Oo. Sindinaganizepo m'moyo wanga kuti ndikafika pachimake. Palibe zolaula masiku 90. Izi sizinali zophweka koma ndikukuwuzani kuti maubwino ake ndiabwino kwambiri. Ndiyambe ndi kunena kuti mavuto omwe mukukumana nawo lero akuyenera kukhalapo kuti zinthu zikuyendereni bwino. Mavutowa sakhalitsa, ndipo ngati mukumva kuwawa - pitirizani kukankha ndi kupeza kena kake. Kupambana sikutsata. Mudzagundika ndikukwera tsiku ndi tsiku mpaka malingaliro anu abwerere. Malingaliro anu adzasokoneza nanu. Muyesera kuyerekezera momwe zingathere.
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Chifukwa chomwe ndinasiyira chinali chakuti sindimakhala ndiubwenzi wokhutiritsa ndi bwenzi langa. Sizinandithandizenso kuti ndikhale wopanda nkhawa. Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula tsiku lililonse kangapo patsiku pafupifupi zaka 9. Kuchulukitsa ndi zenizeni ndipo khulupirirani kuti sizinthu zosokoneza. Ngati muli pamalo amenewa, imani pomwepo. Idzaswana ndi thanzi lanu lam'mutu ndipo idzawotcha zithunzi za zonyansa kwambiri zomwe mungaganizire pamutu panu.
Ndikhoza kunena kuti kudutsa masiku awa 90, ndimamva ngati inenso. Sindikufuna ngakhale kuwonera zolaula. Maganizo anga azimayi asintha kwambiri, ndipo sindimawona atsikana osaganizira bwino monga momwe ndinkakhalira. Ndimakopeka kwambiri ndi atsikana abwinobwino, atsiku ndi tsiku + makamaka bwenzi langa. Kukhala naye pambali panga anali manja ofunikira kwambiri kuti ndichite bwino, ndipo popanda iye ndikadakhalabe wokhumudwa kwambiri.
Ngati muli ndi bwenzi / bwenzi. Auzeni za vuto lanu. Auzeni zomwe mukukumana nazo. Izi zipangitsa kuti ubale wanu ukhale wolimba komanso zikuthandizani kukhala oyera. Ngati simukuvomereza zakumwa zanu ndiye kuti zipitiliza kukhala ndi mphamvu pa inu chifukwa mukuzibisalira ena.
Ndinalinso ndi mphunzitsi wamoyo yemwe adandithandiza kumufotokozera zambiri za zolaula zanga komanso chifukwa chake kukula ndi chinthu chenicheni. Ubongo wanu umangokhalira kukweza ma ante kuti ufike pamlingo womwewo pomwe udayamba. Ubongo wanu sukuwona kuti ndi wonyansa ngakhale mukudziwa kuti ndiwonyansa. Ubongo wanu umangosinthira kuchuluka kwachilendo kwa dopamine ndikupitilizabe kulakalaka zambiri. Pali chifukwa chomwe pamakhala mtundu wanyimbo zonse patsamba lino.
Gary Wilson ndi YBOP ali ndi chuma chambiri komanso kwa iwo omwe akuvutika. Koma pakadali pano, nditha kuwononga zina mwazizindikiro zodzipatula zomwe ndidakumana nazo masiku aliwonse a 10 kapena masiku awa mpaka lero. (Ndimakumbukirabe zina mwa izi, koma ndizachidule ndipo zikutha. Ndikuganiza kuti apita mwezi wina kapena kuposerapo)
Masiku 1-10
Mukangoyamba kumene mudzasokonezeka. Mudzakhala ndi zikhumbo zazikulu pakuyesera kwanu koyamba kusiya. Ndipo mudzayambiranso kwambiri koyambirira. Nthawi zonse kumbukirani kuti Roma sinamangidwe tsiku limodzi. Pitirizani kukankha.
Kuda nkhawa ndi nkhanza m'masiku ochepa oyambilira ano. Izi ndichifukwa choti mwina mumakonda kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula ngati choletsa nkhawa kapena zikhalidwe zina zovomerezeka.
Kusintha kwanyengo ndi kwakukulu. Mutha kukhala osangalala tsiku lonse mpaka wina anene zomwe mwina zimangokhalitsa kukwiya pang'ono, koma pansi pa izi mutha kuphulika. Ichi chinali chovuta kwambiri kwa ine chifukwa ndimakondanso ena ndikuyesetsa momwe ndingathere kuti ndisakhale ochepa ndi anthu. Ndinakhala patali ndi anzanga. Ndipo pamapeto pake ndidamuwuza mnzanga wapamtima zomwe zimachitika. Amamvetsetsa ndipo adzakuthandizani
Zonsezi zimakhala bwino pakakhala masiku 14 a ine.
Tsiku 10-20
Monga ndidanenera, funde loyambalo ladzasiya liyamba kuzimiririka tsiku lonse 10-14. Ndamva zakulakalaka kwamasiku asanu ndi awiri koma sindinakhalepo nazo. Malingaliro azolaula anali ndi zolimba panthawiyi. Inenso ndinali wokangalika modabwitsa komanso ndinadzazidwa ndi mphamvu panthawiyi. Ndinamva bwino. Wodzazidwa ndi chidaliro ndikutsata malire anga oyendetsera zovuta. Maphunziro amasintha; Ndidakhala wamphamvu kwambiri ndikupita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi. (Ndimagwiritsa ntchito benchi 135 ya 12 tsopano ndimalandira 225 ya 8). Ndikuganiza kuti izi ziyenera kuthana ndi kuti muli ndi nthawi yambiri m'manja mwanu popanda zolaula.
20-40
Takulandilani ku flatline anzanga. Apa ndipomwe anyamata amakhala amuna. Apa ndipomwe mumasewera nkhondo yamaganizidwe mobwerezabwereza mpaka mutayambiranso kapena kupitiliza. Sindikukudzudzulani, nditapita kumalo ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi kwa milungu itatu ndikupita kolimba, ndidadzuka ndikumva wopanda kanthu. Zolinga zanga zonse zinali zitapita. Ngakhale izi zinali zowopsa, ndinazindikiranso kuti zolaula zanga zinali zitatha. Malingaliro okopawo nawonso anali atapita - ndipo ndinaphunzira kuti ndiubongo wanu womwe ukuyesera kukuvutitsani. Chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe mungachite ndikungodziwa kuti mzimu wanu ukudziwa kuti zomwe mudawona zinali zoyipa - ndikuti ubongo wanu ukuyesera kukupangitsani kudzimva kuti ndinu wolakwa komanso manyazi pakuziwona. Koma siomwe inu muli
Kunyalanyaza kunandithandizanso kutaya chiyembekezo pansi pa lamba. Sindinkafuna kugonana ndi chibwenzi changa kwa kanthawi (ndinadzikakamiza kutero) chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti ubongo wanga umangofuna zolaula - choncho ndinayambiranso ubongo wanga ku chinthu chenicheni. Ndipo ndikuuzeni, chinthu chenicheni ndichabwino. Patatha pafupifupi milungu iwiri ndikukakamiza, kupyola pansi, malingaliro anga adakhala bwino ndipo wopanga zida zanga adakhalanso ndi moyo.
Tsiku 50 kupitilira
Monga ndidanenera, ndimamenya bwino kwambiri ndipo pang'onopang'ono ndimasintha moyo wanga wogonana kukhala chinthu chenicheni. Izi ndi zomwe nkhondo yeniyeni inali kwa ine tsiku lapitalo 50. Pakadali pano, ndinalibe chikhumbo chowonera zolaula konse. Ndinayamba kuchepa pang'ono ndipo malingaliro olakwika anali atatheratu. Kukhudza kwakuthupi kunali kokwanira kuti ndipitilize ndi bwenzi langa, ndipo ngakhale lingaliro la kugonana kwenikweni lidanditembenuzira.
Chowonadi chikuwuzidwa, panthawiyi sindinamve kuti chilichonse chobedwa chikuchoka - mungosiya kuwazindikira ndikusiya kuwasamalira. Kuchira kumeneku ndi kwamaganizidwe, ndipo ubongo wanu uyesa kukunyengererani njira iliyonse kuti mubwerere komwe mudali. Osanenapo, ambiri aife tidakumana ndi zolaula tisanachitane zogonana. Osanena kuti sindinachitepo, koma sindinakhale ndi chidaliro ndi azimayi mpaka nditasiya zolaula kwakanthawi.
M'malo mwake, chaka changa chatsopano chatsopano cha koleji chisanachitike ndidasiya milungu iwiri mpaka sukulu. Sindikukuthanani ndi inu, ndimagona usiku wina uliwonse ndimamva ngati. Zinali ngati kuwombera nsomba mumtsuko. Koma nditatha kulemera ndikuyembekezera kuti zolaula zidzakwaniritse izi - Ndidasiya kudzidalira ndipo ndidalimbana mpaka nditakumana ndi bwenzi langa lero. Ndinakumana naye tsiku langa lobadwa la 21 ndipo ndiye chikondi cha moyo wanga. Koma sindinathe kupitilizabe kugonana chifukwa ndinali nditangotaya zolaula. Ndipo inde, ndimayang'anabe pomwe ndinali ndi chibwenzi.
TLDR -
Pitirizani kumenya nkhondo anyamata ndi anyamata. Ndinapita ku gehena ndikubwerera ndipo zimangondilimbitsa. Malangizo anga abwino kwa inu omwe mukuvutika: pezani zosangalatsa zatsopano (kapena zakale) bola zikadakhala zathanzi. Uwu ukhala kusaka kwanu kwatsopano. Ngati mulibe chibwenzi - lekani kuonera zolaula ndikupita kukapeza zenizeni. Ndikukulonjezani kuti zili bwino. Porn sizimakukondani monga munthu weniweni amakondera. Ndinayamba popita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikundikhulupirira, zimayamwa poyamba. Simudziwa zomwe mukuchita koma khalani nazo momwe zingakhalire. Posachedwa mudzakhala katswiri.
Lingaliro lomaliza -
Ndikupepesa chifukwa cha nkhani yayitali koma ndimangofuna kuwathandiza omwe akuganiza kuti kulibe chiyembekezo. Ndalephera nthawi zambiri ndisanafike masiku 90. Ndinkasewera maliseche kamodzi kamodzi kanthawi, kumangomva zowawa komanso mwayi wokhala "wokwatirana" weniweni womwe ungachitike. Osati zomwe ndimayang'ana pa zolaula.
Ganizirani izi motere, mutha kuwona akazi amaliseche m'masekondi 5 kuposa agogo anu aamuna nthawi ya moyo wawo. Palibe zodabwitsa kuti ali ndi mtundu wa chilichonse. Zithunzi zolaula ndizoyipa, ndipo zimakutengani zonse zomwe mungapereke ndipo sizikubwezerani chilichonse. Ngati mumayang'ana tsiku lililonse, siyani pompano. Ngati mumayang'ana kamodzi kamodzi kanthawi, imani pompano.
Ngati mwakwanitsa kufika pano, ndikukuyamikirani. Ndikupepesa chifukwa cha bukuli.
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