Zopindulitsa zomwe ndaziwona mpaka pano

1. Thupi

Ndinalibe zizindikiro zambiri za chizolowezi cha PMO, zinthu zazing'ono chabe. Ndinalibe PIED kapena china chonga icho. Choyamba ndi chakuti nthawi iliyonse pambuyo pa PMO msana wanga ukhoza kupwetekedwa, ngakhale ndikanakhala nditagona pabedi osayika kumbuyo kwanga. Kotero msana wanga wakhala ukumva bwino kwambiri. Chachiwiri (pepani kufotokoza apa) ndi mtedza wanga wakumanzere womwe umagwiritsidwa ntchito kutsika kwambiri pambuyo pa PMO… kutsika kowopsa! Sekani. Monga momwe ndimawonera kale ndikuganiza kuti ndiyenera kupita kwa dokotala, koma kenako ndimaganiza zouza adokotala za zomwe ndimakonda ndipo sindingachite chilichonse. Chiyambireni kusiya, zinthu zakhala bwino kumusi uko, sindikuwona kuti zikuchita izi - ngakhale nditagonana ndi mkazi wanga.

2. Maganizo

Apa ndipamene ndawonapo kusintha kwambiri. Maganizo anga ali bwino. Ndinkakonda kusinthasintha kwa masiku angapo pambuyo pa PMO iliyonse - ndimakwiyira banja langa mopanda nzeru, ndikutsatiridwa ndi kudzidetsa kwambiri chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti ndikuyambitsa zonsezi. Ndikuwonanso kungokhala ndi malingaliro ochulukirapo komanso malingaliro osakoka ubongo wanga kudzera mumayendedwe othamanga a dopamine komanso kusokonezeka. Ndinkadziyang'ana ndekha pagalasi ndikudziganizira ndekha kuti ndine wachinyengo komanso wotayika bwanji pambuyo pa PMO ndipo tsopano ndimadzimva bwino.

3. Maubale

Chofunika kwambiri ndi ubale wanga ndi mkazi wanga. Sindinalembebe zambiri m'buku langa za izi, ndidzatero nthawi ina, koma mkazi wanga sakudziwa kuti ndakhala ndi vuto ili m'banja lathu. Ndinamuuza za nkhaniyi titangoyamba kukumana koma amangoganiza kuti ndizovuta zomwe ndinakumana nazo m'mbuyomu. Nthawi ina tinkakambirana za zolaula, ndipo adanena kuti samaganizira ngakhale kuyang'ana zithunzi zamaliseche kuti zikhale zolaula - osati mofanana ndi zinthu zowopsya - adanena kuti zolaula ndizowonera mavidiyo ogonana ... Sindinachitepo, pazifukwa zina nthawi zonse ndimatha kudziletsa kuti ndisatsike njirayo, ndikungoyang'ana zithunzi kapena makanema amaliseche ... Ndinasiya chilakolako chogonana ndi mkazi wanga. Tinkagonana - koma osati pafupipafupi (kamodzi pa masabata angapo) ndipo nthawi zambiri zinali pamene iye adayambitsa. Kwa ine, ndinali wokhutira kungopita "kukwapula dolphin" (mawu osangalatsa omwe ndidawona choyambitsanso china chikugwiritsidwa ntchito pano) nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndikuyamba kulira. Patapita nthawi ndinasiya kukopeka ndi mkazi wanga - zomwe ndi zamisala chifukwa ndi wokongola kwambiri, ndi wodabwitsa. Nditawerenga YBOP ndidazindikira chifukwa chake izi zidachitika, zinali chifukwa ndi zolaula ubongo wanga udayamba kuthamangira kwambiri kuchokera pazatsopano za zithunzi zatsopano ndipo ndi mkazi wanga nthawi zonse ndimawona "chithunzi" chomwecho. Izi zinandithandizanso kumvetsetsa chifukwa chomwe sindikanachitira PMO zithunzi zomwezo za akazi okongola kwambiri pa intaneti - nthawi zonse ndimayenera kukonza china chatsopano. Kotero zaka za kunyalanyaza zilakolako za kugonana za mkazi wanga, ndi kusintha kwa maganizo anga openga kuchokera ku PMO, zinapangitsa kuti banja likhale losakhutira. Tinkakhala ndi nthawi zabwino ndi masiku abwino ndipo tinali osangalala, koma panali zinthu zambiri zomwe zinali zolakwika (chifukwa cha chinsinsi changa chakuda) kotero kuti zonse zimangomva ngati zinthu zasokonekera muubwenzi wathu. Chifukwa chake chosintha chachikulu kwa ine pakuyambiranso uku ndikuti ndatsitsimutsanso chikondi changa ndi kukopa kwa mkazi wanga - zimamveka ngati zomwe tidayenera kumva - timakondana kwambiri - m'njira zambiri kuposa momwe timakhalira. Ukwati wathu umakhala bwino kuwirikiza ka 100 kuposa mmene unalili miyezi ingapo yapitayo. Ndidakali ndi ntchito yoti ndigwire, sakudziwa za mbiri yanga ndi chizoloŵezichi, ndipo ndimuuza posachedwa, ndinayamba kumulembera kalata yomwe ndikufuna kumupatsa kufotokoza zonse zomwe zachitika ... ndilemba. zambiri za izi tsiku lina.

Komabe, ndikutsimikiza kuti pali zopindulitsa zambiri koma ndi nthawi yonse yomwe ndili nayo lero.

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by: Agalatiya 51