Lero ndi tsiku langa la 101st la NoFap Challenge. Ndine watsopano, wabwino ndekha ndipo ndikufuna kugawana nanu nkhani yanga ndipo mwina ndikulimbikitseni ena mwa inu omwe muli ndi vuto lofananalo.
Ndiyenera kunena - Ndinali wokonda zolaula pafupifupi zaka 8, zomwe ndizowopsa.
Zonse zidayamba ndi chifukwa chiyani
Ku High School, ndimafuna kukhala pachibwenzi. Sindinali munthu wowoneka bwino, koma osati woyipa. Ndinayesetsa zolankhula ndi atsikana ndikuwapempha kuti apite kokacheza kapena ku kanema. Nthawi iliyonse atsikana akandikana zomwe zimandipweteka kwambiri.
Ndikudziwa. Izi ndizofala, koma mtsikana aliyense sanandiuzepo kuti "Hei ife sitikugwirizana, koma ndiwe munthu wabwino". Nthawi zonse ankandiseka kapena kupangitsa anthu ena kundiseka chifukwa ndikufuna kupita kokacheza nawo. Chifukwa chake, ndidawonongeka m'maganizo. Ndipo amzanga abwenzi panthawiyi anali muubwenzi. Izi zinandikhumudwitsa kwambiri.
Inde, ndinazindikira kuti hentai ndiye zolaula, komanso kuseweretsa maliseche. Koma kuonera zolaula sikunali kokwanira kwa ine. Chifukwa chake, ndidazindikira zolaula. Ndipo pamenepo ndinali nditataika.
Zidakhala zosangalatsa kutumizirana zolaula ndi atsikana ena. Kutumiza ndi kulandira zithunzi. Kuchita maliseche pamodzi ndikukambirana za kugonana.
Ndinadziwononga ndekha ndikuthawa zenizeni komanso atsikana enieni.
Ndinkakonda kutumizirana zolaula, kuwonera zolaula kapena makamu ogonana kumapeto kwa sabata kwa zaka 8 ngakhale osagona. Ndidapumira, ndikuyesera kupeza bwenzi lenileni koma osachita chilichonse. Osandilakwitsa ndikakhala kuti ndinali pachibwenzi, sindinaganizepo zogonana ndi mtsikana yemwe ali pachibwenzi ndi ine pano. Ndikungofuna kukhala ndi winawake ngakhale osagonana.
Koma ngakhale nditakhala ndi chibwenzi ndi atsikana amenewo anali ofanana ndi ochokera ku High School - "Sitingakhale limodzi popanda chifukwa".
Chifukwa chake, ndidasiya chibwenzi ndipo ndidabwereranso, kutumizirana zolaula, ndikuonera zolaula.
Mwamwayi, mnzanga wina adandilembera mu Disembala 2020. Adandiuza kuti: "Hei nzanga, ndiyenera kukulangizani za NoFap. Sindikudziwa ngati mumachita izi kapena ayi (sindinamuuzeko aliyense) koma zandithandiza ”.
Ndipo kenako ndinazindikira kuti ndimakonda kwambiri, komanso momwe ndidawonongera zaka 8 zomaliza pa zolaula komanso maliseche. Ndinali kulira ndipo sindinali kugona kwa masiku angapo pozindikira kuti ndili ndi vuto. Ndinali wovutika maganizo ndikuganiza za onse azithunzithunzi kapena zithunzi zamaliseche zomwe ndidatumiza (palibe nkhope) ndipo nthawi yonseyi ndimangowononga.
Koma ndiye ndinayamba NoFap. Ndidayika pulogalamu, ndipo kuwerengera kudayamba.
Masabata awiri oyamba anali owopsa. Ndinali ndi chidwi cholemba kapena kutumizirana mameseji ochuluka kwambiri kotero kuti sindimatha kuyang'ana china chilichonse, koma ndidapulumuka.
Kenako mwezi unadutsa ndipo malingaliro anga adayamba kukhala oyera monga zaka 8 zapitazo. Kenako miyezi iwiri. Ndinali wonyada ndipo nthawi zina ndimalakalaka koma sindinkafuna kutaya vutoli.
Ndipo tsopano patatha masiku 101. Ndikuganiza zoyera. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri komanso wokoma mtima kwa ena ndipo ndine munthu watsopano. Ndikulemba mawuwa ndikulira. Ndimanyadira ndekha komanso ndimayera.
Kugonana, kutumizirana zolaula, ndi maliseche, sikundilamuliranso. Ndiyenera kukhala wolimba osabwereranso kuzolowera. Ndipo ndikukhumba chomwecho nonsenu.
Khalani olimba aliyense! Osataya nthawi yanu, osataya moyo wanu, ndikukhala opambana.
LINK - Momwe NoFap anasinthira moyo wanga. Chilimbikitso ndi nkhani
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