Pakati pa nthawi yatha chaka chatha ndidayambiranso ulendo womwe ndayesera kukwaniritsa maulendo angapo m'mbuyomu. Ndinasiya zolaula ndipo lero kwakhala chaka chathunthu kuchokera pomwe ndidapita komaliza patsamba lolaula. Ndinkakonda kuonera zolaula kuyambira kusekondale mpaka kukoleji. Sindinazindikire kuti ndinali nditazolowera mpaka nditayesetsa kusiya. Nthawi yonse yomwe ndimakhala ku koleji, ndimakhala ndikulimbana ndi izi. Ndinayesera mobwerezabwereza kuti ndisapambane mpaka lero.
Komabe, mwa kulimbana kumeneku ndinali wolimba mtima ndipo sindinataye mtima pazomwe ndimafuna kuchotsa m'moyo wanga. Ndikhoza lero kunena kuti nthawi zomwe ndisanafike paulendo wanga sizinali zophweka, komabe, ndikutha kukupatsani chiyembekezo kuti mukamasiya nthawi yayitali kumakhala kosavuta.
Ndikamayang'ana zolaula, ndinkasungulumwa kwambiri, ndinali wokhumudwa, wokwiya, wokwiya komanso wamantha. Komabe popeza ndakhala wopanda zolaula kwa chaka chathunthu, ndidazindikira kuti malingaliro awa acheperachepera ndipo sakhala olemera monga kale. Chiyambireni kukhala wopanda zolaula, ndimakhala wokondwa, wokhutira ndikukhala ndi chiyembekezo cha tsogolo langa.
Sindinakhalepo mnyamata wogwirizana ndi anzanga ndipo sindinakhalepo mnyamata yemwe ayamba kuyenda ndi mtsikana kale. Komabe popeza ndasiya kuonera zolaula, tsopano ndikupezanso chiyembekezo choti nditha kudziwa momwe zimakhalira ndi chibwenzi kapena gulu la anzanu kuti mucheze nawo.
Popanda kuwonera zolaula kwakanthawi, ndikuwona kuti ndikupeza chidwi chambiri kuchokera kwa atsikana komanso anthu omwe ndimagwira nawo ntchito adayamba kundiitanira malo limodzi nawo. Sindiye komwe ndikufuna kukhala m'moyo, komabe, ndikuchita bwino pantchito yanga ndikukhutira ndi zomwe ndili nazo. Sindine wopambana kapena wotchuka ngati ena mwa anthu omwe ndimawadziwa koma tsiku lililonse likadutsa ndikupewa zolaula, ndikuzindikira kuti ndikukula ndikukhala munthu wabwino.
Zomwe ndimawona kuti ndizothandiza kwa ine ndikuti m'malo mongowonongera zolaula, ndigwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanga kuchita zinthu zomwe zimandilola kukhala munthu wabwino. Mwachitsanzo: kuwerenga mabuku ambiri, kusewera gitala ndikuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ngakhale ndimavutika msanga, ndikukhulupirira kuti ngati mupirira munyengo yovuta aliyense akhoza kuthana ndi vutoli. Ndikukhulupirira kuti kugawana nkhani yanga kumathandiza. Ndikufunirani anyamata zabwino zonse paulendo wanu ndikudziweni momwe zilili ndi zolaula.
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