Ndinali ndi PIED yochepa kwa zaka zingapo ndisanazindikire chomwe chinali. Izi zinali chifukwa chakuti ndimayang'ana zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 12. Sizinakhale zovuta mpaka nditatsala pang'ono kumaliza zaka 20. Izi zisanachitike, ndinkangokhalira kutengeka kuti zisinthe. Koma PIED itayamba kuchitika koyambirira sizinachitike kwa ine zomwe zinali zotheka. Poyamba ndimaganiza, ndikucheza ndi atsikana osadziwika, chakuti ndiyenera kugwiritsa ntchito kondomu, nkhawa yakugwira ntchito, ndi zina zambiri, ndi zina zambiri. Ndipo ndikudziwa anyamata omwe sanakhalepo ndi chilakolako chokhala ndi mkazi kale, munthu m'modzi wokwatiwa ndipo mkazi wake sanamupangitsepo kudya mtedza, chifukwa chake ndimaganiza, chabwino, sindinakhale woyipa kwambiri, ndiye sizingakhale zolaula?
Komabe, ndipamene ndidayamba kukhala ndi ED panthawi ngakhale kuseweretsa maliseche pomwe ndidasankha kuchita chilichonse, chifukwa magawo anali atayamba kutenga ola limodzi ndipo amathera mu mtedza wofooka, ngakhale womvetsa chisoni womwe sunayesetse nthawiyo kuyeretsa. Anali ndi mavuto amgwirizano omwe sanachitike mwachindunji kuchokera ku PIED koma sizinathandize. Zinandipangitsa kuti ndiganizire kuti sindimadziwa kuti moyo wogonana umakhala bwanji wopanda zolaula, ndiye kuti mwina linali vuto nthawi zonse - yesani zomwe simunayeserepo.
Chifukwa chake, ndidachita masiku a 90 kumapeto kwa chaka chatha, ndipo nditatha milungu ya 2 kapena 3, PIED idatha. Kugonana ndizodabwitsanso, monga kukhala wachinyamata. Kutenga zomwe zinali zogwira ntchito ngati zolimbikitsa komanso zonyengerera kumandikakamiza kuti ndiganize kwambiri za zovuta zina pamoyo wanga komanso njira zina zovuta ndikalingalira ndi mavuto omwe ndili nawo, omwe chizolowezi choonera zolaula chinali chizindikiro chimodzi chokha.
Ndinakhala ndikuonera zolaula kwa miyezi ingapo, tsopano ndikupita miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, pomwe PIED idayamba kubwerera pang'ono.
Ndazindikira kuti pali mitundu iwiri yakukhumudwitsa, mwakuthupi komanso zokumana nazo zambiri. Ngati ndikuseweretsa maliseche, ndidzakhala wokhumudwa, komwe kunganditengere kanthawi ndisanakhale ndi chidaliro kuti ndikufika pachimake ndi mkazi. Zili ngati mwina 1 kapena masiku awiri. Koma ngati ndikuwonera zolaula, sipadzakhalanso chizolowezi chogonana, komwe sindimawona kuti msungwana wanga ndi wokongola, komwe sindifuna kuchita naye zogonana, komwe ndimakhala ndi cholinga chokwaniritsa zolaula , Ndimakhumudwa kwambiri pamene samachita ndendende zomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndikufuna. Izi zimatenga pafupifupi masiku 2 kapena 4 kuti zitheke. Ndipo imabwerera mwachangu kuposa kukhumudwa kwakanthawi ndikangoyambiranso.
Zowonadi, ndiyenera kungokhala opanda zolaula, koma ndimakhulupirira mopitirira muyeso, ndipo zimakhala zosavuta ndikakhala ndi zolinga zenizeni. Koma panthawiyi ndikupita miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndikuwona ngati ndili ndi chilakolako chotsatira.
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Zikomo kwambiri chifukwa cha yankho latsatanetsatane. Ndikukumana ndi zambiri zomwe mudafotokoza.
-Kodi mutayang'ananso bwanji ndikuwona zolaula (pambuyo posiya mwezi wa 3) kodi PIED idayamba kuyambiranso?
Ponena za 1 & 2's & 4 & 5's - mukutanthauza kuti awa ndi masiku omwe muyenera kudikiranso musanayesenso kugonana?
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