Pambuyo pa chingwe cha tsiku la 150 ndidasinthiratu kwakanthawi ndipo tsopano ndayamba kukhala masiku a 90 opanda zolaula kapena maliseche. Popeza ndafika polemba chizindikiro cha tsiku la 90, ndakhala ndi nthawi yoganizira komwe ndidakhala masiku a 250 apitawo.
Ndinadzimva wopanda chiyembekezo. Sindinaganize kuti ndikhoza kukhala ndi zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche, ndinali nditazunguliridwa ndi zokopa m'moyo wanga zomwe ndimawona kuti ndizosatheka, kuti amuna amafunitsitsa kukhutiritsa zilakolako zogonana m'njira yosavuta kwambiri (zolaula, maliseche).
Ndinkasungulumwa. Ndinkakonda kucheza ndi anthu osawadziwa pachikuto, ndipo ndimawaganizira kuti ndi ofunika. Zizolowezi zanga zapakhomo zotsekedwa zimalowa m'moyo wanga watsiku ndi tsiku momwe ndimakondera azimayi, popeza poizoni ndidafalikira ndidagonana nawo m'njira zoyipa, ndikudziimba mlandu. Kudziimba mlandu kumeneku kunakhudza kwambiri momwe ndimakhalira ndi anzanga, komanso anzanga, ndikadakonda kudzilowetsa ndekha m'malo mongofuna kucheza ndi anzanga. Chidaliro changa chamagulu chinasokonekera ndipo kudzipatula kumapha munthu mwamphamvu.
Ndinadzimva wosimidwa. Sindingathe kuwerengera kangapo kuti ndimayesetsa kuchepetsa mliri womwe umalowetsa poizoni mumtima mwanga. Nthawi iliyonse, kudziletsa sikunakhalitse, ndimakhumudwa. Ndinkafuna kumasuka ku mdima wanga, ndimalakalaka nditakhala wabwinobwino. Ngakhale ndimayesetsa, sindinathe kudzipereka. Mpaka nditalowa nawo gulu la amuna, ndipo ndidadzipereka kuti ndizilemba tsiku lililonse pa NoFap.
Ngakhale gulu la amuna lija lidandithamangitsa, NoFap ndi yomwe idandipangitsa kuti ndiziyankha moyenera. Tsiku lililonse ndinkalimbana ndi zolimbikitsazo, ndipo tsiku ndi tsiku ndimalemba momwe ndidagonjetsera zolimbikitsazi, ndipo zimandipangitsa kukhala wonyada. Zinanditengera kanthawi kuti ndizimva kuti sizolinso zovuta zatsiku ndi tsiku, pamapeto pake zidasokonekera ndikumenya nkhondo sabata iliyonse ndikuchepera pafupipafupi. Kupambana kwakhala kukupatsa mphamvu.
Ndikumva kwaulere. Ndilibe malingaliro opanda pake, ndikulemba maliseche, ndikuzindikira kuti ndagonjetsedwanso. Sindine wotayika, Ndine wopambana. Malingaliro anga sanasokonekere ndi ivy yoyipa ija.
Ndikumva chidaliro. Nditha kuyankhula ndi nthabwala ndi azimayi molimba mtima ndipo osakhala ndi malingaliro akuda omwe amanditsogolera momwe ndimakhalira ndi ena. Ndabwereranso pachibwenzi ndi mtsikana yemwe ndinkacheza naye ndili kapolo wa maliseche, ndipo kusiyana kwa momwe ndimamuyamikira ndikodabwitsa. Ubale wathu ndiwathanzi kwambiri ndipo ndimamva chikondi choyenera kwa mayiyu. Sadziwa zambiri za zomwe ndakumana nazo, koma ndikudziwa kuti amandilemekeza ngati bambo ndipo ngati ndingayambitsenso chizolowezi changa chodetsa, ulemuwo ungathe.
Ndikumva bwino. Ndine wabwinobwino. Ndilibe satana yemwe wakhala phewa langa. Izi ndizofunika kwambiri kwa ine ndipo ngati ndinu mwamuna kapena mkazi mukuwerenga izi ndikufuna kukulimbikitsani ndi mtima wonse kuti mumenye nawo. Mutha kubwerera, monga momwe ndinachitira patatha masiku 150. Koma musakhale kapolo. Bwerera kumbuyo ndikumenyera ufulu wako, kumenyera kuti ukhale wamisala, kumenyera moyo wako.
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