Ndinkamenyana ndi PMO kwa zaka 6-7 zolimba, mpaka mu January pamene ndinali ndi mndandanda wanga wautali kwambiri. Zitatha, ndinakhumudwa ndipo ndinamangiriza kwa mwezi ndi theka. Kenaka anadza pakati pa mwezi wa March, umene, monga mwa August 5th, anali nthawi yomaliza yokhala ndi maliseche. Ndalota zaka zambiri ndikufika kumene ndikukhala tsopano.
Nthawi zonse ndimayembekeza kuti tsiku lina ndidzatha kuyang'ana mmbuyo ndikuzindikira kuti zoopsa zidatha popanda ngakhale kuyesayesa. Ndipo ngakhale sindinathe kulimbana ndi ziyeso zofananira zam'mbuyomu, ndatsimikizira ndekha kuti, ngakhale zomwe anthu amandiuza, ndizotheka kukhala wopanda PMO. Pakadali pano paulendo wanga, sindimaganizira zobwereranso mwina. Ndikumvadi kuti kuseweretsa maliseche komanso mavuto onse omwe adabweretsa ndi akale.
Ndikunena izi, ndaphunzira zambiri pamwezi wa 4.5 wopanda PMO. Nawu mndandanda:
- Ndamva zambiri za momwe kupita popanda PMO kungathetsere moyo wachikondi. Ndiroleni ndingonena kuti mungadabwe ndi momwe izi zilili zoona. Nthawi zosachepera zinayi kuyambira Marichi, pakhala pali atsikana omwe amandikopa kwambiri, kapena amandipatsa chizindikiro chotsimikizika. Sindikumvetsa chifukwa chake. Zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti sizingachitike mukakhala otanganidwa ndi PMO.
- Osamvera chilichonse chomwe chimati kuseweretsa maliseche ndichabwino. Mchitidwewu sudzakuchitirani kanthu koma kudzabweretsa manyazi ochuluka, monga momwe unachitikira ndi ine. Chowonadi ndi chakuti thupi lanu liri ndi njira yachilengedwe yotulutsira yomwe sikutanthauza kuti mudzidetse ndi PMO. Mukayamba kupita nthawi yayitali popanda izi, mumayamba kutulutsa mpweya wochulukirapo usiku, chifukwa chake mfundo yoti muyenera kuseweretsa maliseche kuti mukhale athanzi ndi BS yonse.
- Ndikumva ngati PMO wandichotsera china chomwe ndikungobwerera. Ichi chinali lingaliro langa lonyada. Pambuyo pazaka zambiri ndadziipitsa ndi machitidwe ndi zithunzi zomwe ndimadziwa kuti ndizolakwika, ndimadzimvadi ngati kuti ndine wochepera kuposa anthu. Chotsatira chake, ndinayamba kudzida ndikudzidandaula kwambiri kuti tsopano ndikuyamba kugwedezeka. Zinayambitsanso kusintha kosasintha umunthu wanga, zomwe zidabweretsa mavuto monga kupewa kupewa mikangano. Ndinali munthu wovuta, wofooka wopanda chidwi yemwe anali wamantha kwambiri kuti angayang'ane ndi aliyense pachilichonse. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, tsopano ndazindikira kuti zambiri izi zidachitika chifukwa chondiona ndekha ngati wotayika yemwe adakonda kudzikhudza. Tsopano popeza ndadutsa PMO, ndikubwezeretsanso kudzidalira kwanga komwe kunalibe kalekale.
- PMO ndi gawo laling'ono chabe la vuto lokulirapo. Kwa zaka zambiri, ndakhala ndikuyesera kudziwa chifukwa chomwe ndimapangira zinthu zomwe ndimachita. Ndazindikira tsopano kuti ndi njira yanga yanga yotsimikizira kuti ndakhala ndikulakalaka, mwazinthu zina. Kudzikakamiza kuti tiwone bwino vutoli kukuthandizani kwambiri.
- Chifukwa cha kudzidalira kwanga, ndayamba kusintha zina pamoyo wanga. Ndayamba kuthamanga kwambiri, ndazindikira zopindulitsa zambiri kuchokera ku masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndidayamba kulemba buku, ndikuphunzira Chijapani, ndikuyesera kuphunzira gitala. Kuchotsa zosokoneza zambiri momwe mungathere ndichinsinsi chachikulu.
Ndidakali ndi ulendo wautali paulendo wanga, popeza sindinadziwe momwe ndingapitire popanda kuyang'ana akazi okongola pagulu. Monga Mkhristu, ndimapereka ulemu kwa Mulungu chifukwa chondifikitsa pano, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti apitiliza kundilimbikitsa kuti ndipambane. Ingodziwa kuti gawo lovuta kwambiri nthawi zonse limakhala poyambira. Mukadutsa izi, pitirizani kufikira komwe muyenera kukhala.
KULUMIKIZANA Sindinachite Maliseche Kuyambira Mwezi wa March. Izi ndi zomwe ndaphunzira (Long Read)
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