Ndinali woledzera, koma sindinaganize choncho

… Kuonera zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche kunakhala mwambo watsiku ndi tsiku kwa ine, ngati sichoncho kangapo patsiku. Ndinali ndi masamba omwe ndimawakonda komanso makanema omwe ndimawakonda kwambiri ndiomwe ndimakonda zolaula. Iwo anali ngati azimayi anga. Ndingasankhe mtundu uliwonse wa thupi lomwe ndimakonda tsiku limenelo kuti ndikwaniritse zosowa zanga, komanso kupitiliza kufunafuna nyama yatsopano. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikusaka.

Ndikupezeka ndi azimayi a digito osatha, osafunikira kuyeserera kukhothi kapena kunyengerera, malire omwe ndimangokhala okhutira ndi ine. Ndikadina kudzera pa 10, 20, kapena 30 makanema gawo lililonse lomwe limangokhala mphindi khumi ndi zisanu kapena zina. Sindingayang'ane makanema onsewo, koma ndimangoyang'ana mokwanira kuti ndipeze mawonekedwe oyenera chiwonetsero changa.

Makanema atayamba kudziwika, adayamba kukhala otopetsa. Nthawi zonse ndimafuna zinthu zatsopano komanso zosangalatsa kuti zindidzutse. Izi zidanditsogolera kunjira yamdima pomwe ndidayamba kusaka makanema amakanema amtundu wa risque kapena zonyansa. Mwamwayi, ndinayima mdima usanafike (monga zolaula za ana), dzenje losautsa pomwe ambiri omwe amakonda zolaula amadzipeza okha.

Ndinali woledzera, koma sindinaganize choncho. Ndimaganiza kuti ndine munthu wabwinobwino yemwe amachita zinthu zabwinobwino. Ndimangokhutiritsa chilakolako chachilengedwe chomwe amuna onse ali nacho. Ndipo popeza ndinalibe mnzanga weniweni wokhutiritsa izi, zinali bwino kuti ndiyang'ane. Sindinali kuvulaza aliyense. Zomwe ndimachita ndimangowonera makanema ndikudzisangalatsa. Zolaula ndizovomerezeka komanso zabwino, sichoncho? …

[Nkhani yonse pa blog ya Aaron Shugyosha sikupezeka]