Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuti ndiziseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13, koma sizinandikhudze mpaka nditapeza chibwenzi changa chachiwiri ndili ndi zaka 21. Ndi wokongola komanso wokoma, msungwana wangwiro waubwenzi wanthawi yayitali; tinaganiza zosamukira limodzi ndili ndi zaka 27. Tidakhala limodzi zaka +8 !!!
Chifukwa chogwira ntchito kutali ndi mzinda, ndimagwiritsa ntchito zoposa masabata a 2 osamuwona. Ndi nthawi, zolaula ndi mafayilo ndizoyamba kundimasulira.
Poyamba, nditatha masabata a 2 kutali, ndidabwerera kunyumba ndikumufuna, tidagonana bwino kwambiri. Ndinapita kutchuthi ndipo sindinasamale zakukwera ndege yomaliza usiku, ndimangofuna kumuwona.
Chaka chatha mwa atatu omwe timakhala limodzi, pang'onopang'ono ndinayamba kukonda zolaula ndikuchepetsa chibwenzi changa. Tidayamba kukhala ndi zovuta, zidasokonekera, zidathetsa chibwenzi chathu, ndipo tidatha. Ndimaganiza kuti ndatopa naye, koma sindinazindikire zomwe zimayambitsa vutoli.
Masiku ano, ndinayamba chibwenzi chatsopano ndipo ndakhala ndikusowa zolaula kwa miyezi pafupifupi 2. Ndinapita ku NoFap osaganizira, ndimangokonda bwenzi langa kwambiri kotero kuti ndimamva kuti ndikubwerera ku zolaula zinali ngati kumunyenga. Miyezi 3 yapitayo, ndinayenda milungu iwiri. Ndinkacheza naye kwambiri usiku, nditamva chilakolakocho, ndinkasewera maliseche osaganizira zolaula, ndikungoganiza za iye. Umenewo unali wanga wotsiriza kuseweretsa maliseche, ndipo sindikuyang'ana kubwerera.
Tsopano mphamvu zanga zogonana ndikudzuka zimayang'ana pa chibwenzi changa. Ngakhale nditayenda, ndidaphunzira kukhala ndi zolimbikitsazo, chifukwa mphotho ndikabwerera kwa iye, ndi kugonana kwabwino kwambiri komwe ndidakhalako. Zolakalaka zikutha, ndipo ndikuwongolera. Ndimapeza zosankha zingapo masana ndikaganiza za iye, koma palibe chifukwa chopita.
Ndimamva kukhala wolimba mtima, wopatsidwa mphamvu, wolingalira, wosangalala, komanso wotha kupsinjika pantchito. Choposa zonse, kugonana ndi bwenzi langa kunasandulika marathons a chiwerewere ndikupanga chikondi. Ndinkakhala ndi nthawi yayitali kwambiri yopitilira ola limodzi kapena awiri. Tsopano, ndine wokonzeka kubwerera kachiwiri pasanathe mphindi 10. Nthawi zina ndimatha kumaliza, kumwa madzi, ndipo ndikonzeka kupita.
Zovuta zanga ndizo zabwino kwambiri zomwe ndakhala nazo. Amakhala kwakanthawi ndipo amakhala olimba kwambiri, samadziwa kuti ndili ndi mphamvu. Msungwana wanga amamva ku Nirvana nthawi iliyonse tikakhala limodzi.
Kulimbikitsidwa kwathunthu, kusiya zolaula ndi fap. Mudzakhala anthu abwinoko.
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