala mwayi woti mupitilize ndi PMO. Zilakalaka zanu ndizolimba ndipo zimaphatikizaponso zoyipa, chifukwa chake muyenera kugwiritsa ntchito mwakhama chifuniro chanu polimbana nawo. Chifukwa chake kumbukirani, imani & GANIZIRANI ndikuganiza.
Kodi ndimayesabe, inde! Kodi kuyesako kudzachokeradi, ayi! Koma ndidzaperekanso, ayi. Zinanditengera kanthawi kuti ndikafike komwe ndimakhala ndipo inunso mutha kuchita.
Kwa abale anga achipembedzo, dzifunseni nokha izi. Mulungu amakufunirani chiyani? Yankho lake ndi lodziwikiratu. Pempherani kuti Mulungu akupatseni mphamvu yakuchita chabwino. Khalani ndi chikhulupiriro & khulupirirani kuti zomwe Mulungu akufuna kwa inu ndizapamwamba kwambiri kuposa chilichonse chomwe mungachite ndi mphamvu zanu. Kenako mudzakumana ndi kusintha kwenikweni.
LINK - Pambuyo pa 5 zaka za nofap.
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